Split Decision

if love is such a wonderful thing
then why am i still crying
if love is such a beautiful thing
why is it that i feel like dying
why am i talking to you
why am i inside of you
why do you torture me
the way that you do
i know better than to feel like this
but without you i just wont exist
and in you i feel so lost
my soul is your loves cost
why am i still with you
i cant understand
why im holding your hand
why im touching your hips
why i kiss your lips
it feels so good at time
to get away from it all
but with you is guilt
and i begin to fall
i want you to want me
but i dont want to want you
i want to be done
being close to you
dont come near me
and then i miss your touch
does this make sense
to want so much
i hate being so lonely
and in you i am
not alone really
but truly damned
oh please let me go
but stay to comfort
please leave the room
but stay to talk
keep me company
leave me alone
kiss me again
touch me never
i want so much
and get so little
my hearts sick
and my head swells
as confusion is split
to bring on 2 different worlds
one of love
and other of hate
and you're there
no matter what


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