But tonight, I wanted to hear your voice....
Hear you , feel you, touch you....
But instead, I'm in front of a computer, alone,
Thinking of you and reading your words...
But looking outside
Makes me think one thing...
If you look outside too,
We both see the same stars...
Just that I hate times like this...
And I just don't want to be alone tonight...
Trust me i know how you feel.
Don't stop... I am listening.
Telling you my feelings and fears...
I just feel comfortable talking to you...
And you want to know something...
If i didnt feel comfortable with you,
I could have never fallen asleep
In your arms.
I HATE THIS!
It's not your fault.
I just am not a solitary person anymore.
So I sit here, crying,
Not knowing what to do...
I hate to sleep alone,
And as good as you make me feel,
I'll shut the computer off, and sleep tonight,
On a cold, empty couch...
Was just looking out the window,
Wishing I could feel your skin
And hear your voice in my ear...
(But please don't get me wrong,
I love talking with you....
About right now though,
I don't like the distance...)
I'm on the verge of crying again,
But ignore that,
My heart just doesn't like to be lonely,
And right now, I feel VERY lonely....
I asked why I felt this way
And I was told,
"Cause you want to feel safe
And not alone......."
I feel safe....sometimes.
But tonight, listening, shatterd that...
A cold empty couch
And tonight, I have no one.
Hold on to me.
You Can E-Mail Me At:
camelot_knight@hotmail.com
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