FACE

i'm lying to myself
i'm not listening to myself
words pass through my head
kind of like i'm dead

i'm not facing the facts

i walk around with a blank stare
as if i was without a care
i am constantly monotonous
the world is just fabulous

i'm not facing the facts

i need a bucket of ice-cold water
for then i may just falter
god forbid i fall out of routine
for the real world just might be seen

i'm not facing the facts

i need to wake up
i need to actually give a fuck
for the world is passing me by
and i hold on to my little toy truck
because i'm afraid to say good-bye

i'm not facing the facts

so unbelievably true... 1