Remembering Is So Hard For You To Do


Please remember what I said. When I would kiss you, if felt like the first time, every time. Your sweet embrace, still makes me feel lifeless. God I want to die. I never felt so much pain. When it went away, and then you soon followed. Love is nothing any more. These feels will not go away. I pray at night for your return. My words seem so small yet they mean so much. How can I make you see, how much you still mean to me. Your ring has never left the necklace its on. I never take it off. I don't know why. It hurts to even try. I understand why you hate me. I robbed you of your own. Hush now, thats a secret no one can know about. Is that life as dead as our love? Damn these thoughts that bleed in my head. It must mean something. If not than why is it in my head? I am asking so many questions....