hate crowded by the empty room
bitterness will run you through
if youre in the way
love broken by the dragons wings
prayed for one bright thing
guess ill have to wait
dragged me out
frightened by my nakedness
frightened by my own sweet smell
i know hate
words spit into a porous wind
violence blows you in
if youre in the way
mine a victim of the cold parade
silenced some might say
guess it came too late
dragged me out
frightened by my nakedness
fouled by my own sweet smell
i know hate
and it brings me comfort
then it breaks my back
precious pulls me under
till i cant get back
and you might be sorry
but this time i know
places fought for left alone
sleep cant save me numbing
drags me out
in my nakedness
in my own sweet smell
i know i know i know
ours is the legacy of waste
waste all the things we turned to dust
simple if we would like to find
punished by words im takin
finally pressed youd like to know
known for the trip unfolding
pleasantries building as we go
timid the way ill take it
now memory is over memories over
are you still remembering
never meant to go there
are you still remembered
all through the dress i lie awake
tearful as ive been ginding
only in your mind to make
helpful or not i take it
now memory is over memories over
are you still remembering
never meant to go there
are you still remembered
ive been drowned out by the rain
still im wishing i could stay
but im sorry my old friend
ive got to leave you once again
and despite what i might say
i measure pleasure by the pain
measure pleasure by the twisting
of the metal in the vein
and it might be very hard
cant be more than what we are
cant be more till its over
here comes the resurrection
everybodys got to die from something
nothing ever left to leave you when you go
i saw you strip my babies
animal the way you cut them might be
animal the way i cut you from below
so you goad me into spite
its the cruelty that youd like
its the waiting for the one thing
that you never could define
fill the longing just because
emasculate the ones you love
have to wait till its over
we are the less than mighty
never was a way i thought it could be
never quite enough to leave you when you go
i saw you strip my babies
animal the way you cut them might be
animal the way i cut you from below
ive been drowned out by the rain
still im wishing i could stay
but im sorry my old friend
ill have to leave you once again
and despite what i might say
i measure pleasure by the pain
measure pleasure by the twisting
of the metal in the vein
and it might be very hard
cant be more than what we are
cant be more when its over
here comes the resurrection
everybody wants to die for something
never thought id live to leave you when you go
i saw you strip my babies
animal the way we cut them might be
animal the way we cut them from below
and if anger is the ending
of the thing that weve become
for the mother and the father
and the sister and the son
through the shallow without wanting
realization to mistake
through the ugliness
the open all the things we cant replace
i will control
id walk the water to get back to you
and where i was complete
we found you scattered by the highway side too
soon to be released
gathered the pieces up and clean the places
where you were undone
and washed the wreckage out unfinished all the
thoughts that wed begun
i came to burn the sky and tear away
the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day and find the things i thought
id always known
leave it alone again tonight
i laid your arms out long untwisted there
and shaped what i could find
unmade the most of it then left the rest
the parts unrecognized
my reconstruction was the only way
for one last look at you
i lost the sense of it the absolution
that we never knew
leave it alone again tonight
leave it alone again tonight
and it takes me back from this place here0;BR>
it takes me back from this place here
i came to burn the sky and tear away
the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day and find the things
i thought id always known
leave it alone again tonight
and it takes me back from this place here
from this place here it takes me over
and it might be lost in this place here
from this place here it takes me on
tonight leave it alone
high heeled and overzealous come
to beat my puppy love with all your sins
ill come again
bound to me suck my sickness like your lover
sucks my weakness down like rain
well come again
hurray for you boy
just enough to make me easier
i was the one to never change
and i come and i come like rain
pumped thumping ripped it open
my disease is buried deep in all sweet things
well never change
spoiled rotten by your secret still
i like to hold your creature close to me
it drove insane
so heres to you girl
opened up to make me easier
i was the one to never change
and i come and we come like rain
lovely here and again like rain
dont be unsightly washed so cleanly
never invited might not mean a thing
dont be invited im so manly
dont be so dirty washed so cleanly
always perverted might not mean a thing
never unsightly not so manly
and i come and i come like rain
lovely here but again like rain
shotgun blast spreads like dawning
rip me open feel it coming
bowing down to my addiction
never meant to go so willing
thought i found the something better
terminally hope is crashing
laughing and crashing its laughing im crashing
sorry that i left your language
found a place of my opinion
galvanized the oversight
by pissing on your whole philosophy
mine is just the easy target
mine is just the carnal weakness
wishing for something
and something been wishing
how long is this going to take us going on
is this going to take us
how long is this going to take us on
you could be the innocent
and i could play the unwashed savior
counting on cancer to teach us to live
tired of all the vacillations
halcion come take me under
laughing and crashing were laughing im crashing
how long is this gonna take us going on
is this gonna take us how long
is this gonna take us on
shotgun blast spreads like dawning
and well turn away
yes its hard in here
and well suffer the failure
of my promise
you let me believe that it was over
it twisted the world to make it so god damn
easy for you
hard to escape whats hard
we the living
and im worn clear through
from my disco days
have i grown too familiar
to be honest
you let me believe that it was over
i twisted the words to make it so goddamn
easy for me
pity well have to close our eyes
we the living
the flowers that i gave you dying slowly
on the wall
the broken fragments of opinion
as the dirty start to fall
im not as careful as i should have been
i might not disagree
but for the ignorance of everyone
opinion gone to waste
have you been this far
tangerine the bullet made you
justifies the one who saves you
laid him here and love to see him waste away
tangerinin like a rocket
cracked the cock into the socket
only if youd love to see him waste away
the purposeful delusions
of this weakness will dissolve
the broken promise revidescent
as the anger start to crawl
im just as frightened as ive always been
i might not disagree
but for the ignorance of everyone
opinion starts to fall apart
have you been this far
and have you been this far
tangerine the bullet made you
justifies the one who saves you
laid him here and love to see her waste away
tangerinin like a rocket
cracked the cock into the socket
only if youd love to see him waste away
cause your a child and thats alright
to let my deep blue sickness cover you with lies
and if im low it gets me high
and we will shrivel up and waste away
beneath the evening tide
have you been this far
tingling the bullet made you
justifies the one who saves you
laid him here and love to see him waste away
tangerinin like a rocket
cracked the cock into the socket
only if youd love to see him waste away
ive sold out every memory i have borrowed
i had bought from you
these pictures run like water to dilute me
lay me over you
and i thought that this would be so right
and everyone and everyone
is better than you
ive felt each slow perversion fosters
dying killed the truth in me
gone quietly gone completely cold reminder what
you tried to be
and i knew that this would be so right
and everyone and everyone
is better than you
and its hard and its hated
and its hard
and if so and if so
and everyone and everyone
is better than you
i promised you delight and heaven opens
come wage my holy war
where every thought is sin
ive been meaning to remove my baby skin tattoo
and i meant to be more kind
well maybe next time
if you come my way
if you come my way
if you come my way
we might feel the same
consequence of rage
if you come my way
i caught you on your knees
my words arent wasted
youd love to be released without tasting it
and its only if you bought what i have sold you
and if everything is fine well maybe next time
and if we go quiet if we can slip through
if i could only think only go unnoticed
if we hide the anger smolder inside
wait my time wait so quiet
changed my face again so youll forget me
purified the skin its just a covering
ive been meaning to remove my baby skin tattoo
and i meant to be more kind
and maybe next time
ill be a friend
and next time theyll be the enemy
and you might find
what you might find
maybe this time
morning came to pieces without offering is it still real
precious little pistol beaten senseless till she cant feel
still the moments passing by its only the time that we could never stop
early morning winter came been too close to be so close again
i never meant to be so cold its only the time that we could never stop
still the moments passing by
im letting ophelia die
daisy dusted lightly so politely till she cant see
itchy little trigger will deliver what you cant be
still the moments psasing by its only the time that we could never stop
early morning winter came been too close to be so close again
i never meant to be so cold its only the time that we could never stop
still the moments passing by
im letting ophelia die
did i hurt you all wash of waters broken
my favulous machine to suck so close your eyes ill cut you inside
and tell me did i hurt you hurt you your machine will die
and tell me what ive wasted tell me
gasoline is in my head
im turning on
and tell me if it kills you quietly the world is waiting
bringing on its own arrival something tries to burn you inside
and tell me what ive taken taken my machine has died
and tell me what ive wasted tell me
and gasoline is in my head
im turning on
these hands have broken
hard pressed on everyone
my words cant open you alone you alone
gasoline is in my head
im turning on
im turning home
