ISSUES

Dead

All I want in life is to be happy

It seemes funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

Falling Away From Me

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, thats okay
Hear what others say
I'm here standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Somtimes kill the pain
I cant allways say
It's gonna be better tommorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and cant be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Fuck

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
into the ground

Trash

How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and it just there for the taking
These little girls
They make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I just can't give up
To me, I'm just erasing
I tell my lies, and i despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away, and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I dont feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make this pain go away
Why do I have a conscience
All it does is fuck with me
Why do i have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and i despise
every second i'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feeling
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry i don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and i despise
every second i'm with you
So I run away
And you still stay
So what the fuck is up with you?

Your feeling i can't help but rape them
I'm sorry I dont feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away.

4 U

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's up, not me
I'm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life of mysery and hate?
You will never know
What it did for me
What you are
Got me through
I've done for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't for you

Beg for Me

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is a evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It's gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me


Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Tell me how could this fade?
I am going in shame
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
'Cause we're on stage
And it's gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

I feel the shame
I'm not insane
The things i feel now
Arent the same
Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks?
I just know one day
I wont give up

Everyone just let me be

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Be there for me

Make Me Bad

I am watching youre eyes
And follow my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(It would be fun and games)
Instead its all the same
(it's all the same)
I want somthing to do
Need to feel nothingness
In you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deveiving,, as i'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you
And when i fix you
Needed to, just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's somthing I just do
I want somthing
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as i'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

It's Gonna Go Away

Fu..fu..fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away
I'm so scared
(Oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(Pressure)
Pressure
(Pressure)

(It's still gonna go away)

.... go live it up
Were livin it up

Wake up

Wake the fuck up

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Shold I rake all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
I'm not happy
I wish they just......

Wake the fuck up

I cant take it no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each on I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Lets just take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting
I swear I'm gonna leave
Taking shit to spite me
I wish they just..

Wake the fuck up

I can take no more
What are we fighting for
You are my brothers
Each on I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Lets just take the stage
And remember why we play for

Am I Going Crazy?

Am i going crazy?
Come on and say it in taste
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape
Nothing is rite
I'm so scared

Hey Daddy

Let me see(Let me see)
All my life(Taken)Taken
This demon(haunts me) haunts me
There hating me
Help me

You fuck me
Im gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I connot live without them
I do not live without them

Hating me
They are taking me
Away
By... facing me (What soul)
My Soul
There... Please help me

You fuck me
Im gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I connot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy (waiting)

Somebody Someone

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend

I need sombody someone
Can sombody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things that you tried
I am nothing

I need sombody someone
Can sombody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
Im trying
Im crying
Im praying
In a pile of
Shit
Im dying
Im dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

No Way

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like im god
Feeling is no way

So im angry for today
Angers the only thing ive made
It feels like somthing
No it's nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like im god
Feeling is no way

To live this way
Hating feeling falling
To the place where people haunt me
I cant help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping in side me
Far all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like im god
Felling is no way

To live this way

Lets Get This Party Started

When its crying
Take me on second place
Which you dont often find
I see a family walking
Always thinkin of
Being somewhere else in time
So i fall i fall face
In a rut
I cant seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It dosent matter
Each time I wake
Im somhow feeling the truth
I cant handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me

So I fall I fall face
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
Im somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

You make me feel insane


Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
Im somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

I Wish You Could Be Me

I am going insane
This shit is all of pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And its..about my vein
I am going insane
This shit is all of pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tire I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy

Counting

I came back
To face whats growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day yull beg for me

So i'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As Im scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

You just see me as something
As something you throw around
You were there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me

So Im saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As Im scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

Its funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and tha games

Its funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls  and the fame
I do it for the fun
Thats my game

Dirty

Keep knocking
Noones there
Pouring down
Near people

My head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
It hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It says the same
I just wanna live again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

My head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
It hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It says the same
I just wanna live again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck
I will take it