Sunny Day Real Estate--Diary

SEVEN

sew it on
face the fool
december's tragic drive
when time is poetry and stolen the world outside
the waiting could crush my heart
the tide breaks a wave of fear
and brave songs disappear to the secret
voice of dawn this last time
raise my eyes.
you'll taste it in time
The right words in time
the mirrors lie those aren't my eyes
destroy them raise my hand
reflected in savage
shards a new face
a soul reborn


IN CIRCLES

meet me there, in the blue
where words are not and feeling remains
sincerity
trust me to throw myself into your door
I go in circles running down
I dream to heal your wounds
but I bleed myself


SONG ABOUT AN ANGEL
 
man: so i say still away sleep close my eyes
an image of your face traced in white sand
underneath undefined i lay down arms outstretched
i embrace the fall
and all the time i tried
to let you know discomfort comes clearly.
some times you see right through me
angel: words. you're married to your pain
man: although you hit me hard i come back
the earth cries ease the pain.on the inside
run behind.which one will i face?
angel: thin comfort in what i say
my back is turned a halo my soul for a while
and all the time i tried to let you know
discomfort comes clearly.


ROUND

i feel wrong. what's wrong with me
fallen through bind myself. what's wrong with me
made a sign what leads to the heart
of me while my clothes were damp. what's wrong with me
forever. round


47 

swallow whole
lose myself in you
take a chance with me
poured out with wine
chance to run away
take abreath the same sign
hair of gold swims through caught in my mind
painted picture prize jewels on a crown poisoned
wine i fall to the floor
caught a glimpse of the trush.


THE BLANKETS WERE THE STAIRS

lost myself when pain from your heart left it's trace
in written words held like a seam i have no hand to heal
i can't imagine your emotions wrapped around inferior
hold that iron. inferior my hand to heal your wounds won't
heal my longing for your warm embrace why can't it see
the thinking to me my sense of one is open time to run and
drink like astiocles so sideways inferior hold that
iron.late again my breathing is leaving after yours
stay one time holding things i know you're asking for you're
always there inferior my time to let it go to my brother
hold that iron time to collide your face is strong
your eyes want to unfold inside of me inferior.late again
my breathing is leaving after yours stay one time holding
things i know you're asking for throw away for these things
can go no longer



PHEURTON SKEURTO

how will they know just where to find?
under this bridge i lie down.see how they
run catch butterfly trip over words with
gifts and garage
pheurton
how will they know just where to find?
down on their knees holding hairpiece see
how they flock ten for some grapes trip
over words with
gifts and garage. pheurton


SHADOWS

in the shadows buried in me lies a child's toy
in the shadows the name is unknown to me
in the shadows grey crusaders with tails
mother made.in the shadows will to become their
pride.
in the shadows i climbed mountains for chairs
don't look down
try this figure out memorize their words for
hope
in the shadows stood up high for all to see
in the shadows counting these numbers down.
no one can
take away leaf falls short
dreams over a lie's the same
if i may weep.
in the shadows buried in me lies a child's toy
tried to figure out memorize their words for
hope.


48 

I lost myself when I looked in your eyes
I tried to disguise myself.fear inside the suffering moved and breathed our hands
silhouettes against the sky I lost myself
when spoken words agreed.shall we dance again?
poems may suprise
stolen pearl caught my eye stole the truth
from my heart.fear inside
where were you hope to chain this memory?
we could have been the last time.show me the
sigh of the side of chance.hold tommorow one foot
in and one foot out.are you strong enough?
pitiful boy.I lost myself in moments embrace
I saw the lie come clear.fear inside
fallen now child run away I tried to reveal
myself but fear inside where were you?
help unchain this memory


GRENDEL

the rain was there to wash away my tears
i wanted to be them but instead i destroyed myself.


SOMETIMES
 
sometimes
i can't lay down
my past
sometimes
i'm too blind to see
you laughing at me
although you hit me
hard i come back
sometimes sometimes
sometimes you drag me on

no words
to explain.although you threw away
my name from your mind i have to try although my
heart is bruised by your words.
sometimes.