I know some of you may have been wondering why I haven't updated in like a month and a half. If not, well i'm gonna explain a couple of things that everyone just needs to know.
First off, I've come to terms with the fact that i'm just not that interested in *N Sync anymore like I was for the past 2 years. Now don't get me wrong I'm still a fan, but just not as enthusiastic as I used to be. Man I still remember those days when updated like 3 times a week. HA! Like that will EVER happen again.
Also for the past 2 years I've been using *N Sync as sort of an escape from reality. When I'm pissed off I just pop in NSA on repeat for a couple hours to calm myself down. I dunno if these guys realized how much their music has prevented me from doing some stupid ass stuff. And i'm talkin bout some dangerous stuff ya'll that could have been life threatening. Literally. They've been my crutch for the past 2 years and now I've realized that I don't need them to lean on anymore. I'm more than grateful for what the music has done for me in the past 2 years but its also helped me move on and go out to achieve better things.
Time. Something I have absolutely none of anymore. Next week are my 1st Semester Exams and I'm gonna be bustin my ass studying for some of em. Then I have to work during the week which cuts time out of me studying. I have service hours to make up next week which means 2 days next week I'll leave my house at 7:30a.m. and won't come back till 11:00p.m. So yes I do have alot of things to do. Not to mention other obligations that I have to do no matter what and other stuff I have to catch up on. Then I have to sqeeze in time to try and enjoy my 16 year old life which has not been happening recently.
As far as my page goes, I'm gonna keep it up. Updates will be VERY far and VERY few but I'll still try to update at least once a month. I can't make any promises so I just need everyone to bear with me. Also as far as the *N Sync game goes, I haven't made a love sign for anyone in about 6 months. Literally. So I'll try and change the format where u guys can check ur own answers.
And there's ALOT of stuff on this page that I may have written bout a year ago that I really didn't mean. I've gone back and looked at some of it and just wanted to delete it all. Basically if ur reading humor, or any other whacko thing I put up on here, please ignore it. I have absolutely nothing against anyone associated with *N Sync (and yes that does include their girlfriends). I said some dumb stuff and if anyone associated with them reads any of it, I'd like to apologize. I still don't understand why people must know about their personal lives if their only a fan of the music. The music is all you should care about and not their private lives. I hope one day fans do realize that it does affect them to hear u guys talkin about their families, or girlfriends in a mean or offensive way. It just ticks me off personally to no extent.
I'm done venting now and I hope everyone can understand where I'm coming from. If you plan on emailing me, please don't. I have enough stress in my life than to deal with someone else's antics on how "bad" of a fan I am. Anywayz peeps, as always, Stay *N SYNC.
