Next Year

Looking back at what I've done,

Recollections of battles I've won,

Memories of those I've saved,

Visions of roads I've paved.

Thoughts overshadowed by loss,

Realization of failure,

Realization of the unaccomplished,

Looking me in the face.

Maybe next October won't be so cold,

Next year I'll be in control,

I won't be neglected,

I won't be ignored.

Next October I'll be on top,

I'll be back with my pride,

I'll be ready to live,

Next year the sun will see my face.

Next October the tears won't come,

Next year I'll stand up tall,

Next time you'll be gone,

Maybe things will be better next year.

October 23, 2000