Useless Bantering
04/14/98


Self-inflated
Freshness of a prima donna. Decoy. Softer shades of purple hide the blemishes well. Tonight is the last night that I will ever dance. Panthom the idea. Flirt not, want not. Protector of the truth and the people. Anti-deco and cigarette billboards. No trees just grass. Next Stop. White trash in a black faux fur.

I spike my dreams with Rubbing Alcohol. Inhale the radiating vapors. Curled ended, sucking in the fumes. A breeding ground for torment. Bored with imagery. No color to life. Sometimes I can hear colors scream to me for live. They urge me to attack and destroy. I let them take advantage of my head and hands. I put a spell on you. I dissect and explore your love for me. I like the way you walk and the way you ready a fire arm.

Can Rocket unlock the magic? Search for signals. Self-propelled? Altered identity? I tell you no lies. I live this life. Volatile. Expect the coming. It will unfold upon you.

Self-detonated
Procalamation of Prostitution. Soft-core loving. Free love comes at any price. Supplement the pendent of hope. Secede and push forth and the piercing white light will take aim. Hold a piece in the corner of your eye and let it ferment. Pave the way to fame. Sacrifice my way of life. In no way do I seem tired, I vacant to well ventiated rooms. Disconnected, service terminated. Sought out and Miriam is the love child. Time-shares punched in, carpet eaters aren't well. Slowly exhaling, breathing out the wholesome goodness of country living and gasping in the choking, polluted flavor of New York City smog. Poisoned Hudson River fishes with bloated white tailed does covered with engored blood sucking ticks. Choking never stops along with the vomiting. Red soaked rugs tickle me feet as I walk across them.

Dealers sell. I push. Small Thoughs, head hurts. Night silouettess with red back drops. I hid here. Waiting for you to come to near. I need my medication. Deliver. Take your hand that's dealt. Some contempt. Vague responses. Silly boys, listen to the author. Shove off.

Dedication to my mom. She helped me cover my ears and filter out the unwanted coffee grinds. And she is also bearer of chocolate filled Easter baskets.

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