There lies a hope that I have found
                         And if you try you'll find it, too
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just going thru your website and i was wondering exactly what the hope is
is the hope the hope that another love will come along and and thus grant one
a reprieve fromt he demon? ........Is the hope that a loveonce lost will
return once again?................Or is the hope that one will forget and
allow ones self to heal from the self-inflicted wounds of the demon that lies
within all of our hearts?......But if the latter is true or for that matter
any of ir true.....it is but a sad and ultimately deadly prophecy of the
pitfalls of love.....because it is but an endless cycle that will consume you
and destroy you......and you will allow it too because the love feels so good
the demon is so deceptive that you can't help but fall prey to his eveil
intentions.  This is true even when you know in advance what he holds in store
for you.........Love is a drug and the most addicting one at that it can bring
you the most intense and fulfilling amount of pain known to man.  But then in
the latter stage of ones addiction it will consume you and the demon will take
everything that he has given you and return it to you with double the hurt and
anguish.......of this i know because I have twiced stared him in the eye and
twice i have challenged him and attempted to circumvent his evil intentions.
But twice I jave been denied and twice I have lost.   It is so addicting that
even now I contemplate how I can obtain it again.......knowing full well in
the back of my mind I will only be tormented by it again.....but I convince
myself otherwise and I say never again will be burned by the fire with which
this demon spews forth from his breath that I can overcome him and that this
demon can be vanquished.............I have indeed been thru the pt of no
return.....and I am still looking to go further