Hanson Fan Foction


If You'd Just Say I'm the One `10

"No, No don't go. Don't go." Zac was mumbling waking Jessy. "Zac. Zac, honey wake up. Zac wake up. Zac" Jessy said as she shook him but he didn't wake. "Zac it's a dream. Zac wake up. It's just a dream honey wake up." she said in desperation but nothing. Jessy wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tight "Zac I love you, it'll be all right. Sssh. Zac I love you." she whispered in his ear as she held him tight. He quieted but didn't wake. Jessy was scared and held him tight. "Oh Zac who don't go." she asked. "You" Zac answered. "You woke up. You were having a bad dream." Jessy said. "Yeah you felt so bad about lying to Mom, that you hated me for asking you and you left me. Please don't leave me Jessy. I'm sorry I asked you. I'll tell Mom the truth tomorrow. Anything, just don't go." Zac pleaded. "Zac Hanson I love you and I'm not going anywhere. You may have asked me Zac, but it was my decision to tell the lie, not yours, mine and mine alone. I wanted you to stay with me so bad that I chose to lie to your Mom and she didn't deserve that. I really like her Zac, and we got along great, I don't think she'd be too impressed with this move." Jessy said. "Jessy I wish I'd never asked you to lie." Zac said. "And I wish I hadn't chosen to lie to her." Jessy said. "Zac?" she asked "Yeah Jessy" he answered. "Zac please don't tell her the truth right now? Please? It would make things worse right now. I'll deal with my guilt another way, not dump it on you. Some day I'll tell her the truth, I promise, but not right now." Jessy asked. "Sure Jessy, as long as you don't let it eat at you and make you leave me." Zac said. "Not going to happen. Zac do you believe in destiny? Dumb question, I forget you're Hanson at times, destined for greatness. You're part of Hanson and I ask you if you believe in it. doh!" Jessy laughed. "You forget I'm Hanson, really, that's nice." Zac said. "You're Zac to me." Jessy said. "Yesterday morning, I really should have freaked, wake up, a total stranger has you pinned down, later he's kissing you, but I didn't get scared, something in your eyes told me it was okay? This was suppose to be." Jessy said. "Yeah, I feel it too. I know you so well for the little time I've known you. It's like I've always known you, you're part of me." Zac said. "Yeah, when I looked in your eyes after telling you I didn't think this is what you mom had in mind when she put me in your bed and you said you thought she did. I believed you, totally, not a single doubt. That's when I did this." Jessy said and she kissed him deeply waking feelings deep inside both of them. Feelings she didn't know existed and she moaned. "Jessy you make me feel alive for the first time in my life." Zac said. "Oh Zac, I was thinking the same thing. This is so creepy at times." she said sitting up and straddling his belly and sitting down. "Is this okay, I'm not hurting you am I?" she asked looking behind her. "No you're just fine there. You sewed it shut. How am I suppose to peek." he said tugging at the fly on her boxers. "You have to ask to peek." she told him. "That reminds me of a joke, I'll show you mine if you show me yours." Zac chuckled. "Oh the little girl and little boy, that's so cute. Did you ever see the one where the little boy says, no you can't touch it, you broke yours off." Jessy laughs. "Oh I fell in love with a naughty girl. You know I know you didn't break yours off so you can play with mine anytime you want." Zac said watching for her reaction. "And just how much do you know?" Jessy asked. "Enough to get by I hope, I mean I've read stuff and heard stuff, but until I found you in my bed I never really cared about any of it. Dad told me I'd feel this way one day. That I couldn't go on living without you by my side." Zac said. "Oh that's so sweet." Jessy said tears welling in her eyes. "Jessy I didn't mean to make you cry. Don't cry." Zac said as she rested her head on his shoulder. "Oh I can't help this time of month, it's my version of PMS. Zac I hate to cry and I hate cry babies, always have. I remember when I was in kindergarten, this first grader kissed me on the playground and his big old girlfriend didn't like one bit. She grabbed my hair and was dragging me, when the teachers pulled her off me. I refused to cry, I just got so red because I kept hearing Momma say not to lay a hand on anyone else, Keep your hands to yourself. My older brothers kicked the shit out of the little boy for kissing me. You're lucky the divorce separated them from us, they'd probably kick the shit out of you. I used to be able to hold my own with them, so I'd make them pay if they did." Jessy said. "Not just naughty but kick your ass bad." Zac said. "Not so much anymore, but I remember how, I'm sure." Jessy said. "So this crying stuff, is it all or are you going to turn into a bitch and snap my head off for no reason." Zac asked. "Nope you luck out, just got to put up with a weaper. Now Tay, that's another story. Chele gets physically sick. Keep your distance on the second day, and believe me you will know when it starts and when it ends. I on the other hand, have to keep track, other wise it catches me off guard, I never feel any different. Sometimes a little bloating, if I'm stressed or really nervous I get cramps but not often. It's never stopped me from doing something I wanted to do, like Chele who is out of commission the first couple of days, laying around feeling lousy." Jessy told him. "So how many kids we going to have?" Zac asked. "I don't know how many you're going to have, you pop just one out and will be set for life, and then we can afford as many as I can pop out. Seriously, I think we'll make great parents and should have as many healthy babies as we can have." Jessy said bending down to kiss him. Zac rolled them over, putting him on top, "So you want to start now." Zac said smiling. "Um you know I think we ought to wait until my body's done growing before I try growing our baby, don't you think." Jessy said as he rolled off to the side. "You mean you might grow some more?" he said his hand cupping her breast. "Zac is that all you think about, my boobs?" Jessy asked. "No I like you ass too! It jiggles just enough to drive me insane." he said his hand moving to caress her butt. "Is that what I am to you, a bunch of body parts?" Jessy pouted. "No you know that's not true, I love you and I'm thrilled you have great body parts is all. It makes it so much more fun loving you." Zac said. "You're going to cry again aren't you?" He asked pulling her to him. "Don't cry." he finished. "I'm not crying because you like my body, I'm crying because you're pulling my hair in the back." Jessy said sitting up and her hair was caught in his watch. Zac took it off his wrist and untangled it from her hair. "Boy I won't wear that to bed anymore. Must be the PMS, if you didn't cry getting dragged by the hair." Zac said. "No this was worse it was like pulling them out one by one. She grabbed a handfull." Jessy said and they laid in each others arms talking til the sun came up. "I'm getting hungry, let's get up, get dressed and fix breakfast." Jessy said. "I get to pick out what you wear." Zac said getting up and pulling her out of bed. He picked out silky panties and bra, short shorts and a tight muscle shirt. As he picked out items, Jessy put them on with a sick questioned look on her face. He pulled the shirt over her head, "Damn I'm good. You look hot." he said moving her to the mirror. "Zac I do, but Momma is coming today, your Mom and Dad too, are you sure this is how you want me to look?" Jessy asked praying he changed his mind. "Jessy you have a great body, why hide it." he said. "Okay if this is what you want, but I don't agree. It's just not the right place or time." Jessy said. "So where's the right place and time?" Zac asked. "Say the two of us blade to the park in the afternoon, you know when most of your friends are hanging out. We could skate by, you could say hey, this is my girlfriend Jessy and we could go find a place to be alone." Jessy said. "Ohhh that's a good idea, let's find you something else to wear." he said pulling the shirt off, shaking it out and folding it up and putting it back in the drawer. "This was my second choice." he said taking a dress out of the closet. She rolled her eyes and smiled. "Zac what am I to do with you?" she asked as he slid it over her head. He reached for the button and zipper on the shorts and undid them, sliding the shorts off of her and the dress fell past her knees. She slid into a pair of sandals and Zac grabbed a brush and brushed her hair. "Now your turn let's see what will I pick." Jessy said sarcastically and they headed to the laundry room to retrieve his clothes from the dryer. They made it to the kitchen, decided on pancakes, sausage, and eggs. Zac cooked the sausage as Jessy made pancake batter. Then she set the table for six. When the sausage was almost done, Jessy blared the stereo to wake everyone and Zac cooked eggs as she made pancakes. The put the platters on the table, she grabbed the orange juice and filled the glasses, and she and Zac sat to breakfast. Kat and Ike were the first to join them and Ike turned the stereo down explaining that he had made sure Tay and Chele were up. They sat down and helped themselvess to breakfast. "Jessy you look so pretty today." Ike said. "Thanks it was Zac choice. See honey pretty, much better than your first choice." Jessy said leaning to kiss his cheek. "Zac what was first choice bro." Ike asked. "Isaac Hanson that's my baby sister, and you answer that Zachary I'll make you sorry, sorry, sorry." Kat stated glaring at Isaac. "She's my little sister too aren't you Jessy?" Ike said. "Of course I am Isaac, and your my oldest brother." Jessy answered him. "Hey if you're my brother's sister, um, I think I'm in trouble with the law." Zac laughed. Kat's eyes got big, and she glared at Zac, "What the hell did you do with my sister?" "Kat, nothing I was just being goofy. I swear I haven't even tried to, you know, I just haven't I swear." Zac confessed as his face reddened. "Kat, why would you ask such a thing? What do you think I am? I'm not saying I haven't thought about it but like I told Zac, let's wait until my body is done growing before we put us in the situation of it having to take care of another growing body." Jessy said deliberately to embarass her. "Jessy, I, I" Kat stuttered. "Yes Kat we all know you, you already made love to Isaac but that doesn't mean the rest of us are going to follow your lead anytime soon, or I'll just say I know Zac and I aren't." Jessy said as she continued her breakfast. "You insolent little brat." Kat screamed. "Takes one to know one." Jessy said sweetly and smiled, batting her eyes at her. "God you're impossible." Kat said. "Now Kat you know anything is possible if you put your mind to it." Jessy said smiling sweetly. "Shut Up. I can't stand you like this, Miss Perfect, goody two shoes. You're nothing more than a smart ass." Kat screamed. "Kat dear, is there something wrong, something you'd like to discuss, you seem, well a little on edge." Jessy asked oozing concern. "God I give. I give, No more." Kat said laying her head on the table. "Isaac I'm concerned, she normally doesn't behave this way." Jessy said straight face. "Oh no you don't, don't you turn that on me. Zac she's your woman, do something." Ike pleaded. Jessy turned to look at Zac and he kissed her, "I love you Jessy, pick on him if you want he's your big brother too." he said and went back to eating. Jessy turned back to Ike and smiled, batting her eyes, then returning to her breakfast. Chele and Tay finally joined the group, asking why Kat had her head on the table. "Don't ask?" she mumbled. "You look nice today Jessy?" Taylor said. "God not again, please Isaac." Kat said lifting her head and putting it back with a thud. "Isaac Hanson what did you do to my sister?" Chele said. "Way to go Isaac." Taylor said. "Taylor Hanson you're a pervert." Chele screamed. "Zac honey I'm about done, do you want to go for a walk?" Jessy whispered. "I don't blame you Jessy, I can't stand the way they behave either, disgusting, so much screaming and name calling. I think it's best we leave. You'll excuse us." Zac said getting up and pulling Jessy's chair out of the way as she rose. "Excuse us, we'll be back in an hour or so." Jessy said sweetly, taking Zac's hand and they headed out the door and began laughing. "Jessy can I apologize now for what ever stupid thing I might do that turns you on me the way you just went after Kat. You're ruthless." Zac said. "Honey I wouldn't go after you that way. Zac you don't know what that was about do you?" Jessy asked and when he shook his head no, she said "Kat attacked you. She didn't get any facts, she just accused of doing something to me. I won't stand for that from anyone, not my sisters, your brothers, probably not even your folks. Zac I was being nice, there were a couple of times I bit my tongue holding back some really hurtful things." Jessy confessed. "Wow I'm glad you're on my side." he said stopping to take her in his arms and kissing her. The blaring horn startled them. "Momma" Jessy screamed and ran into the street as the van came to a stop. She hugged her through the window as Zac walked up and stood by her side. "Momma this is Zac Hanson. Zac honey this is my Mom, and my brothers, Josh and Sam. "Come on let's get in." Jessy said grabbing his hand and heading to the door on the other side. "You guys ready to have fun, there's a zillion kids around here and we're going to have so many things to do tomorrow." Jessy said hugging her brothers. "Momma I want you to meet Zac's parents, they're almost as cool as you. I spent a couple of days with his Mom, we had a blast, I really like her. "Jessy finally finished. "Oh boy, you're head over heels in love aren't you. Wow you work fast Zac." Momma said. "It's mutual Momma." he said. "And what do your folks say about this?" she asked. "Mom's all for and Dad is a little reserved. I think he's worried about the fans reacation." Zac answered. "You'll meet them, there coming in to spend the weekend with all of us. I'm suppose to call as soon as you get in." Jessy said and Momma handed her the cell phone. Jessy dialed, "Hey Mom, Momma's here actually we're two blocks from home, we were out for a walk. So when you coming in? But Mom, I understand, let me ask? Momma Daddy has some important calls he has to wait for, from the guys manager, wait Mom how about we pick you and the kids up then Daddy can have peace and quiet and you can meet Momma? Great we're on our way." Jessy said. "Zac tell Momma how to get to your house." she added and they drove to the Hansons while Jessy called the house. "Hey Kat, we ran into Momma and we're headed out to pick up Mom and the kids. Yeah Daddy has to wait on some important call from the guys manager. We'll see you later bye." After a nice long visit and Jessy and Zac packing clothes for all three guys, they headed into town. Mom and Momma headed out again to run some errands and do a little shopping. The guys set up tents all over the back and side yard. They went blading through the neighbor hood. Zac and Jessy took turns carrying Zoe in her backpack. They stopped at the pizza place for lunch and when they made it back they baked cookies, lots and lots of cookies, chocolate chip, M&M, oatmeal, and peanut butter. Mid afternoon the deliveries for the party began arriving. Mom, Momma and Daddy made it home as things got busy. Once the streets were blocked off, tents, awnings, tables, chairs, and the stage were put up. The church volunteers showed up to set up all the games, a ball pit, bouncing house, fishing, duck pond, darts, hoop shoot, softball throw, dunk tank, and by 6pm the business sponsors had put up the displays, a small rock wall to climb, a skateboard/ rollerblade ramp and pike, a batting cage, laser tag game, and a trampoline. As neighbors returned from work they came to volunteer their help and it was decided to have an impromptu cook out, soon all the grills in the neighborhood were wheeled by the tables and loaded with what was available. Ovens throughout the block were filled all over the neighborhood with dishes to pass. Ike and Kat made a run to the store for chips, buns, and pop. Soon the kids were inviting other kids to camp out and tents were delivered to be set up in the yard. Dinner was almost ready, "Oh no smiles everyone here comes the leaders of the lynch mob." Kat warned. Jessy whispered to the group of kids she had spent the afternoon with and they all began singing the Barney song playing follow the leader throw the group hugging and making new friends. She moved them to the side of the tables and they played, duck duck goose, red rover, then they did the hokie pokie. It was hard to have hard feelings with the laughter and joy the kids were having next to them. They had home made cookies for a treat. Zac came with buckets of water, towels and soaps so Jessy could get the kids cleaned up to eat. "Jessy thank you for the Barney song, it diffused things. We actually came to an agreement. Kat is going to turn the side lot into a parking area." Daddy said hugging her. "I'm so glad it worked, I hate that song." Jessy laughed hugging him back. After dinner the cookers and the pigs were delivered and set up. The kids squealed at the pigs, lining up to see and take another look. "Oh you city kids are so lame. Ask me anything, I've raised and shown pigs at the fair. It's cool you have to walk them around the ring and stop them, turn them, put them in a pen, all while there are a dozen other kids and pigs in the ring doing the same thing. It's a blast. I named mine Wilbur, he was just a couple pounds at birth and showed at 269# won me a blue ribbon, he was so pretty. He looked just like this, Wilbur." Jessy screamed opening the cooker, "Is that you, Wilbur? You don't look so good. Let's go for a walk. Come on boy. Heel." Jessy laughed and little kids scattered screaming. "Jessy you're terrible." Zac said laughing. Then she heard it, "Jessy" Momma called. "Oh I'm a baaaad girl. I'm in trouble now." Jessy said, heading to the house for her lecture. She returned rolling her eyes and headed to apologize for scaring them. Around 8pm Zoe got grumpy and Jessy swept her up and they went upstairs to the rocking chair. Zac noticed she was missing and finally found her, "Here's where your hiding." He said and she said "Sssh Zoe's not quite asleep Zac." He sat on the bed and watched as she rocked, patted, and hummed her to sleep. She placed her in the crib, kissed her goodnight and walked over to Zac, "So you missed me huh?" she said pushing him down onto the bed, she crawled on him, straddling him. "I missed you too!" she said leaning forward and kissing him long and hard. She kissed him again, her tongue teasing her way into his mouth teasing the tip of his and retreating to her mouth, then racing out again. She teased again and Zac rolled them over and his tongue searched the length of hers, then receded and returned over and over plunging in further each time until Jessy moaned and he felt her body reacted beneath him. "Ohhhh" she said and her hands found their way to his butt and she squeezed as she moved beneath him. "Jessy we better go." he said. "No Zac, stay, please?" Jessy begged. "Honey let's go back outside before I can't say no." Zac said. "Then don't say no." Jessy said kissing him harder her hand moving off his butt and moving around his waist and she struggled to unbutton his jeans. "Jessy what are you going to do?" Zac asked. "You said I could play with yours, didn't you mean it. You said anytime. Well I want to now. I've been playing with little kids all day. I want to play with the big kids now, namely you." She explained. "Jessy not now, I know I said anytime by not now please?" Zac asked. "That's not fair." Jessy pouted. "Jessy we just got our parents approval, let's not blow it. It's not that I don't want you, but I want you forever not just tonight and if they find out we did, they'll take you away from me. I couldn't live without you by my side." Zac said. "Oh just get off of me." Jessy said pushing. "No not if your going to be mad at me." Zac said. "Are you through running my life." Jessy said. "Jessy you can't think that." Zac said. "Zac just .." Jessy stopped looked at Zac and tears welled up in her eyes. "I have to go to the bathroom, let me up please?" Jessy said. "I don't believe you, you just want to get away from me because you're mad." Zac said. "I did but Zac I really have to pee now, come with me." Jessy said and he got up and walked her to the bathroom. "Come on, so I don't sneak out the other door, I'm sure that's what you're thinking." Jessy said dragging him in with him and she quickly peed as Zac stood at the sink washing his hands, "My turn" Jessy said sliding her hands into the water. "Still mad." Zac asked. "No, I'm sorry you were right. I just didn't enjoy you being right back there." She said grabbing a towel. "You understand then why I said no." Zac asked. "Because you love me, and didn't want a one time fling." Jessy said handing him the towel. She brushed her hair and they headed back outside. "Mom I put Zoe down, I waited to make sure the noise wouldn't wake her. She's sleeping soundly." Jessy told her as Zac pulled her and walked to an opening and began dancing with her. "You're a good dancer." she mentioned. "We did enough of it when we were younger, lessons and all." Zac said. "Thanks I love to dance." Jessy said. "I guessed as much." Zac said. "It's okay, and I get to hold you while doing it." he added. "Hey Mom, Daddy" Jessy said as they joined them. "Hey sis, sorry about this morning, I wish you hadn't blamed Zac." Jessy said. "I know I thought it over and figured it out, Sorry Zac." Kat said. The crowd thinned out and Jessy went in to change for camping out. "Zac you going to sleep in those or you going to change too?" Jessy asked. "I'll think I'll put on sweats to sleep in." he said and walked her to the house to change. They returned in sweats and headed to the campgrounds.

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