God, I'm so confused
I wish I knew what to do
But I can't get things straight
All of life's aspects attacking at once
Confusing fantasy and reality
Wanting this while having that
Never feeling true emotion
At times you get to a point
A point where nothing matters
And everything is gone
When life turns for the worst
And you want to take the fall
But you can't
People who think that they are concerned
Tempt you to return
Reluctancy then resumes control
Wondering between right and wrong
Love and Hate
Wondering why life matters
After years it seems
The process of thought is demolished
You react on a forced decision
Not sure if its the right one
Then you will regret the mistake
The decision you have made
Everyone telling you how to live life
Not caring what pain might be caused
Caring only for their interests
If one certain relationship is in trouble
Not caring what pain might be caused
Everyone is somehow involved
A troubled love should involve only two
Not six or 7 people
Being forced into a decision
By mindless and exhausting demands
After the decision
You try to find good in it
This is somewhat possible
However, usually difficult
Then you wonder,
"How did I get here ?"
Through life you must remember
You are your own
Your love, life, and happiness
Should concern no one but you and your lover
Sometime soon
Whenever you're alone
Stop and think
Stop and wonder
What are you doing
What are you feeling
And be happy with the decisions you have made
Back to the Beginning
