Well apparently I haven't been making myself clear on some of things I believe in. Someone who has known me for a year, and who I consider a friend, sent me a link today for a site on Anarchy. So of course I checked it out. Big mistake. I was outraged by what I saw. It was nothing like what I believe in. There were pages on how to make bombs, random vandalism, drugs, weapons, espionage, hacking, and basic destruction. It made me sick to think someone I call a friend could think this was "right up my alley", as he put it. That is not what I'm about at all. I'm looking for freedom, freedom to do anything I want, but I would never take a human life, except for my own, to obtain that freedom. I'm willing to die for my cause, but I'm not willing to make anyone else die for my cause. They have their own causes to die for, they don't need to sacrafice themselves for something they do not believe in.

This little incident that happened today was to say the least, one that fucking pissed me off. Why must people think others need to die for this, they don't. Why must everyone resort to fucking violence when someone disagrees with them. You ever heard of talking things out? I don't believe in violence, except for in self defense, or when someone really deserves it. ::coughangiecough:: That was for my male counterpart. heh. Well anyways. Back to what I was saying...

Anarchy. Last night someone tried to tell me that Anarchy was destruction and chaos. I was like "No." Anarchy is lack of government and freedom. People say that with anarchy you will have chaos. Not really. It depends on who is in the society. It depends on the rules you set for yourself. No one but you can set the rules that you must follow, and if you break your rules you have no one to blame but yourself. You become your own person, a fully functional human, who can think and decide what they want for them. Then they can go out and get it. In an anarchist society you become what you want. No one can tell you what to do, say or think. You decide that. In Anarchy a person becomes who they really are. Of course you also have the weak ones that must follow someone. But you must realize this is also who they are. They are followers, they don't think for themselves, or act for themselves. I find this completely sad, and in an Anarchist society, they will get crushed. To live in Anarchy you must know who you are, what you want, and how to obtain it. And you can not stray from this. You must work hard to become what you want. There are no slackers unless that is what you want to be. But then you also have the consequences of this as well. There is no one who is there to catch you when you fall, unless they want to be there. There is no government to bail you out. In Anarchy you become self dependent. You don't rely on the governement to blind you from things, you face reality, and either you deal with it, and live. Or you can kill yerself if you can't handle it. It is your choice, and it can not be made for you. An Anarchist society teaches people to respect others for who they are. For if they don't, then there could be dire consequences, depending on the asshole you run into. But that is also another reason why I know Anarchy is not for everyone and it never will be. But I feel it is right for me, and I know I'd be able to handle myself in a manner where I could have my own Utopia. Though I do realize this will never happen, as sad as I am to hear it. Well I've babbled enough for now.

~Lynne