Divisions
by Sue Meyer
Part 1
Patrick Michael Epstein sat in a chair at the visitor's center, waiting to talk with one of the newly incarcerated. Epstein was somewhere in his early fifties, with gray hairs liberally sprinkled throughout the brown, and a hairline beginning to recede. His face was etched with lines of deep pain and disillusionment, and his eyes were sad and old and tired. He rubbed his sweating palms on his pant legs as he waited.
As Epstein watched from his side of the glassed-in cubicle, a guard brought from the cell block a surly- looking young inmate dressed in standard prison-issue blue work shirt and denim jeans. The prisoner looked barely out of his teens, but the sullen expression on his face was ageless. He had seen too much and knew too much of the real world to be anything less than cynical. People were no damn good, and anything wanted in life had to be taken.
The guard hustled his captive to the chair in the cubicle and pushed him down to sit. "You have five minutes."
The youth looked through the glass at the older man and scowled belligerently before picking up the receiver. He stared defiantly, waiting for Epstein to speak first.
"Brian. How are you?" Epstein spoke hesitantly, almost cringing before the hostile stare.
"How are you? Is that the best you can do after two years, 'Dad'? How are you?" The inmate's eyes were filled with hate. "When does the standard line 'how could you do this to me and your mother?' come in, 'Dad'?"
Epstein cleared his throat and dropped his eyes a moment before asking, "Is there anything I can get for you, Brian? Anything that you need?"
"Anything I need?" Brian laughed harshly. "Isn't it a little late to be asking me that? This is my home for the next twenty years, 'Daddy'. Not that it'll be a whole lot different from what I knew growing up. Lots of rules thrown in your face. Fighting. Yelling. Why are you here? Doing the parent thing to soothe your conscience?"
Finally angered enough to react, Epstein snapped, "I got nothin' on MY conscience! I'm not the one that tried to pull off a bank job and ended up killing a guard!"
Satisfied with the reaction, Brian smirked. "Ah, at last the sanctimonious cop shows up. I wondered when he would. Hey, if you're visiting me, does that mean you're looking up Trent and John, too?"
The flush on Epstein's face revealed that a nerve had been struck. Brian laughed at him bitterly. "You don't even know where they are, do you?"
"You know so much, smart ass, why don't you tell me?"
The young man leaned forward menacingly, and Epstein was glad there was a restraining glass between them. "Well, I'll just tell you, 'Dad'. Trent has probably crawled off in a hole someplace to die. He found out he had AIDS six months ago, and has kept a needle stuck in his arm ever since to forget the fact." Pleased by the horrified look on his father's face, he continued. "And John? Oh, John you can REALLY be proud of. He's worked his way into the syndicate in New York. Yes, sir, he's hit the big time. You should be real proud of the sons you raised, 'Dad'. We've all made our mark in the world."
"You can't blame me for what you kids have done!" Epstein denied vehemently.
"The hell we can't!" Brian snarled. "You were around long enough to make us, but you never had time for us! You were never around to be a dad! You were too busy being supercop to worry about any of us! Mom included! No wonder she dumped you. Do you have any idea what it was like growing up listening to you and Mom do nothing but scream at one another whenever you DID happen to be home? You make me sick. I don't know why you bothered coming here today. I don't need you and I don't want you. The next time I see your face, I hope it's in the obituary column!" The young man threw the receiver down on the table and turned to the guard. "My five minutes are up. Get me out of here." He got to his feet and walked away.
Epstein stared after his son and then hung up his receiver slowly. He sat woodenly for a moment before standing up and shakily makinghis way out the door.
Peter was looking through a file drawer in the back of the squad room, trying to run down a report he needed for an upcoming court appearance. He ran a hand through his hair as he frowned in deep concentration.
"Hey, Tomato Can! Who you tryin' to fool by actin' like you're really workin'?"
Peter's head whipped around, and he grinned before shouting, "Epstein! What the hell you doin' here?" The two men grabbed one another in a huge bear hug. Peter's mind quickly flew through the four years they had been partners together, and he asked again, "You old dog! What brings you to town?"
"Ah, I ended up with some extra time on my hands," Eppy answered vaguely. "I decided I needed to come to the city to see for myself if some ugly rumors I been hearin' were true."
"I'll bite. So what rumors might those be?"
Epstein looked Peter up and down and replied, "First off, I heard ya tried to get yourself killed awhile back. What?! You forget Eppy's rule number one?"
Peter flushed and recited with his former partner, "Don't forget to duck." He sobered and answered slowly. "Yeah...I just about bought it a few months back. But I'm OK now."
"What's your definition of OK? Now I'm concerned about your mental health."
At Peter's quizzical look, he continued, "I heard you went completely off the deep end and got married?! I thought I taught you better than that!"
"Never got anything in the mail, Petey, but you know how the postal service can be. I'm havin' a hard time swallowing this, Kid. I watched you wade through a smorgasbord of women for four years. I can't imagine you sittin' down to the same meal night after night after all the variety YOU'VE had."
Peter turned a fiery red and commented, "Guess I finally figured out what was best for me, Partner."
"That'll be the day," Epstein snorted in disbelief.
"No kiddin', Eppy. Once you meet my wife, you'll see why. Hey, a bunch of us are getting together at Chandler's tonight; why don't you come and join us? You can meet Kacie, and we can catch up on things, too."
Skalany stepped out of Kermit's office and stopped short when she saw Epstein. A wary look crossed her face when she recognized him. They had met on only one other occasion, and while she could appreciate his obvious affection for Peter, his sexist comments had been irritating.
Peter reintroduced the two. "Skalany, you remember Epstein here, don't you?"
"How could I forget?" she responded in a voice that was pleasant enough, but that dripped with double- entendre.
"Always nice to see you, too, Officer Skalany. Still take your coffee black?" At her nod, he requested, "Please, allow me."
Epstein went over to the coffeepot, and while there, observed his former partner surreptitiously. The kid looked a little thinner than before, but considering the fact he had never been one to put on weight, that wasn't all that unusual. Eppy was struck most by the new self- possession Peter was demonstrating. The same cocky grin was there, and he was sure the smart mouth would never change, but the sense of serenity about the young man he had never seen evidenced before.
He remembered back to the brash young kid who had first partnered with him over ten years ago. He smiled to himself as he thought about how often he'd despaired of whether or not the kid would live to see twenty-five. Peter had had all the qualities necessary to be a top- notch cop, but had seemed to have had some kind of secret death wish and a total disregard for his own personal safety.
Eppy remembered the last time they had worked together, when Stella and the Green Hornet had been on a rampage, and how he had initially met Peter's father, Caine. It had first made him a little angry to see this man, Caine. He had listened to Peter talk about his father a lot, and knew how much pain it had caused when he had thought his father had died. There was no denying the bond between the two Caines, and their unashamed physical show ofaffection had made his guts twist with jealousy. He had come to think of Peter as a son, had needed to have someone look up to him the way the kid had. Even all those years ago, his own sons had distanced themselves from him and shown their disdain for his chosen profession. The fact that he and their mother had divorced did not help matters any.
With Caine back in the picture, he hadn't felt needed by Peter anymore, which was part of the reason he had left the precinct.
He had looked forward to this reunion with Peter, and had hoped to spend a lot of time with the kid. He hadn't known of Peter's marriage until he had talked to Broderick just a few days ago, and it had stung him more than he let on. The old Peter would have tried harder to contact him. Was this 'new' Peter so enchanted with his new wife that he had no time for old friends, old loyalties? Would he, too, turn his back? That would be the cruelest blow of all: to have the kid treat him the same way his own sons had. He didn't like sharing the kid's time and attention. It had been hard enough to 'share' Peter with his father. A new wife could interfere with their friendship even more.
Epstein's eyes narrowed and his face took on a speculative expression. He wondered to himself, {What kind of woman has been able to tame the kid?}
He handed Skalany her coffee and was about to say something to Peter when Kermit emerged from behind his computer screen and joined the three at Skalany's desk. "Kermit, ya gotta meet my first partner, Patrick Michael Epstein." Peter introduced the two men cheerfully. "Eppy, this is Detective Kermit Griffin, the resident computer expert at the One-o-One."
The two men shook hands cordially, each appraising the other. Kermit had heard Peter tell many a war story about his four years with Eppy, and he appreciated the fact that the man had managed to get Peter through his first years of being a cop without getting himself killed. Kermit thought he detected the first signs of dissipation around Eppy's eyes and face. Booze, he surmised, and if half the stories Peter told about Epstein were true, it was a damn shame the man had fallen into the same trap that ensnared so many other cops and mercenaries. Kermit knew he had a habit of making snap judgments about people, a carry-over from his mercenary days, when it had been essential to survival to identify friend or foe in microseconds. For Peter's sake, he hoped he was wrong, and seeing more than was really there. He also wondered if -- should his suspicions about Eppy prove true -- Peter would be able to see Epstein as the man he was now, or if the past would blind him to the present.
Epstein had been wondering how effective a computer geek could be as a cop, but something about the studied casualness of this man, Kermit, made him think about how often appearances could be deceiving.
Peter declared happily, "Hey, I'm gonna call Paul and Annie and see if they wanna come join this gathering of the troops at Chandler's tonight."
Skalany smiled wickedly. "What about your father?"
"Oh, yeah, he can come, too," Peter replied airily. "I figured that you would take care of that little invitation."