Ain't he cute? Hehe...

        Ok, this one can be solved very simply. If I wanted to. But I don't, so you're gonna have to put up with all this if you want to read it all. If not, fine, don't matter to me.
        Nickolas Gene Carter, lets see, where to start... Ok, the main reasons I've ever liked him was the following: 1) He's a guy (whew yeah, no doubt about that) and 2) He's B L O N D. Put those two together, voila. I've always had a thing for blond guys (nature or not, its just that blond look that I like so much), so it was really no surprise to anyone who knew me that I liked him.
        Before the guys really made it big over here, acutally before anyone here even knew who they were, the teenybopper magazines would still be printing articles/stories on them. And of course I thought they were cute... all except Howie and AJ (Sorry guys! Ha ha.). Kevin looked just so serious and handsome. Brian looked like someone I knew and was crushing on at the time (not saying a word as to WHO). And Nick... Well, Nicky always caught my eye in the pictues.
        A while after that, the Boys finally made it here. Thats when I really started liking Nick. The first recorded stuff I ever bought of them was a tape that came along with a book, a mix of 5 songs from their American debut album. Once I showed my mom the tape, she pointed to the picture of the guys, saying "I bet you like the blond boy, right?"
        From then on, I collected every poster, picture or anything I could of the Backstreet Boys -- especially Nicky. He was my main celebrity crush then... and still is now, I'm proud (yes, Melo, PROUD) to say.
        But only about a year ago was when I first started to really take notice of Nicky... I mean, really take notice. After the last recent concert I went to, Nicky was all I thought about.

        Ok, I admit it, I was a tiny bit.... ok, just plain obsessed with Nick for a while. But that small phase didn't last long. But I'm still not over him. Not for a long time. Its been, what, 3 years already, how much longer will it last? Just have to wait and see.
        He's talented, sometimes stoopid, and very cute. He's my Boy. I'm sure that if I knew him in real life, I mean actually met him in person and became like a friend or something, I could then honestly say that I love him. But, right now, I can't... So I won't.