FEAR

I WOKE UP THAT MORNING. NOT SURE OF WHAT WAS TO COME. THE PAIN THAT WOULD BE FELT IN THE HOURS TO COME. WHY? WHY ME? HELL, WHY NOT? DID YOU WANT ME TO? DID YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE? DID YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME? REMEMBER WHEN WE FIRST SPOKE? WHY DID IT HAVE TO COME TO THIS? WERE WE REALLY ASKIN FOR THIS PAIN? SOME FUCKED UP TEST. WE THOUGHT WE STUDIED ENOUGH. DBUT NOW I'M A STATISTIC. AND WHAT ARE YOU? DAMN, YOU MUST THINK THAT I DIDN'T THINK OF YOU. YOU'RE RIGHT. I DID THINK OF YOU. NOT ENOUGH. TOO MUCH IS NEVER ENOUGH. OK. BLAME ME FOR YOUR LIFE. BALME ME FOR YOUR FAILURE. BLAME ME FOR THE DRUGS YOU USE. I'M THE REASON FOR THE PAST 3 FAILED RELATIONSHIPS. I FUCKED YOUR LIFE UP. I'M BAD ENOUGH. IS THAT WANT YOU WANT ME TO SAY? ALL THE GUILT, ALL YOUR PAIN. I'M THE ONE CLEANING UP YOUR BROKEN HEART. SO, NOW WHAT? THE TIME HAS PASSED. WHAT IS IT THAT I'M SUUPOSED TO DO FOR YOU NOW? WHERE DID THE TIME GO? I ASKED YOU TO FIX IT. BUT YOU SAID IT WAS MY PROBLEM. OH, BUT WAIT-SHE ASKED YOU TO STOP...AND WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU GRABBED RIGHT ON. AND SOLVED MY PROBLEM. THANKS A LOT. IT STILL CAME TO LATE. THE FEAR WILL BE ON YOUR MIND.