Surprise, I'm not you



Dear Freak....Hey, I'm not you. I never was like you. You're cool now, with your silver glitter and your platform shoes. I'll never be like you. Take off your mask when you walk in the door. When you glance in the mirror what do you see? Are you going blind? What is real? What is fake? You are too worried about what my next move will be. Do me a favor and not do anymore for me. You've done enough. Stop making me topic of today's gossip. I can see inside your head. You don't know me, stop trying to be me. Surprise, I'm not you. Hide insdie your black clothes. Your cool pink shit. Our fairytale high school lives are over now, what will you do now? Use him against me again? But surprise, I'm over him. Find some new target to hurt me. But surprise, it won't work. Make your coffee, I'll fold my towels. Drive your fast car- I'll walk. Make your millions. 20 years from now, because my scars will heal. And surprise- 20 years later I'm not you.