Forgive

Can you forgive me for crying
Can you forgive me for hating you
Can you forgive me for making that mistake
Just when I thought things were ok
Just when I thought you were dead
You came back to me
Only for a night
Why did you do it
I can forgive you for everything
Leaving me when I needed you the most
Using me
Taking advantage of my love
Of my trust
But you can't seem to forgive me
Did you think I wanted to do it
Kill my own body
Just for fun
Did you think I wanted to do it
To get rid of you
I could have done other things
I didn't want to hurt you
I don't want to hate you
But its the things you do
That just piss me off so much
Love her, hate me
Love me, Hate her
Which is it
I've managed to forgive myself
For all the hateful things I've done
Its taken awhile
But I did
Tell me....Why can't you?