-Installment Two-



BOLD PRINT means it's Sierra's Viewpoint

NON-BOLD PRINT means Taylor's viewpoint


“The middle Hanson brother wanted to see you again? Holy shit, Sier, he may be a pansy but he’s damn rich…” Todd admonished me from behind the wheel as Ri continued to spill the gory details of our night in teeny-bopperism.

“Thank you, Todd, as always for your input…” I said sardonically as I watched the highway markers whiz by,

“And Riley? You weren’t even in the room! How would you know?” I said in a matter of fact voice, vexed by the incessant antagonism. That night had been a long time ago.

“You, Ms. Sierra Topé, were totally flirting with the guy, just as you “accidentally” ran into him,”

“Riley! I didn’t mean t----“ I tired to protest yet she continued on,

“Plus, you wouldn’t shut up about how he asked to meet you, and you’ve should’ve heard those girls outside the backstage thing, they were all talking about how Taylor was quote “Falling all over himself” over you.” That was all that was needed to cause the car to erupt in more mocking laughter, but Ri continued near tears,

“Then she finally comes out, after the last girl to leave, and finds me and we go to the concert. So then….” Riley continued to tell the story but was rudely interrupted from Ian who sat with his head in Ri’s lap,

“So did you guys go back afterward or not?” He mumbled yawning, obviously not too interested in the whole story.

“No…” I mumbled from the front seat.

“Why not?” Todd questioned.

“Because….because I-I…I didn’t want…I don’t know okay? I just didn’t want to.” I said, not really understanding why I hadn’t gone back either.

“Well I bet he’s probably still stalking you or something…” Todd laughed as I pulled on my headphones turning on my Moby CD.


“Sierra Topé……..”

“Sierra Topé Smith? Sierra Topé Brown? Sierra Topé Hanso-----“

I stopped in mid thought as I pondered what her last name could possibly be. I tried to remember how she had mimicked to me, how she had formed the words with her perfect soft and moist lips. I glanced at the photo again, thinking back and remembering. I had been doing it non stop lately.

I knew her first two names, and I knew she probably lived in Boston or the Massachusetts area. She looked between 15 and 21 years old. That did not help much at all in contacting her. I longed just to speak to her again, I swear to God that I would…….I would just…

“Taylor!” I looked up startled, as I slipped the photo underneath the cuff of my sweater.

“Ready to leave?” I nodded to my mother turning to put away my headphones when I heard her maternal voice close in my ear,

“Hun, there my be fans, so you should probably take the picture out of your cuff this time.” Before I could rebut she was already leaving; just as my cheeks flushed crimson in embarrassment.

Despite it had been a year since I’d met Sierra, I could not her get out of my head. After numerous imposed visits back to Boston including free and generous autograph sessions, benefit concerts, and hopeful roaming around just in case I would ever see her again, were useless.


“See ya guys later!” I said slamming the trunk with one hand and balancing my GNU board on the other as I trotted up the steps to my house.

Because my parents were both executives for a large cooperate office, they were yet again away on business trip, in San Fran, leaving me and my 8 year old brother home alone.

The house was dark and quiet as I opened the refrigerator in a fit of hunger, deciding to desert the idea of cooking and left for a dish of my favorite fried rice.

Quincy market is not too bad on Tuesdays, yet nearing the Christmas season made it more hectic than usual . After ordering my beloved dish, I settled on a deserted bench as the street lights flickered on and I was alone for the most part. As they time grew closer to six thirty the streets filled up with commuters on their way home from work.

I giggled at the past moments in the car ride, thinking back upon that faithful day. The clock hand struck six thirty with a loud ring as the resounding bells rang in a nearby chapel as I remembered that I had to be at the bus pick up six blocks down to pick up my little brother.

A worried feeling washed over my body as I jumped up nearly taking out an old man with a cane. If I wasn’t there to pick him up, he’d be hysterical.

I heaved the Chinese box in a trash can and debated whether to cut through the crowded food court as a short cut or to depend on my usual way. Guilt and contrition took over as I jogged recklessly to the building and hastily pushed through the crowds and lines awaiting their food.

Not noticing the cautioning yellow wet floor sign, I lost my balance and slid clumsily into the nearest body next to the wall, pinning them against the concrete with a crunch as I regained my balance.

“I am so sorry!” I gasped but nearly choked on my own gasp as I pulled the astray hair out of my eye, and may jaw dropped when I saw who I had bowled over for the second time.

His eyes burned into mine, yet weren’t angry, they were almost joyful. “Oh-Ohmygod.” I laughed at this awkward and coincidental happening,

“Taylor right?” I bent to pick up the change that had spewed from his hands after the crash, as he remained silent in disbelief.

I placed the change in his hands as his mouth still hung open, “Uh… yeah… You’re Sierra, right? Sierra Topé….”

“Yes I am… you remembered Taylor Hanson.” I smiled flirtatiously,

“Look I am sorry about all of this again…. But my brother, he’s waiting for me….I have to go.” I turned swiftly to leave, giving him one last departing grin.

“Wait!” he called after me, as dejavou set in. I felt his arm on mine in an awkward embrace as I turned slowly.

“I really have to go…”I whispered as people flooded around us.

“I—I wanted to know……I just wanted to know if, you, well if you…” he stuttered as he tried to ask me something but I did not know what.

“If I? If I what?” whispered edging in the direction I need to go in.

“If you had a last name… Sierra.” He said finally and I laughed at the simplicity.

What did I think he was going to propose?

“I do. It’s Quinlin…Sierra Quinlin.” I replied turning to go, ignoring his waits and pleas as I pushed through the crowd.


All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I stopped looking 360º around me for the third time for a flash or effigy of her beautiful face. My heart was beating so fast, I feared I was going to suffer a cardiac arrest. Sweat beads edged my hairline and my hands trembled. Had it really been her? Was my mind playing games on me? Was I going insane? I stopped as I felt an arm grasp mine tightly, as all hope filled my body.

“Taylor!” It was Zac and I groaned in disappointment.

“What the hell are you doing?” He hissed incognito pulling me back to my original position before I was hit by an angel.

“Taylor! Who was that?” He cried, as I shoot my head in frustration.

“That was the girl of my dreams.” I whimpered in a pathetic tone.

She was gone. I felt sick with grief, and as if the chance of my life had just passed by, just like that.

It was as if God was teasing me. I damned myself for not uttering the words in all the times I had been on TV, and how many times on stage.

And yet when face to face with one girl out of the millions that I have spoken to, I couldn’t utter a complete word.

“That was her???” Zac stopped harassing as he heard me mumble my last comment.

I nodded in despair not really sure how Zac knew who “the girl of my dreams” was.

“Well why did she leave again?”

“Zac if I knew all the answers do you think I would’ve said something other than huh… uh… uhh.” I cried and sulked to my previous spoke praying that the Sierra Topé Quinlin would yet again collide with me.


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