mellow, cool, and paintfully aware


tired, pleasing woman
touch for life in need of love
eternal bliss is numb
but passing sadness overwhelmed
despite the love

hidden disatisfaction
just confused inside and me
the need to hide is useless
peace is on her side
i'm a peaceful man
and being mellow cool
is so desirable

all i need is something to believe
and i can't believe in one mistake
easy lies build one on one in time
even nice guys can lose control

mellow, cool, painfully aware
deeper, cruel, painfully aware

it's my best
surely meaningless
i hurt her 
felt so angry and so powerless