"i did actually push myself to the point of a complete breakdown, which i've alluded to in the past. since i was literally awake for three or four days running i was hallucinating even without the aid of chemicals. only mary tried to step in to help me, but if you're close to someone often they're the last person you listen to. i felt dislocated at the time. i missed having a group, had nowhere to live, and i was sleeping on steve severin's floor...all of which conspired to make me paranoid, jumpy, upsetting and obnoxious. not at all how i really am."
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