Twisted Chain Reaction
What have I done to be like this
Why did it happen twice
I promised to change my ways
I wanted to move on and get better
Until I met him, I was falling into a trap
He said so many lies
he broke me again
Cut open the old wounds, I wont ever be the same
Im the family's disappointment, yet again
Why am I treated like this
My life was fine until that day
Crying to my first love--
"why did it happen again? He never was there"
Im starting to think its not worth it again
I want to kick this feeling
My worthless, heartless, spineless feelings
Fuck my emotions
I wont talk about it
Im aftraid of the truth
Writing is the only way to get out
What I have to say
I just keep fuckin up
My life will never change
Ill continue to fail
No matter how hard I try
My mind wont let shit be
Ill try to forget everything up
Until this point


--10.01.02