I am so sorry I left without saying goodbye, I love you, you are a dear friend of mine! There were so many things I want and need to confess. I regret not getting that one last picture of you. You remember when I told you I had to leave? I had to get away I didn't mean that soon, but I am gone from you and I am sorry. I wanted to say goodbye, I needed to say goodbye! I liked you, you made me laugh. Not many can do that, you touched me, touched my soul. Where were you when I called to say goodbye? GOD WHER WERE YOU!?!? I miss you so much, you made my stay in that piece of hell worth it, you are beautiful and deserve more!! Remember the night in the park with the others? Remembered when I walked away and you followed. one of our last times of hanging out. Y u are special Johnny, get away from there, get away, fly away!! I used to love to watch you dance in that dark stobe smoke infested room. I loved to sit beside you, you made me calm comfortable, you made me calm inside, god I miss you so much!! I wish I h d more time to spend together, but thats me "pick up and leave" please forgive me? I liked you most and I know you know that. I wisg you the best with things to come and you will find someone special, I ENVY that person already! Damn this Candlebox!! Its ringing tears to my eyes. Hope we meet again someday and dwell on the memories...

Decated to Johnny Rios 1998 in Miami "HELL" Flordia. You made me smile constantly!! :)