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  • Ain't My Bitch
  • 2 X 4
  • The House Jack Built
  • Until It Sleeps
  • King Nothing
  • Hero of the Day
  • Bleeding Me
  • Cure
  • Poor Twisted Me
  • Wasting My Hate
  • Mama Said
  • Thorn Within
  • Ronnie
  • The Outlaw Torn

    Ain't My Bitch

     Outta my way, outta my day
     Outta your mind and into mine
     Into no one, into no one 
     Into your step but outta time
    
     Head strong, what's wrong
     I've already heard this song
    
     Before... you arrived
     But now it's time
     To kiss your ass good-bye
     Draggin me down, why you around
     So useless
     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call
     It ain't my bitch 
    
     Down on the sun, down and no fun
     Down and out, where the hell ya been
     Damn it all down, damn it unbound
     Damn it all down to hell again
    
     Stand tall, can't fall
     Never even bend at all
     Before... you arrived
     But now it's time
     To kiss your ass good-bye 
    
     Draggin me down, why you around
     So useless
     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call
     It ain't my bitch 
     
     No way but down, why you around?
    
     No foolin'
     It ain't my smile, it ain't my style
     It ain't my bitch
    
     Ain't mine, your kind
     Your steepin outta time
     Ain't mine, your kind
     Your steppin outta time 
    
     Draggin me down, why you around?
     No foolin'
     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call
     It ain't my...
    
     Bitch... you ain't mine
    

    2 X 4

     I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you
     I'm gonna be the one who breaks you
     Put the screws to ya my way
     Yeah, come on come on, come, make my day
    
     Got some hell at pay, I steal your thunder
     The joy of violent movements pulls you under
     Bite the bullet well hard
     Yeah, but I die harder, so go too far
     
     Friction, fusion
     Retribution
     I can't hear ya talk ta me
     I can't hear ya so talk ta me
     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me
     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me
     I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord
     I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4
    
     I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you
     I'm gonna be the one who breaks you
     Put the screws to ya my way
     Yeah, come on come on, come, make and my day
      
     Friction, fusion
     Retributrion
     I can't hear ya talk ta me
     I can't hear ya so talk to me
     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me
     I can't hear ya are you talking ta me
     I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord
     I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4  
    
    

    The House Jack Built

     Open door so I walk inside
     Close my eyes, find my place to hide
     And I shake as I take it in
     Let the show begin
     Open my eyes just to have them closed again
     Well on my way, but on my way to where I've been
     It follows me as it takes me in its fog
     I twist away as I give this world the nod
    
     Open door so I walk inside
     Close my eyes, find my place to hide
     And I shake as I take it in
     Let the show begin  
    
     Open my eyes just to have them closed once again
     Don't want control
     As it takes me down and down and down again
     Is that the moon
     Or just a light that lights this dead end street
     Is that you there
     Or just another demon that I meet 
    
     The higher you walk, the farther you fall
     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl
     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts
     Step into the house that Jack built  
    
     The higher you walk, the farther you fall
     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl
     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts
     Step into the house that Jack built  
    
     Open door as I walk inside
     Swallow me so the pain subsides
     And I shake as I take it in
     Let the show begin  
    
     The higher you walk, the farther you fall
     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl
     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts
     As I am... 
    
     Open my eyes
     It swallows me
     Is that you there
     I twist away
    
    

    Until It Sleeps

     Where do I take this pain of mine?
     I run but it stays right by my side
     So tear me open, pour me out
     There's things inside that scream and shout
     And the pain still hates me
     So hold me, until it sleeps
    
     Just like the curse, just like the stray
     You feed it once and now it stays
     Now it stays
     So tear me open but beware
     There's things inside without a care
     And the dirt still stains me
     So wash me until I'm clean
    
     It grips you, so hold me
     It stains you, so hold me
     It hates you, so hold me
     It holds you, so hold me... 
     until it sleeps(until it sleeps)(until it sleeps) 
    
     So tell me why you've chosen me
     Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
     Don't want it
     I'll tear you open, make you gone
     No more can you hurt anyone
     And the fear still shakes me
     So hold me, until it sleeps
    
     It grips you, so hold me
     It stains you, so hold me
     It hates you, so hold me
     It holds you, holds you, holds you
     Until it sleeps (x5)
     
     I don't want it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no!
     So tear me open but beware
     There's things inside without a care
     And the dirt still stains me
     So wash me 'til I'm clean
     I'll tear me open, make you gone
     No longer will you hurt anyone
     And the hate still shakes me
     So hold me, until it sleeps
     Until it sleeps
     Until it sleeps
     Until it sleeps
     

    King Nothing

     Wish I may
     Wish I might
     Have this wish tonight
     Are you satisfied?
    
     Dig for gold
     Dig for fame
     You dig to make your name
     Are you pacified?
    
     All the wants you waste
     All the things you've chased 
    
     And it all crashes down
     And you break your crown
     And you point your finger
     But there's no one around 
    
     Just want one thing
     Just to play the king
     But the castle crumbled
     And you've left with just a name  
    
     Where's your crown King nothing?
    
     Hard and cold
     Bought and sold
     A heart hard as gold
     Are you satisfied?
    
     Wish I may
     Wish I might
     You wish your life away
     Are you pascified?
    
     All the wants you waste
     All the things you've chased 
    
     And it all crashes down
     And you break your crown
     And you point your finger
     But there's no one around
    
     Where's your crown King Nothing?
    
     I wish I may 
     I wish I might
     Have this wish I wish tonight
    
     I want the star
     I want it now
     I want it all and i don't care how
    
     Careful what you wish
     Careful what you say
     Careful what you wish
     You may regret it
    
     Careful what you wish
     You just might get it
    
     Then it all crashes down
     And you break your crown
     And you point your finger
     But there's no one around
    
     And it all crashes down
     And you break your crown
     And you point your finger
     But there's no one around
    
     Where's your crown King Nothing?
    
     Just want one thing
     Just to play the king
     But the castle crumbled
     And you've left with just a name
    
     Where's your crown King Nothing?
    
     (Off to never never land)
    

    Hero of the Day

     Mama they try and break me
     The window burns to light the way back home
     A light that warms no matter where they've gone
    
     They're off to find the hero of the day
     But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way
    
     Still the window burns
     Time so slowly turns
     And someone there is sighing
     Keepers of the flames
     Do ya feel your name?
     Can't you hear your babies crying?
    
     Mama they try and break me
     Still they try and break me
    
     'Scuze me while I tend to how I feel
     These things return to me that still seem real
    
     Now deservingly this easy chair
     But the rocking stopped by wheels of despair
     
     Don't want your aid
     But the first I've make
     For years can't hold or feel
     No, I'm not all me
     So please excuse me
     While I tend to how I feel
    
     But now the dreams and waking screams
     That ever last the night
     So build the wall, behind the crawl
     And hide until it's light
     So can you hear your babies cryin' now?
    
     Still the window burns
     Time so slowly turns
     And someone there is sighing
     Keepers of the flames
     Do ya feel your name?
     Can't you hear your babies crying?
    
     But now the dreams and waking screams
     That ever last the night
     So build the wall, behind the crawl
     And hide until it's light
     So can you hear your babies cryin' now?
    
     Mama they try and break me
    

    Bleeding Me

     I'm diggin' my way
     I'm diggin' my way to something 
     I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better
    
     I'm pushin' my stay
     I'm pushin' my stay to something
     I'm pushin' my stay to something better
    
     I'm sowing the seeds
     I'm sowing the seeds I've taken
     I'm sowing the seeds I take for granted
    
     This thorn in my side
     This thorn in my side is from the tree
     This thorn in my side is from the tree I've planted
    
     It tears me and I bleed
    
     Caught under wheels roll
     I take the leech I'm bleeding me
     Can't stop to save my soul
     I take the leash that's leading me 
     I'm bleeding me I can't take it
     Caught under wheel's roll
     The bleeding of me
    
     Caught under wheels roll
     I take the leech I'm bleeding me
     Can't stop to save my soul
     I take the leash that's leading me 
     I'm bleeding me I can't take it
     Caught under wheel's roll
     The bleeding of me
    
     I am the beast that feeds the beast
     I am the blood, I am the release
     Come make me pure
     Bleed me a cure
    
     I'm caught under
    
     Caught under wheels roll
     I take the leech I'm bleeding me
     Can't stop to save my soul
     I take the leash that's leading me 
     I'm bleeding me I can't take it
     Caught under wheel's roll
     The bleeding of me
    
     I'm diggin' my way
     I'm diggin' my way to something 
     I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better
    
     I'm pushin' my stay
     I'm pushin' my stay to something
     I'm pushin' my stay to something better
    

    Cure

     The man takes another bullet
     He keeps them all within
     He must seek, no matter how it hurts
     So don't fool again
    
     He thinks the answer is cold and in his hand
     He takes his medicine
     The man take another bullet
     He's been fooled again
    
     Uncross your arms and take
     And throw them to the cure, say...
     I do believe
     Uncross your arms now
     Take 'em to it, say...
     I do believe
    
     The lies tempt her and she follows
     Again she lets him in
     She must believe to fill the hollow
     She's been fooled again
    
     Uncross your arms and take
     And throw them to the cure, say...
     I do believe
     Uncross your arms now
     Take 'em to it, say...
     I do believe
    
     Betting on the cure
     Cause it must get better than this
     Betting on the cure
     Yeah everyone's got to have the sickness
     'Cause everyone seems to need the cure
     Precious cure
    
     I do believe
    
     Betting on the cure
     Yeah, it must be better than this
     Need to feel secure
     Yeah, it's gonna better than this
     It must be better than this
     Betting on the cure
    
     Yeah, everyone's got to have the sickness
     'Cause everyone seems to need the cure
    
     I do believe
    

    Poor Twisted Me

     Oh poor twisted me
     Oh poor twisted me
     I feast on sympathy
     I chew on suffer, I chew on agony
     Swallow whole the pain
     Oh it's too good to be
     That all this misery
     Is just for oh poor twisted me
    
     Poor mistreated me
     Poor mistreated me
     I drown without a sea
     Lung fills with sorrow, lungs fill with misery
     Inhaling the deep dark blue
     Oh woah is me
     Such a burden to be
     The poor mistreated me
    
     To finally reach the shore
     Survive the storm
     Now you're bare and cold
     The sea was warm
     So warm, you bathe your soul again 
    
     Good to feel my friend
     Oh woah is me
     Such a burden to be
     Oh poor twisted me
    

    Wasting My Hate

     Good day, how do
     And I send a smile to you
     Don't waste, waste your breath
     And I won't waste my hate on you 
    
     Ain't gonna waste my hate
     Ain't gonna waste my hate on you
     I think I'll keep it for myself
     Ain't gonna give no more
     Ain't got the time to help you score
     I think it's time ya pleased yourself
    
     Good day, how do
     And I send a smile to you
     Don't waste, waste your breath
     And I won't waste my hate on you
    
     Think you're worthy now
     Think enough to even raise the brow
     And to laugh and tip that two pronged crown
     I see my hands, I see my feet
     I feel that blood that pumps in beat
     But where the hell's my mind goin' now?
    
     Good day, how do
     And I send a smile to you
     Don't waste, waste your breath
     And I won't waste my hate on you
     Ain't gonna waste my hate
    
     But I'm so greedy when they say
     (It's) better to give than to receive
    
     Ain't gonna waste my hate
     No, no ain't got time to waste my hate on you
     Yea, I think I'm gonna keep it all for myself
     
     Good day, how do
     And I send a smile to you
     Don't waste, waste your breath
     And I won't waste my hate on you
    
     Hate
    
    

    Mama Said

     Mama she has taught me well
     Told me when I was young
     Son your life's an open book
     Don't close it before it's done
     The brightest flame burns quickest
     Is what I heard they say
     A son's heart's owned to mother
     But I must find my way
    
     Let my heart go
     Let your son grow
     Mama let your heart go
     Or let this heart be still
    
     Rebel my new last name
     Wild blood in my veins
     Apron strings around my neck
     The mark that still remains
     Left home at an early age
     Of what I heard was wrong
     I never ask forgiveness
     For what I said is done
    
     Let my heart go
     Let your son grow
     Mama let your heart go
     Or let this heart be still
    
       [Chorus:]
    
       Never I ask you
       But never I gave
       But you gave me your emptiness
       And now take to my grave
       Never I ask you
       But never I gave
       But you gave me your emptiness
       And now take to my grave
       So let this heart be still
    
     Mama now I'm coming home
     I'm not all you wished of me
     But a mother's love for her son
     Unspoken, hear me be
     Yeah I took your love for granted
     And all the things you said to me
     I need your arms to welcome me
     But a cold stone's all I see
    
     Let my heart go
     Let your son grow
     Mama let your heart go
     Or let this heart be still
    
     Let my heart go
     Mama let my heart go
     You never let my heart go
     So let this heart be still
    
       [Chorus]
    
    

    Thorn Within

     Forgive me father
     For I have sinned
     Find me guilty of the life I feel within
     And when I'm branded
     This mark of shame
     Should I look down disgraced
     Or straight ahead
     And know that you must blame
    
       [Chorus:]
    
       I am the secret
       I am the sin
       I am the guilty
       And I, I am the thorn within
    
    Forgive me father
    For I have sinned
    Find me guilty when true guilt is from within
    So point your fingers
    Point right at me
    For I am shadows and will follow me
    One and the same are we
    
       [Chorus]
    
     I do your time
     I take your fall
     I'm branded guilty
     For us all
    
     So point your fingers
     Point right at me
     For I am shadows and will follow you
     One and the same are we
    
       [Chorus]
    

    Ronnie

     
     Story starts, quiet town
     Small town boy, big time frown
     Never talks, never plays
     Different path, lost his way
    
     Then streets of red, red I'm afraid
     No confetti, no parade
     Nothing happens in this boring place
     But oh my god, how that all did change
     Now they all pray
     Blood stains wash away
    
       [Chorus:]
    
       He said "lost my way"
       This bloody day
       Lost my way
       I heard him, he said "lost my way"
       This bloody day
       Lost my way
       All things wash away
       But blood stained the sun red today
    
     I always said, somethin' wrong
     With little strange Ronnie Long
     Never laughed, never smile
     Talked alone, miles and miles
    
     Gallow calls, son I say
     Keep your smile, and laugh all day
     Think once again, in this boring place
     For little boys, how the soon change
     Now they all pray
     Blood stains wash away
    
       [Chorus]
    
     Yeah, well all the green things die
     When Ronnie go to the place
     He said, "Don't you dare ask why
     I'm cursed to wear this name"
    
     Now we all know why children called him
     Ronnie Frown
     When he pulled that gun from his pocket
     They'd all fall down
    
       [Chorus]
    

    The Outlaw Torn

     And now I wait my whole lifetime
     For You
     And now I wait my whole lifetime
     For You
    
     I ride the dirt, I ride the tide
     For you
     I search the outside, search inside
     For you
    
     To take back what you left me
     I know I'll always burn to be
     The one who seeks so i may find
     And now I wait my whole lifetime
     Outlaw of torn
     And I'm torn
    
     So on I wait my whole lifetime
     For You
     So on I wait my whole lifetime
     For You
    
     The more I search, the more my need
     For you
     The more I bless, the more I bleed
     For you
    
     You make me smash the clock and feel
     I'd rather die behind the wheel
     Time was never on my side
     So on I wait my whole lifetime
    
     Outlaw of torn
     And I'm torn
     Hear me
     And if I close my mind in fear
     Please pry it open
     See me
     And if my face becomes sincere
     Beware
     Hold me
     And when I start to come undone
     Stitch me together
     Save me
     And when you see me strut
     Remind me of what left this outlaw torn
    

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