nothing matters life's a boredom fucking boredom nothing done no car no money no pussy fucking nothing living in a trailor rats along the floor nibbling at my flesh i no longer care into the darkness i do stare i sit around doing nothing and now i hold this little knife should i use it or throw it down i throw it down for now stuck inside this fucking place nowhere to go and no one to see this royally fucking sucks wasted life i am living why won't it just end my heart will never mend from a pain that haunts me still a pain of broken love and so i sit in this hellhole waiting for my death soon i hope it comes nothing matters life's a boredom fucking boredom nothing done no car no money no life fucking nothing |