Quite Withdrawn
I've fallen in a hole
Inside my mind
becoming quite withdrawn
left you behind
I followed you for too long
confused and sad
I'll follow quite withdrawn
confused and mad
What you see is frightening
Would you believe what you see
And all your tears will drown me
All the tears come streaming down
Tomorrow comes too slow
Yet I'm not sad
You borrow steal my soul
Defile my life
You followed me into it
Now you're behind
You left me quite withdrawn
Aroused and mad
What you see inside me
Is only what you can't see
And all your tears will drown me
You will cry to watch me drown
Yeah!
Would you believe it's not me
When I tell you it is me
And all your tears will drown me
You will cry to watch me drown.
Balcony Girl
I'll be here
Under the wide blue sky
Disappear
Into the black moon night
I'll be gone away
I am here to stay
I was a child once
Alive and kind to all
Would I ever lie
to you?
I'm not sure anymore
what is it I look for?
Tell me your deepest thoughts
Your mind's been set before
Will I become
like them?
And if I belong
Then why am I so cold
Some will crawl in shame
Some will come back home
I was a child once
alive and kind to all
If I apologize
my heart will fade once more
I was alive
I was all they wanted
Now I'm gone for good
I was in love
I was all she wanted
Now she's left me alone
I will crawl in shame
I will crawl back home
I was a child once
alive and kind to all
If I apologize
My heart will fade once more
I was a child
a slave
No one ever told me
I would hurt
I was so
in love
And I'll always be who
I will be
For love...
Wrapper
Thought I'd heard it all before
never knew what it was for
Couldn't believe the message
that I read was never true
It makes me cry
(Chorus):
Didn't know this was
What you were searching for
Didn't know this was
The pain I wanted more
I spent the worst of times
alone without a home
through the pain
Looking back, I do pretend
I had a smile, I had no end
Wrapped up inside the melancholy
of being pissed off and young
somewhat insane
(Chorus)
I spent the worst of times
alone without a home
through the rain
And they keep on selling lies
Were you even trying to hear
the message being sent?
(Chorus)
Misery and Happiness
Mesmerize you
take your time to know
what this feels like
Wrapped inside you
Looking into minds
under the light
Looking through the mirror
of the time you haven't bought
Lost beside you
penetrating thoughts of
purest white
I told you I knew
nothing of her
I know you know
Thrown inside you
missing things I know
won't be outside
All around you
demons cling upon your
midnight light
Misery and happiness
combined live on and on
I guess the curses fade away
as soon as you take flight
I told you I knew
nothing of her
I know you know
All around you
hidden thoughts reveal
themselves like light
and finding out
that what's okay
is nothing close to right
Cuddled up beside you
in a closet full of floors
and it's not sane
and it's not sane
I told you I knew
nothing of her
I know you know
Blew
All I see is blew
All I speak is true
All the sky is gray
If only I made it rain
All my friends are away
The ones down here are gay
Speaking from my view
All I speak is blew
In the sun
Sink the sun
'Cause it's only an ancient sun
Feel the son
It's the son
And he's buried
in me
How could I believe?
When All my friends did leave
Tell me what to say
Mentally Deranged
I can't make you choose
Cause I can't hear from you
Stories are the same
Far more complicated
than they ought to be
Feel the sun
Feel the son
I would call you if
I could run
Feel the son
It's the son
And he's buried
in me
I could call you
If I could run
I could call you
If I could only run
If I only knew
I could speak to you
Don't know what I'd say
If I was placed in shame
All I see is blew
All I speak is true
Smiling through the pain
Trying to ignore the stain
Feel the son
Feel the sun
Feel the son beneath
your heart
See the sun
feel the son
That's been buried
in me...
in me...
I could call you
if I could run
I could call you
If I could only run
Guess I Don't Understand
I wrote this song
for all my friends
or at least those
who claim to be
I'm denying
my worst feelings
And I said
what I didn't mean
And I bred what
shouldn't be
Guess I don't understand
I saw my jestered,
painful laugh
and I don't understand myself
Why bother to be
someone free?
Is a dream
what we do feel?
Are you real
or are you free?
Guess I don't understand
Swirls of light
devour my own
And I'd thought
I'd be always clean
But my feathers
are stained and heavy
If I died
what would I find?
If she lets me fall
I'll die?
Guess I don't understand...
Un Sacrificio de Mas
(Sorry, if I fucked up the Spanish accents, my keyboard can't type in accents... =0)
The escribo esta cancion asi
para ver si estas junto a mi
Y no sabes que fui
alguien
Y no puedo comprender
Que tu ya no puedas ver
Un sacrificio de mas
Me fui arriba y
me escondi
temiendo tu verdad
Pero no soy quien yo
creo ser
Te arrepientes de vivir
en tus ojos veo morir
Un sacrificio de mas
Solo se que nada se
y la mentira es realidad
yo siempre sere
nadie
Si podre sobrevivir
Un martirio ser feliz
Un sacrificio de mas...
Claudia Is Dead
Claudia is Dead
And all the world
is dropping in
Into the mind of this
Unsheltered soul
With my crown of shit
Writing the words
That come all wrong
And I recover me
From two lives withdrawn
And write to you
a letter and a song
And find in me
a face I hadn't known
Far behind and dead
Feeling the weight of
human scorn
And my realities
Are way past long gone
Your angel dead and gone
Baby, my baby
far beyond
Lost in the misery
of being lost and cold
And send to you
My flame
long and gone
My mouth is shut
My fingers torn off
And I'll be wasting
My breath
Claudia is Dead
And all the world
comes falling in
And where is my innocence
All gone and dead
And if I seemed to care
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to sound
so concerned
I'm sorry I was born
To fuck your life...
(Unintelligible hopeless banter)
Go Ask June
I am the hate
that made you bleed
Forsake the promise
that you keep
Inside my cry
You hear the truth
I fell apart
Inside of you
Go ask june...
Wrapped up in pain
The promise to never again
Thrown into forever
like the pain into the winter bane
I
Fell upon your saddest days
To feel the crux
Of your forgotten speech
My hope decayed
with your Juniper
Kisses so forever stained
I drive the night
so deep again
I lose my mind
Inside our blackest sleep
Into this
Dark Domain.
Go ask june...
(Yet more unintelligible hopeless banter...)
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