Looking in the mirror
Only to see
Something I hate
I know it is not the person I was
What have I become
Living in seld denial is just the fun part
Knowing in my heart
Things will never be the same
Who is the one to blame
Being enlightened by new knowledge
Of something that is so vague
Afraid of what the truth could really be
I wonder what it is like to be happy
And have a smile on my face
Without having to pretend
Losing myself in a unknown world
Only feeling what I can't see
My emotions have become so numb
The bitter destruction of my mind has yet to begin
But a sweet pain comes over my body
Unsure of what this new tear could be;
Only to be wasted like so many before it
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