where do i go from here
will somebody please take me there
i'm lost and can't find my way
i want a map to tell me
where to go
what to say
and how to do it
i'm confused and baffled
when i try to figure it out myself
i just depress me even more than before
there's a fork in the road now
but i can't make the decision
on my own
i've become dependent on the knowledge of outside references
i can't go through this by myself
i've grown accustomed to an ear
but now its not here
i'm terribly afraid of what's going to happen to me
if i can't go through life alone
the support is needed to make decisions
but i'm told the opposite
and i can't deal with it
i've lost my self-control
but that doesn't mean i dont control other aspects of my life
its time to take control
of THIS
and do what i need to do
say what i need to say
exactly how i want to do it
independently
i will make it through this