Is it just me or is America in serious decline here? I mean people keep saying that everything is getting better, but you wanna know why? B/c people are being blind to what is happening. People are getting off on technicalities. Then the ones who are truely innocent get thrown in jail and raped up the ass by some fat guy named Bubba. Anyways. America is in a real decline, instead of fighting with knives, they fight with guns. Now how much skill does it take to fire a few bullets and hit someone in a crowd of 30? And i don't mean a specific person, just anyone. These great random acts of violence that plague us constantly. I mean I can't even friggin' walk around my neighborhood at night for fear that I might get raped or something. Now I don't mean to sound racial here or anything, but the people that threaten us are these people who wannabe some tough ass "gangsta". These people are predominantly black, even though I think more white boys are trying to be black nowadays. Kinda sad that they are trying to be something they aren't. I mean I'm sorry, but most white guys are fucking pussies. Sure they can whoop some ass when they need to, but in general, they are really sweet. And a lot of black guys are like that, well the ones that aren't rude and obnoxious, and that piss me off. I just wanna kill some of them. Itz like not even a race thing with me, itz a personality thing. I mean the "infamous" ex that I seem to mention a lot would sometimes kinda joke around and just poke fun at the whole rap thing, but it got fucking annoying as hell. And I told him to stop. He did after I yelled at him a few times. I'm sorry but shit like that pisses me off. I mean fucking be who you are, and don't make fun of others. Course I do poke fun at my friends, but like thats how we are together. And I dunno how I got to this point, but I'm gonna get back on course. Now what do I wanna say about the decline of america... Well I think it has a large part to do with the fact that we are trying to make everyone equal, when we aren't all equal, someone is always better than us at something. And people can't fucking accept the fact that they aren't fucking supreme. Getting back to this whole "gangsta" thing... (I thought of something else I wanted to include b4 I ended this) I've realized that a lot of these "gangstas" are looking for those 3 little magic words. Thats right... Money, Cash, Ho's, as that song goes or something. Damn MTV for me even knowing that shit. Well I think I've babbled enough, and have made no sense, as usual.

~Lynne