b l i n d

Are you ready?
This place inside my mind
A place I like to hide
You don't know the chances
What if I should die?

This place inside my brain
Another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind...
Blind...
Blind...

Another place I'll find
Escape to pain inside
You don't know the chances
What if I should die?

A place inside my brain
Another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind...
Blind...
Blind...

Deeper, deeper, deeper, inside of me
I live a life that seems to be
A lost reality
That I could never find
No way to reach my inner self
Esteem is low
How deep can I go In the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to
See through the grave that clouds my mind
Its time I learned to see
What's between the lines

I can see, I can see I'm going blind. 12X

I'm blind. 4X

b a l l t o n g u e

There you are alone

With no hope of ever having
Something to be proud of
Something earned without begging

Yes I know you're the person
A person close to me
Who do think you are
What more do you want from me

Ball Tongue 4X

Why are you at home, buried in your self-pity
Why do you insist on making a mockery out of me
Yes, I know you're the person
The person that took time with me
Does it give you the right to expect
Your life revolves around me

Ball Tongue. 8X

You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)X 3

You were my brother... (I'm not gonna give in)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my brother... (I'm not gonna give in)
How can you fucking doubt me

But, not again... 8X

Ball Tongue. 8X

I'm a Psycho-fuck. 6X

Ball Tongue. 8X

DYKE!

n e e d t o

I, I am confused
Fighting myself
For wanting to give in to
Needing your help

Skin cold with fear
Feel it when we touch
Outside I know you but
Inside, I'm fucked

Can you see in me?
Skin cold from touch.
Each day confronted
With what I have done.
You pull me closer
I push you away
You tell me it's okay
I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
Why are you taken
I loved you
Why do I feel so helpless
Why's it you
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you
Why do I cry
Why do I really need to...
Why? X4

Fuck you bitch!

need to, need to, need to...

Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...

I hate you
Why are you taken
I loved you
Why do I feel so helpless
Why's it you
Ripping my insides
Each time I'm with you

Why do I cry
Why do I...
Fucking need to?

Fuck

Slut...

c l o w n

Anger inside, comes within
My pride
Why you hate me
What have I done
You tried to hit me

Scream at me and
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cause I'm strange
Hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy
And you're harder than me
What's with you boy
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man
I don't run round
Trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes
I am free
You're just a wanna-be

Scream at me and
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cause I'm strange
Hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy
And you're harder than me
What's with you boy
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man

..to come out...

Hit me clown because I'm not from your town Yes I know,
hit me clown 4X

Clown you ain't shit
Turn around
Can't you face me

Clown you ain't shit
Turn around
Get your face split
Clown you ain't shit
Turn around
Can't you face me

Clown you ain't shit
Turn around
Get your face split

Turn at me and
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cause I'm strange
Hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy
And you're harder than me
What's with you boy
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man

Just a-fuckin' little... 8X

d i v i n e

I hide
But only to defy you
Take away
The only love inside you
I'll see your face through everyone
Inside I've just begun

You think I'm out to scare you
I'm out only to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's goin' down

You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering cause of me is divine

Tell me
Why you never liked me
Tell me
Once that you'll fight me
Bold and you wait
For the perfect time
To take what's rightfully mine

You pave the dumb
That don't bother me
You say you're dumb
That to defy me
You weigh your dumb on anyone
Oh well....

You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering cause of me is divine

Fuck you
I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you
Fuck no, I'm better than you (X5)

You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering cause of me is divine

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game

You tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your own brain

f a g e t

Here I am different in this normal world
Why do you tease me, make me feel upset Walking
stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away.

I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

I sound like I can never see no escape
All the laughing all the pain.
If you loved me, what would you do
Nothing probably, please just go away

I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

FagetHere I am different in this normal world
Why do you tease me, make me feel upset Walking
stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away.

I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stayMake the hate stay?

Faget.

Pussy...

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on, day after day son
You fake
You victim of whynone
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck
Right now I got something to say
To all the people that think I'm strange
That I should be out of here
Locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell I fuck now anyway
You got this pretty boy feelin' like I'm enslaved to a world
that never appreciated shit
You can suck my dick and fucking like it

Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway (Repeat 7 times)

I'm just a pretty boy
I'm not supposed to fuck a girl

I'm just a pretty boy
Living in this fucked up world

I'm just a pretty boy
I'm not supposed to fuck a girl

I'm just a pretty boy
Living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I

All my life

I'm just a faget [faget]

I'm a faget [faget]

I'm just a faget [faget]

I'm a faget [faget]

I'm not a faget [or am I?]

I'm not a faget [or am I?]

I'm not a faget [or am I?]

You motherfuckin' queers

s h o o t s & l a d d e r s

Ring-a-round-the-rosies
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring-a-round-the-rosies
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said
Verses in my head
Into my childhood
They're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed
Darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down
Falling down
Falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady

Nursery rhymes are said
Verses in my head
Into my childhood
They're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed
Darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

Mary had a little lamb
It's fleece was white as snow

(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring-a-round-the-rosies
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said
Verses in my head
Into my childhood
They're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed
Darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Knick-knack paddywhack
Give a dog a...

p r e d i c t a b l e

I can't in every way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes at me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
For you to see
That I can't speak what's on my mind
You run away
It's so predictable

I can in every way
Feel the strength that tingles up inside
Too blind to see
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run away
To the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me
It's so predictable

I'm gonna try
Or I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Who's to say
If I have the time or why
Should I pray
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free

You wait for me
I crawl up to you
Another day
I'll live forever.

Why should I?

I'm gonna try
Or I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

f a k e

Can't stand the sight of you.
I can't stand what you put me through.
Your life's a lie, that you hide.
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand all the thought of you.
I can't stand all the things you do.
Why do you try, to justify?
You are just too scared to be you inside
Let it all go.
Look at you, all I see is a man
too afraid to really be.

I can't stand what you put me through.
I can't stand even the thought of you.

Your secret lies, that you all hide;
Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go.

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to let it be.

You try so hard to be wanted.
False emotions tells you fronted.
I think being a person relies on one thing,
be yourself, let you come through.
You're too afraid to
really be someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be.
You're too afraid to really be.
Be yourself let you come through.

Fake (you ain't with it you ain't with it)

Let it all go.

l i e s

I would like to search inside for the things that you all hide.
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to search through those problems
problems that haunt and taunt you?

I smile while you're afraid.
You run, while your soul pays.

Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.

I like to search inside for the things that you will hide.
What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body
and let me touch you?

Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.

I want you to see, master of disguise.
For all the things that hurt you, the more that jesus lies.
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside.
I tried to suck you in
I threw you up instead

I try. You win. My life... is ripping your heart and
destroying my pain. (GO)

Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.

h e l m e t i n t h e b u s h

Hello? this is Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you
fuckin' call me el Caco? OK?

I keep asking what's your lie? It is disturbing, this isn't
right. Days keep passing.
One notch at a time.
I don't feel right.
Please God let me sleep tonight.

Every day confronted.
Sucker freinds, it's giving in.
I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but I can't escape. (3 times)

I keep asking, can you please try.
It is haunting, this tin stone mine.
Days keep passing.
Line after line.
I don't feel right.
Please God don't let me die tonight.

Every day confronted.
Sucker friends giving in.
I just wanna know why?

Want to give it up but I can't escape.

Please God.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God free me from my painful situation.

Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God save me from my painful situation.

(Want to give it up, no I can't escape)

d a d d y

Mother, please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering. Now that I
am done, remember I will always love you;
I'm your son.

Little child, looking so pretty.
Come out and play,
I'll be your Daddy.
Innocent child, looking so sweet.
Rape in mind,
dear god your flesh I reap

You raped.
I feel dirty.
It hurt.
As a child.
Tied down.
"That's a good boy."
And fuck.
Your own child.
I scream.
No-one hears me.
It hurt.
I'm not a liar.
My god.
Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
Your own child.

Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be
your Daddy

You raped.
I feel dirty.
It hurt.
As a child.
Tied down.
"That's a good boy."
And fuck.
Your own child.
I scream.
No-one hears me.
It hurt.
I'm not a liar.
My god.
Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
Your own child.

It's alright
"I didn't touch you there."
Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there."
That's why Momma stopped and stared.

Innocent child, looking so sweet.
Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.

You raped.
I feel dirty.
It hurt.
As a child.
Tied down.
"That's a good boy."
And fuck.
Your own child.
I scream.
No-one hears me.
It hurt.
I'm not a liar.
My god.
Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?