Blow Me Away

You came back into my life. Why is it so easy for me to forgive. You listened to hem. And just blow me off. So I say things that I don't me. Out of the anger you gave me. The guilt I felt. Was Unbelieveable. I was so scared to apologize. Fear of rejection that I thought. I would get. You feel the same. And apologized again. So is this real. Can I begin to trust you? You are the one I knew. You tell me you understand if I don't. I don't want to get hurt. I am afraid to love again. I feel I owe it to some thing. Our memories seem so real. And I still feel the same. I prayed for your return. And I got back some. I hope for you to come. I hope for you to love me again.