meaningless dead end

i'm not so embarrassed anymore
stupid boy the meanest critical life
together let me kill this nervous guilt
-i know you're hurt-i swear it's never right
i get angry jealous 
dare to kick or hit me hard
i swear it hurts alright
righteous boy deny what seems too obvious
although it may be truly right

try it together 
hope it never ends 
swear it feels this real 
though they protest and pretend
this life's a meaningless dead end

though a million sides to story
may discourage me sometimes 
most days i feel alright
my middle name is doubt
i don't believe in happiness
i really tried to fight
for every living nightmare
i could swear would cut to tear me
or least pull us apart
there lies a wall of simple love
that always will protect us 
it's true to the heart

try it together 
hope it never ends 
swear it feels this real 
though they protest and pretend
this life's a meaningless dead end

i like us together 
i could be your friend
[said together]
-not a bully not a pusher not to judge you
-not a pushy sister fucker or to judge you
just a best friend 
like i found in you