Deep Inside Of You

When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime vocie sound, sway of you hips round rings true
It goes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams changed my life so it seams
Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride
My thoughts are warm, & they go
Deep inside of you
Oh yeah
And I've never felt alone, (alright ohahah) till I met you
Friends say I've changed
I don't listen, cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness, I'm so alive, I'm Deep inside of you
You said, boy make girl feel good
But still, deep inside, still
I never felt alone
Till I met you
I'm alright on my own
& then  I met you
And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming
I would change myself if I could, I'd walk with my people if I could find them
I would say that I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry to you, but I don't want to call you, but then I want to call you Cause I don't want to crush you, but I feel like crushing you and it's true I took for granted you were with me
I breath by you looks and you look right through me
But we were broke and didn't know
(in background repeat -- 3X )
We were broke and didn't know
Something gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before
I was Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me, starts to bleed
I've lost myself there's nothing left
It's all gone
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you

1000 Julys

Planning my attack just before you come back around
Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down
I never fit in, I don't belong
But you know I doesn't matter when you feel strong
Cause I'm a vampire y'all, & we toast the blood of our enimies
You're still scared of me though, still scared of me though
(That is what it sounds like but in booklet it is: You're still scaring me no, still scaring me no)
And we don't fit in
We don't fit in
Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervouse when it's easy
Feral days, and I'm sex crazed
I put it in with my animal ways
Thats the sign I was born to be living in, I ran around and gave the finger to the ritalin
You can calm me down and I can't say why
You say goodbye you burn my eyes (you burn my eyes)
(Chorus)
A thousand Julys, I hope you find I'd give you words, but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies
When you let me in it's like a thousand Julys

When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend
How we live, young American
I guess I've always know
I'd be on my own
I'd be on my own
I don't know why
I don't know why
(I don't know why)
(Chorus)
A thousand Julys I know you'll find, I'd say the words but no words come to mind
but you let me in, and I don't know why
But when you come it's like a thousand Julys

A thousdand Julys that's what you are I'd tell you to come back now, but we've gone too far
And we've burned it out now
I don't even try
But I feel you gone I lost a thousand Julys
You say oceans baby --  4X