Fan Poetry

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FORGIVEN
by Jessica

we used to be friends

best friends
you thought I wanted more
did I?

we used to be friends

what happened
to make you look at me
with such anger in
your eyes?

we used to be friends

did you really not care?
I was angry too but now
you are forgiven.

we used to be friends

can't you
forgive me too?

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SiL2245

Every thing that you thought was going to stay the same
Seems to be the only things changing now,
Like that person that you thought would be there always,
And now has moved away.
Every thing that you took for granted and never realized,
Even when people warned you.
The things you wish you could change but now can't.

Warning
Alana Mistretta

this christmas
i am sending you
all my love
in a pretty white
box
tied up with
red ribbon
but
beware
of emotions
that fizzle
then explode
like
cheap firecrackers
you bought when you
were seven

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Nick Clark

How can one know what will happen, what to expect?

Will he see good fortune or have good luck,
Will he ever find his true love, and live forever happily?
What would it mean if he never found his love;

Was no love intended? Did he just not try hard enough?
Did love knock on his door and receive no answer.
The love that passes me by could be the last chance,

Should I take the chance and go for happiness,
Or sit and wait for it to come to me?
I want my love in my life, but what does that mean,

Must I do things differently now, how should I act,
What should I do? How will I know when it is right?
Will there be a warning, or should I chance it at all times?
One wrong move and I might ruin my chance.
One unreasonable request and my love might disappear.
I worry myself with losing my love, but what for,
That I do not have I can not lose.

So will I know, will it be apparent,
I wish I could tell if I could have anything with her;

But how could I possibly know without trying.

Should I have a wonderful feeling when I see her?
Should I feel weak when she looks into my eyes?
Her beauty amazes me; I could love her forever,
Total happiness I get when we talk,

I want to be with her at all times,
I know it could be, if only she'd try
From now on, everyday of my life,
Is how long I would devote towards your happiness.
The day would never come when I would quit loving you.
To think I am crazy would be way wrong,
But if you think I see something that could be wonderful,
Happiness that we would share forever, Then you know,

That all I want is your love!!!

Will She Ever Know?
Nick Clark

How could one young lady ever have this affect on me,
That no matter what I think about, "She" is all I see.
Her smile is full of happiness, her heart is full of love,
I wonder if she was sent to me from someone up above?
As I look upon her, and I gaze into her eyes,
I see a love everlasting, one that would never die.
I'll show her my love for her, but will she notice why,
I know I could make her happy, but will she let me try?
Her beauty never fails to make my heart beat endlessly,
But will she ever notice me? This remains a mystery.

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Kendra Monroe

My slow death
one I cannot avoid
But, only to deal with
Gracefully,
and with dignity

I wake up to the sun
Breathing the same air
you brush away so unpassionately
Why?

I love you
and it hurts
To love you and not see it
do anyting
for you too

I was made to love
to kiss and be held
To smile upon your face
As the sunset casts
all the colors of my love
that I cannot
paint into your ways

Why you, for me
is there something I'm missing
I know all there is
and have wrung out all reasons
and that's why

I am exasperated
left dry
unloved
And a still tongue
and following heart
breathe slow shallow sighs
into the disant horizon
chasing the sunset
Hoping for you to come
And let my love shine
Once again

Brian 2
Kendra Monroe

My slow death
One I cannot avoid
But, only to deal with
Gracefully
and with dignity

I wake up to the sun
Breathing the same air
You brush away
so unpassionately
Why?

I love you
and it hurts
to love you and not see it do anything
for you too

I was made to love
to kiss and be held
To smile upon your face
As the sunset casts
all the colors of my love
that I cannot
paint into your ways

Why you, for me
is there something I'm missing
I know all there is
and have wrung out all the reasons
and that's why
I am so exasperated
left dry
unloved
And a still tongue
and following heart
breathe slow shallow sighs
into the distant horizon
Chasing the sunset
hoping for you to come
and let my love shine
once again

Careless Need
Andy

I cry myself to sleep
Holding the air in my arms.
Wishing it was You.

I let the happiness spy
In my sadness filled heart
Whispering a cry
Of need.

Need was once needed;
Love was once loved.

I cant find my heart
In the misdt of my
Careless need
For Your love.