perfect excuse

(1, 2)
doing what you thought to be true
to the person they expect of you
you've been trapped
I've been trapped
we found a dirty cause for the way we act
gutless or pretentious
there's a thousand ways to be annoyed
no reason not to complain
only a fool would let it drive him insane
now I'm sick of letting it ride
keeping all this poison anger inside
trying to be mellow, my friends should be free
but they use their freedom to fuck with me
they think it's too nice
too high a price
to hold back a selfish urge once or twice
it's not my imagination
I'll find a way to kill this frustration
a foul of enormous contradiction
you my friend are the perfect exception
state your lonely script to perfection
forget tomorrow that I ever
decided this will burn forever

it's a shame you've been so paranoid
wondering what ridiculous traits are exposed
as if anyone ever cared to know
but they do
'cause I watch them too
ready to decide for my mind
leave another fool behind
that's the rules, there are rules to follow
order must fall in place
it's my perfect excuse
it's the only thing I want too
I've only told the truth
'cause I'm so that's no excuse
there's no perfect excuse
it's the only thing I wanted too late