Reminiscence of love
Time changes people, and their behavior. Can it change their feelings as well? And if it does, is there a way to fix it before it's actually too late. Can love endure everything?

He'll never know
Tragedy strikes and lies are needed. The truth to hurtful to be known. However just how much can lies really help?

Enlightenment
Lets see things under a different light. Lets see inside ourselves. Because, at the end, the only thing that should matter is being truthful to who we are.

Quagmire
After a long analysis and hindsight, the answers you get may not be the right ones, but the best under the circumstances. And the only ones you seem to find.

Avatar
Reality can be cruel and hurtful, and sometimes we just don't want to have to face it.

Chubby
It's not how you look, but who you are. We've heard that many times. Now, is that actually true? Does someone actually believe that? If not, if we don't, then we should see ourselves through someone else's eyes.

Ending Traditions
Most people don't really like changes. But sometimes, at the end of the night, things can surprise you.
* Winner of the Eternally KeviNick Award.
* Winner of the Backstreet Masquerade Awards 2002 for Best Characterization and Usage of Nick Carter.
* Winner of the Come Undone Fan Fiction Awards 2001 for Best Short Story.
* Winner of the Passions of the Mind Fan Fiction Awards Fall 2002 for Best Kiss.
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Awards Season Two for The Boys will be with Boys Award (Best Slash).

Apocrypha
There are always lies in our tales, that's inevitable. More than once we've thought that a white lie can actually help things.
We're wrong. Lies don't help. At the end, they only hurt.
* Winner of the Passions of the Mind Fan Fiction Awards Fall 2002 for Can I get a tissue? Saddest Moment.
* Winner of the Passions of the Mind Fan Fiction Awards Fall 2002 for Best Short Story.
* Winner of the Come Undone Fan Fiction Awards Season 3 for Best Short Story.
* Winner of the Come Undone Fan Fiction Awards Season 3 for Best Slash Story - Honorable Mention.
* Winner of the Whatever Reason Awards Season Two for Best Slash.
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Award Season Three for The Cry Award (Best Tear-Jerker).

In Between
Things aren't what they seem. You can look at someone and just don't see what goes inside, what goes around.
Friendship is first and foremost. Always has, always will. And sometimes you're feelings just don't count.

Don't
It seems like every single time, our heart doesn't seem to listen to us. It works in its own way and decided upon and above us.
* Winner of The Red Toady Doodlebug Fan Fiction Awards for Best Story Based on a Song.

I love you
It kills us when we look at them in the eye and have to bite back the words we're dying to say.

You
It's in the most painful moments that you realize what you've been wondering all this time.

Lucky
It's in the people around us that we measure our success. And, sometimes, that surprises us.

Overprotected
Air is too thick, everyone is around you, pampering you, taking care of you. And when you look at it from outside, you realize it's only your fault.

All lies lead to the truth
We live the lives we've decided to go through. We see and analyze each and everyone of our options and decide for the greater good. And every once in a while, those decisions aren't really ours.

Somebody has a crush on you
Internet is the one thing that can connect one person on one side of the world to another person all the way around the globe. We meet online, we chat on real time. We enjoy the luxury this connection provides. It's so very useful; it can even help us with the matters of the heart. But the same way it can help us, it can condemn us. It's us who choose.
* Winner of the Backstreet Masquerade Awards 2003 for Favorite Nick.
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Awards Season Three for The Boys will be with Boys Award (Best Slash).

Hit on me
Don't you remember when you were younger? You were about fifteen, sixteen maybe and probably didn't know how to ask out that person you really liked. We all did. Sometimes, that happens until you're in college. So, when you don't know how to do it, ask someone. Ask a friend. There's nothing wrong about telling a friend of you, "Hit on me."

Equilibrium
When a chemical reaction takes place in a container, which prevents the entry or escape of any of the substances involved in the reaction, the quantities of these components change as some are consumed and others are formed. (...) Eventually this change will come to an end, after which the composition will remain unchanged as long as the system remains undisturbed. The system is then said to be in its equilibrium state, or more simply, at equilibrium.
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Awards Season Four for It Takes Two Award (Best Combo).
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Awards Season Four for The Boys will be with Boys Award (Best Slash).

Mind's eye
The mind has no boundaries, it can not be trapped in close quarters. We can not stop our thoughts, we can not tell ourselves not to think about that, not to ponder, not to wish, not to taste and certainly not the desire.
And we do all of the above, in the secretiveness our minds.
* Winner of the Writings on the Wall Fan Fiction Awards Season Four for The Jack and Diane Award (Best Couple) - Honorable Mention.

Love Sonnet
I love you to begin to love you, / to restart the infinite / and to not stop loving you ever / thus I don't love you yet
Sometimes, you just love someone, and you kiss them, and it's all good, and it's perfect. And it's you.

Better Life
I'm about to see just how far I can fly, surely you're gonna break my fall
You count on him to catch you, but he won't be there always. You will have to stand up on your own two feet and realize what you are missing.

XLV
Don't be far away from me, not even a day
It's when he leaves, each time he isn't by your side, and you miss him. You miss him, and you wonder if you love him.

Late afternoon in the park
Sitting somewhere, contemplating your life and your achieves, you sigh. And in that breath you let out, your life changes. You just have to open your eyes and let yourself see.

For your eyes only
A needed facade during the day, the masquerading of a man in order to hide his feelings.
The only remains, memories of a joined history.

13th Street
It has been told that you only get one chance in each life. What if -- just what if -- you were lucky enough to get another one?

Two seats on the right
More times than not, you need the view of an outsider to realize what's going on right in front of you.

Being a Phile
In between talking and fanaticism, two people meet. Both philes, both crazy about the Series. And, amazingly enough, The Truth Is Out There.

Screwdriver & Manhattan
It's really amazing how drinks are an everyday way of life. People have business meetings and the first thing they offer is a drink. Someone stops by at your place and you find yourself asking them if they'd want something to drink. People drink to have some fun or to forget. People drink to have courage or to let themselves die inside.
And when your eyes are glassy, your mind swimming and you feel yourself braver than usual, a new path opens before you.
Funny how it is. It might have always been there, you just didn't see it.