I'm gonna make this one short, since it'd be a miracle if someone actually reads it.

The notes at the end of the pages are, simple, quotes from The X-Files. I truly hope you read them and compare them with the story, and you'll see that they have a lot to do with each other. I've selected them for that purpose, for the secret meaning they hold behind.

To the seven most important people in my life this last couple of months. This past year. This page goes for you guys, you ROCK!

Sweetheart - You're the one I love. I don't think there's anything else for me to say. I love you. Plain and simple. As I've told you enough times already, the depth of my feelings for you just take my breath away. I never ever in my wildest dreams did I imagine I could fall so very deeply in love with one of my closest friends. That's fiction for me, you know? Being friends so long, knowing each other so well and then falling in love was something I always read in stories and plan on writing until the end of times, but I never believed it could happen to me of all people.

I love you

I don't think I say it enough. I love you. I've probably always loved you and was just too fucking blind to see it.

For all the love you're giving me at the moment and I know will continue giving me until I just bore you to death, thanks. Thanks for being my friend, my boyfriend, my lover... my soul mate. Thanks for being you. Thanks for giving me another chance to fall in love with you. Thank you for all.

And for all the pain I've caused you through the last four or so years, I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry. I don't think I'll ever be able to repay it, for I've been placed in the same position more times than I care to remember. Gosh, I'm sorry. All I have to say in my defense is that now I love you. I don't wanna think about what could have happened if you hadn't called me. I don't wanna think about it. I love you now and that's all that should really matter.

Once again, I love you.

Karen - The best friend anyone could ask for. The best person to share five years of college with. I know I could never live without you girl. You listen to me. You let me ramble about the stories I've read and the ideas I get from everything around me. You put up with me 24/7 and you're still with me. You must be so tired of me by this point. I think you must have heard about a zillion fanfics from me, and about half that number in ideas. You have so much to do with what I write. You know perfectly fine that I always ask for your opinion prior writing anything. If you don't like it, then it's probably not worth it.

Thanks.

That's all I can tell you darling. Thanks and I love you so very much.

Jonathan - I don't think there are words to thank you. You've done so much for me. I'm who I am now because of you. So far, you're the only one who has been able to understand. I love you boy, there isn't anything else for me to say. Just stay with me for what's left of my life, and I'll be forever grateful.

Lopez - I know you probably won't ever read this, but I just wanted to tell you that I care a lot for you. You've become one of my closest friends for the past couple of months (ok, so year and a half), and I just can't believe it. You let me tell you everything, and then you'll give me your opinion. That's great. Thanks. For giving me that. For giving me another friend to trust.

Olga - Thirteen years of friendship, can you believe it? We might not agree in many points, but we've stayed friends through school. Pointless fights, that's for sure. Nothing that could actually break us. And even now, forgetting the butterfly and fairy custom, we're still friends. We'll probably reach sixty and still be friends. And I'll go to your place, open the door, go to the stairs and towards the second floor, enter your room and complain about college and exams.

Claudia - I remember the days when it wouldn't go a day without the two of us talking. Now... now we make sure to at least talk once a week. And it doesn't matter that college has made it its own purpose to keep us apart. We'll still stay in touch. You'll call me and tell me about Gino and I'll call you and update you in my love life. We do that. We've done that for as long as I can remember. And we'll keep doing that. We're friends. That's what friends do.

Barbara - BABY! You're the crazy side of my life. You're the one that makes me happy, when skies are clear! *LOL* Our writing is the funniest thing I've ever experienced. You're the greatest! Don't ever change girl, you're perfect just the way you are.

That was all for today people. Thanks a lot for taking a minute of your time and reading this page.

Take care and investigate.

M. F.Luder