of loneliness and shame?

Have you ever had that feeling,

that you are the one to blame?

you try to blame him or her,

but instead

you go insane.

This is the way it is

the way it has to be.

a feeling of regret

a moment of X-ta-cee.

Try to picture in my mind the comfort that I need

when I touch the stars at night

to a place that I can not feel

a place that seems so real

I feel the insanity setting in...

looks like it may be fun..

It is getting closer to my time..

I think I have to run.

I stand above the bed beside you

looking upon your face

a trace of happiness finds me

I must get out of this place

I leave you with my memories

locked inside the nighttime breeze

every time you hear it

every time you feel it

you will think of me.

Whispering wind beside you

shivers through your soul

it is catching up to you

don't let it take control

you have to fight

you have to scream

don't let it in

it is all make-believe

it wants to harm you

clever & wise

it appears in a nice disguise

makes you feel warm

comfort in it's eyes

it takes you in and grabs you

it is deceptive

quick to mesmerize

don't say I didn't warn you

I tried to tell you why

I had to go

to keep you safe

It was just a matter of time

some say it's just a phase

a moment in time

but when you look into my soul...

the moment never dies...