MUFFIN'S MEMORIAL PAGE

THIS IS MY SWEET MUFFIN. MY PARENTS HAD HIM PUT TO SLEEP WITHOUT TELLING ME BEFORE THEY DID IT. I AM SERIOUSLY MAD AT THEM FOR TAKING AWAY MY CAT. I WASNT TOLD UNTIL ABOUT 6 HOURS AFTER THEY HAD THE VET PUT HIM TO SLEEP. I AM SO MAD AT THEM FOR NOT WAKING ME UP BEFORE THEY TOOK HIM TO THE VET. MOM SAID THAT HE WAS IN MY DOG'S CAGE FOR A BIT, THEN WHEN HE WAS WALKING IN THE HALLWAY HE STUMBLED A BIT AND THEN WENT INTO THE POWDER ROOM THAT IS IN THAT SAME HALLWAY AND THEN LAYED DOWN ON THE FLOOR. MY MOM CALLED THE VET AFTER THAT AROUND 10AM. THE VET TOLD THEM TO COME IN AT AROUND 11:30AM. I CANT BELIVE THAT THEY WOULD NOT TELL ME. MOM ALSO SAID THAT MUFFIN WOULDNT EAT OR DRINK ANYTHING. A FEW WEEKS EARLIER A DIFFERENT VET SAID THAT MUFFIN WAS CONSTIPATED. BEFORE WE KNEW THAT MY DAD SAID THAT HE WANTED TO KILL HIM THEN. I GUESS MY FATHER GOT HIS WISH NOW. MUFFIN WAS PUT TO SLEEP AROUND 11:30AM ON WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 22, 1999. I DIDNT GET THE NEWS TILL AROUND 6:30PM!!!! I FOUND OUT ON MONDAY DECEMBER 27TH THAT MY FATHER HAD BURRIED MUFFIN IN THE BACK YARD. I AM SO MAD THEY DIDNT TELL ME ABOUT THAT THE SAME DAY THAT THEY KILLED HIM. I AM SO DEPRESSED ABOUT LOOSING MUFFIN. I WANT HIM BACK DESPERATELY. I AM GRIEVING HIM VERY HARD AND INTENSELY. I WISH THAT I WAS GIVEN THE CHANCE TO DECIDE WETHER TO PUT HIM TO SLEEP OR NOT. IT WAS ONLY MOM AND DAD'S DECISION. MY BROTHER DIDNT HAVE A VOICE IN THE MATTER EITHER AS I THINK HE WAS AT WORK THAT DAY. I WISH IT WAS MORE OF A FAMILY DECISION THAN A 2 PERSON ONE. I AM NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD HAVE SAID ABOUT THE MATTER CAUSE I WASNT GIVEN THE CHANCE TO KNOW ALL THE DETAILS OF THE SITUATION. I LONG TO HOLD MUFFIN. I MISS HIM SO TERRIBLY MUCH I WANT TO HEAR HIM MEOW AND SCRATCH AT MY BEDROOM DOOR. I WANT HIM TO LAY WITH ME IN MY BEAN BAG CHAIR AS I AM ONLINE AND SURFING THE WEB. HE ALWAYS LIKED TO POKE ME WITH HIS PAWS AND LAY AGAINST ME. I WANT TO FEEL HIS FUR AGAIN AGAINST ME. I WANT TO HAVE HIM GIVE ME KISSES AND HAVE HIM GIVE ME THOSE CAT HEAD-BUTTS. I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT HE LOVED ME MORE THAN ANYONE IN MY FAMILY EVER CAUSE HE JUST ABOUT ALWAYS CAME TO ME WHEN HE KNEW I WAS IN THE ROOM. HE WOULD ALSO COME TO ME AND JUST LOOK AT ME JUST WAITING FOR ME TO PICK HIM UP. MUFFIN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WISH YOU WERENT TAKEN FROM ME LIKE YOU WERE. I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE OR HUG YOU TIGHTLY AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU.

HERE IS ANOTHER PICTURE OF MUFFIN. IT ISNT A VERY GOOD ON CAUSE IT IS TOO FAR AWAY BUT THESE ARE THE ONLY 2 I HAVE OF HIM THAT I SCANNED INTO MY COMPUTER. I WISH I HAD MORE. I THINK WHEN MY FATHER GETS HIS FAX CONFIGURED SO THAT IT CAN WORK AS A SCANNER TOO THEN I WILL SCAN A WHOLE LOT MORE OF MUFFIN TO HAVE ON THE INTERNET SO ALL CAN SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL MUFFIN IS. I LOVE YOU MUFFIN ALWAYS.

MUFFIN

JULY 81 - DECEMBER 22, 1999

JENNIFER

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