New Love
You open my arms
I never tried to visualize
I don't mind hurting myself
This smile that you give me my new love
*
And now I'm alone at home
I've got the closet *
I've got my love in my chest
Now I'm away on my own
And I'm not alone
You walked into my room
Then you stopped and looked down at the *
Reached over and looked in my eyes
You asked if I was still alive
Cause it's time
I have a right
I have a right
I have a right
interpretation #2:
you open my eyes
i never tried to visualize
i don't mind hurting myself
for the smile that you give me
my new love
i'm higher love
and now i am at home
i've got no closet ?????
i've got my love in my chest
and now i'm away on my own
i'm not alone
you walked into my room
then you stopped and looked down at the phone? (Floor)
reached over and looked in my eyes
you asked if i was still alive
'cause it's time
i have arrived
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
This Way Out
I'm so scared
When you're gonna jump out at me
Something in my body's gotta go wrong
It's a well known thing
Everyone is not being human
I know I know it will happen soon
I think I got a frequency I got good leads on
But I'm so scared
Everyone says I'll go crazy
Whining about getting sicker
I got a frequency I got good leads on
But I'm so scared
I'm so scared (x5)
At everything/one
About You
Haven't either told my brother
I just finished to tell my mother
She took it okay
I've always wondered what they'd do
When I'd tell them about you
Girlfriend
Follow me going into the woods
Put the staircase *
The spirit appear from under a rock
And my girlfriend already was there
She walked behind and started to smoke
As I slipped alone in the dark
And the trees grew up high in the night in the sky
And she wondered how far she that *
Questions are laying from all sides around
And she lost suddenly in her heart
Back * at night
And far away she heard a car starting
interpretation #2:
follow me going into the woods
from the staircase alone over where
a spirit appeared from under a rock
and your girlfriend already was there
she walked close behind and started to smoke
as i slithered along in the dark
and the trees grew up high in the night in the sky
as she wondered how far back she'd park
brush hid her legs from all sides around
as she lost sight of me in her heart
and back up around through the tall woods at night
and far away she heard her car start
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
Always There
Didn't know what you would think if
I blew it out of in my mind
*
I'm so afraid of what I'd find
Everyone is telling me that
I don't care about you
What do they know about me?
All I talk about is you
Try to love me once in a while at least you know you can
If you ever want me back you know I'm always there
interpretation #2:
i didn't know what you were thinking
put a doubt up in my mind
i try harder in my room all night???
so afraid of what i might find
everyone is telling me that i don't care about you
what do they know about me
all i talk about is you
try to love me once in a while
at least to know you care
if you ever want me back
you know i'm always there
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
Stupidest Thing
I don't know what to see and
Can't tell if I am free and alive, alive
Seems like I just sit here and
Don't go complain about my life, my life
Sometimes I think too much
And sit alone in my room and cry, and cry
At night I lie in bed and
Think it would be better if I died, I died
stupidest thing i ever heard
interpretation 2:
seems like i just sit here and mope and complain about my life - christian
December '93
I don't know what to do
I'm not in love with you
But it still hurts me to
See how you love her/him thru
And I feel *
I don't know why I even wrote this down
Shouldn't hurt me after all things turned around*
What I did to you
I don't see you no more
You've been gone since before
We left on our last tour
I understand what for
And I feel *
I don't know why I even wrote this down
Shouldn't hurt me after all things turned around
What I did to you
Remember I hurt too
interpretation #2:
i don't know what to do
i'm not in love with you
but it still hurts me to
see how you love him through
and i feel sad about the most of last year
i don't know why i even wrote this down
you should've heard me after all this turned around
what i did to you
i don't see you know more
you've been gone since before
we left on our last tour
i understand what for
and i feel sad about the most....
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
Thouroughly
*
My Bed Is Red
I'm sitting here thinking about the other night
When you said the things I didn't hear
Did you only think about the other side
When you said the things I didn't hear
I'm underneath your feet
I've been inside your eyes
I've been between your fingertips
I'm underneath your feet
I'm underneath
I'm lying here, blood is bleeding from your head
Onto my side of my bed
I didn't want to think of what the other said
Would believe it if you could be death?
I'm underneath your feet
I've been inside your eyes
I've been between your fingertips
I'm underneath your feet
I'm underneath
View Master
I'll escape from reality
Too many years I'll travel through
To my eyes I'll always see
And in my ears will listen to
Will listen to
Ooo-oooh, ooo-oooh
Off again to somewhere new
Close the door of your new roof
And my toes and in my thies (dyen)
And to teath her when I'm here
But I'm not here in my girl's clothing
In my stereo, a view master
Cloudy
I know it's a part of me
That I can't seem to want to see
Open up, open up, baby
I never realized why you wouldn't see
Am I really that simple?
Am I really that simple?
S-i-m-p-l-e
I know when I'm climbing trees
I'm looking for how far I see
I'm seeing much clear when it's not cloudy
Why can't you love me like you used to?
Am I really that simple?
Am I really that simple?
S-i-m-p-l-e e-v-i-l
Cloudy
My Chest Is Empty
I wish I could be your man
You wanted me to understand
I do as just that I'm needing something to
You ever want me to tell you
I wish you'd stay
I'd like you to be here everyday
My chest is emptier than yours
It'll be worst for you soon or
Maybe you could be my girl
I wish you'd let me be yours in my world
I wish you'd stay
I'd like you to be here everyday
Run Away
I have an egg
It's not hard to tell
It ran away
And now I'm in hell
How can you say
You have one to sell
Just a small egg
Free from the town
I have an egg
It ran away
Hope I can find it
Again someday
I have an egg
It's not hard to tell
It ran away
And now I'm in hell
How can you say
You have one to sell
Just a small egg
Free from the town
Egg (x5)
Waiting All Day
When you get your file, I'm waiting for you
waiting all morning, in bed, thinking of you
Will
you be
the same
person
you was
before
the fall
I
didn't like
you then
but when
you were gone
I
forgot
when will you get your thought I by myself
can't take the pressures waiting all day here on the
couch
And will
you be
the same
person
who left
before
the fall
I
didn't love
you then
but when
you were gone
I
forgot
interpretation #2:
verse:
will you be the same person
who left before the fall
i did love you then
but when you were gone
i burnt out
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
Hate Song
I'm gonna hurt it 'till it's blue outside
Blue on the sides and purple inside
It won't ever try to hide
It's only I'd abused or tried
Please don't try to give me a ride
I'll hurt you 'till your blue outside
Please don't ever take their side
'Cause they won't even tell me why
They hate it
But they love to
I hate it
Can't stand analizing
Can't stand agonizing straight or minor
Feeling Around
Feel so cold indside
What is wrong in your mind?
Are you OK inside?
It's so cold outside
Have to find a warm place to hide
Are you warm inside?
Feelings all around
Feelings all around
Feelings are still around
* for so long
What did you think of me?
Did you even think of me?
Has she watched me on TV?
Wonder what she thought about me
What did Judy think of me?
Feelings all around
Feelings all around
Feelings are still around
Around...
Around...
Around....
Feeling around
interpretation #2:
feels so cold inside
what's wrong in your life?
are you okay inside?
it's so cold outside
have to find a warm place to hide
are you warm inside?
feelings are around
feelings are around
feelings are still around
i was around you for so long
what did you think of me?
do you even think of me?
as you watched me on tv
i wonder what you thought about me
what did you think of me?
feelings are around
feelings are around
feelings are still around
all around
feeling around
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
Forever Again
She came back to me
At least for a while
She brought with her some tests
She said as she smiled
She just got back for me
I've started to get used
Knowing that she's been
So loving and so true
I'm jealous of you
And the love that you feel
So early in this year
So suddenly with you
I just got back for you
Now the tests are concluded
I am the first to know
There's nothing inside of you
Leaving me forever
Again, good luck to you too
Now I dream of me
And what's happening to you
interpretation #2:
she came back to me
at least for a while
she brought with her some tests
she said as she smiled
she just got back from him
i started to get used
to knowing that she's been
so loving and so true
i'm jealous of you
and the love that you feel
so early in this year
so suddenly you healed
just got back from him
and now the tests conclude
i am the first to know
his love's inside of you
you're leaving me forever again
good luck to you, too
now i dream of me
and what's happening to you
From: christian brubaker <elevatortohell@usa.pipeline.com>
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