Arsenic Heart

I envy your lack or emotion. Why am I able to love so fast, but be left alone for so long? How have I hurt you this time? I gave undyinglove to you and those around you. And I'm the one with the black heart. The arsenic feeling. My belief in the life we had was ripped up infront of my face. How would you feel if I were the one filling your mind with meaningless truth of a happy life-long love. Your words, with time, have now meant nothing. Your love is only bullshit for the next naive girlt o get. The one I loved was caring and loving. Now you have turned into this heartless asshole who will fuck any thing for a good time or good hit. How does it feel now? Almost a year without you- and you need me. You want me. I was able to let you back in-only to be deceived by yoour lies. The tattoo is right. The bandage keeps the pain in and keeps you out. The cold arsenic heart will never feel my heart again.