HI THERE!! My name is Sadana and welcome to my webpage.
I live in Phoenix Arizona.
I am currently a student, at Genesis Academy located in down town Phoenix.
I will be graduating soon and after I am through with "High School", I plan on going to an out of state college were I can explore *** NEW & EXCITING THINGS!!!!*** I am eighteen years old and have high expectations for myself.
I am a very independent person.
I often try to surround myself around positive things.
I have myself well figured out.
My main goal in this life time is to just be completely HAPP-"E".
I pretty much know right from wrong, now my only choice is to choose....Huu..uu..m.mm.???????????
Here is a picture of one very important choice made by MYSELF!!!...
A necessary essential.... |
In my free time enjoy going to Part-"E"'s!!!,**Raves**
My main faze in life for the past three years, has basically been going to parties.
I was first introduced to the whole scene by a couple of my good friends. (THANKS AGAIN GUYS, I AM TOTALY GRATEFUL, IT'S BEEN VERY SELF-DISCOVERING.)
"WoOoOoW!!!"... a moment of realization, an epiphany if you will.
I thought, "this is just to much." The people were just so friendly.
Imedeatly thereafter my circle of friends just expanded and we all just became so much closer as people.
A huge group of socially diverce people come together to celebrate their unity and uplifted state, giving and receiving freely from one another.
What more could a girl ask for ??????
The locations are sometimes just so phat. Who would of ever guessed you'd be parting out in the middle of the desert, or the forest, up in the mountains or near some lake????????
I once went to this party in California, "Nocturnal Wonderland".
It was supposed to be thrown at this HUGE!!!! water park, but due to some mishap involving some kidzz at a recent party, it was then moved to this like-corn fild. There were a lot of protesters, parents and news/media people there. They had tried to get the party shutdown, but their protesting "Aginst Raves" was very unsuccessful. I can't say I'm sorry.
I had the best time of my life..
.....EVER !!! it's kind of hard to put into words.
The music: Drum N' Bass, Trance, Jungle, Brake Beats, Thecno, Acid Garage,
Progressive Trance, Hip Hop, New Age, Progressive House, Hardcore, Happy Hardcore.....ext.
It's no wonder kidzz can dance from sunset til sun rise and some more after that.
The Dj's spinn some of the dopest beats.
Some of my favorite Dj's are...humm..mmmm..??????..
Deasel Boy (drum n' base), Lady Kier (drum n'base), Dj Lion & TC Islam (jungle), Ron D Core (hardcore), Tron, Demie God, Markus Shultz,-
Rabbit in the Moon, Re-Con, Simply Jeff, Lego, the list goes on ..and.. on..
The vibes were positive and comforting.
Being at a rave is like being one step away from paradise, the absoulte opposite of war.
The kidzzz are so loved-up, that it spills, creating......
POSITIVE VIBES... 
Here are a few pictures from a couple of parties I attended......
O.oo.yea.a.a.h...had..a.BLAST!!!
I have many other interest.....
I love to read and write, but most of all I love to people watch. I have come to find that people can be the most interesting creatures.
People are so different in many, many, ways. We as individuals are so caught up in are own habitual world, we fail to take notice of the other lives that are living around us.
I, myself am greatful that I am able to stop and take a look around and totaly appreciate what I see and that is were I get my insperation to write.
My writing is personal, but I found that sharing your writing/yourself can bring about some positive feedbackand that can always make a person feel good.
So ummm..mmm..m with you I share...
I had lied awake last night.
Tried everything I could to get
a shadow out of my mind.
Closing my eyes didn't seem to work,
because unsorted emotions were of useful hurt.
A smile would appear and slowly fade away.
My heart beat would grow faster and faster in pace.
This mixup grumbles loud and deep.
I have but one wish and that is,
Your breath to breathe.
In the frolic of deception doubt flows free.
Many wondering thoughts heven forbid I let one breath.
Rapture isn't tamed nor dose it creep,
for intention is frank and all eyes do see.
Why then to you do I blame...
It is myself that is cursed,
my finger turned inward unjustifiable with hurt.
My prejudice keeps me in silent,
Smiling to myself,
Shouting in fear to myself,
Loathing the world around me.
Hoping to disappear,
just one faint sigh while closing my feather, heavy eyes.
Want to be someone else, somewere else...NOW!!
Take away from who I am.
Obscured in nothing.
Natures duties confirm snuffs, speculation,
and scatterd divided ends.
I also enjoy reading. The books I enjoy reading the most are astrology, meditation/self-help books, poetry, aromatherapy and other consciousness-like books.
I believe that there is definitely a higher power then us,spiritually.
I plan to become an aromatherapist. I hope to show what a delight essential oils are, and how easily and effectively they can be used.
