" This Was Not Meant To Be
I’ve been loving you all this time -- now I'm in fear
You must make your stand and tell me how you feel
I'm wondering for the last time about you and me
'cause it seems darling...this was not meant to be
You've given me enough reasons to believe it's true
that all meaning in the world is only about me and you
but you push me aside each time I'm in your heart
so I have nothing else to do but to make a new start
Something tells me deep inside to still believe in fate
but the real world between our eyes tells me it's too late
so now I'm hoping that you as my friend will also see
that after all I've wished...this was not meant to be
Down the road I'll ask myself how come I didn't say
that all this time I've been loving you more each day
I'll always wonder if you ever felt for me the same
or maybe I did good by not being a part of your game
If I can do this right, you will always be my friend
and to our hugs and kisses I will now put an end
I will promise you baby that if you let go of me
you will also understand...this was not meant to be
The day is almost over and it's time to let you go
I'm sure I'll dream of you though you will never know
my life will turn away from yours starting tomorrow
and no words will ever reveal to you my real sorrow
I'm feeling tired and my eyes keep falling asleep
I'm pulling out all the feelings that hurt me down deep
only God will know that I'll be praying to believe
that I'm wrong to think...this was not meant to be