She
was quiet during dinner; not even Quentin's
good-natured teasing had the power to bring her
out of herself this evening. For a wonder David
seemed to have kept silent about what she had
told him. Still, she wished she'd never said
anything at all. It would have been much better
to have found the solution herself, and then to
have presented him with the whole story. She listened with only half an ear as
the family discussed their various concerns:
Roger's unexpected trip to Europe, Chris
Jennings' sudden departure with his little sister
Amy, David's new camera. Hallie didn't need to
glance up to know that Elizabeth Stoddard was
troubled and preoccupied, her dark eyes moving
back and forth from her daughter Carolyn's blonde
head, bent low over her own plate, to an empty
chair that stood, ownerless, against the wall.
Carolyn herself hardly spoke at all tonight; when
she did it was in an artificially high-pitched
voice that tried desperately to sound cheerful.
It was plain to Hallie that Mrs. Stoddard was
seriously concerned about Carolyn tonight, as
well as that empty chair. But somehow, tonight
Hallie couldn't seem to feel interested. Not
after what she'd been through...
Hallie finished her meal and
pushed back her chair, excusing herself with the
unconscious, quiet grace that had endeared her to
the Collins family already, although she was
unaware of it. A nod from Elizabeth set her free
to roam, and her wandering feet took her into the
deserted drawing-room where a persistent fire
still burned low on the hearth. She drifted
toward it, but a sudden change of mood made her
shift direction, moving instead to the tall
French windows.
She leaned disconsolately
against the massive wine-red draperies, a faint
pout curling her mouth (A "Stokes
trademark," her uncle might have said... or
her father). Her small fingers played absently
with the window- latch as she pressed her blonde
head against the coolness of the glass. Tiny
spatters of rain trickled down on the other side,
forming rivulets that crossed and intercrossed
before her eyes. Like tiny canals... a whole
miniature network of canals... like the ones
she'd dug in her father's vegetable-garden when
she was small. How he had laughed when he'd
discovered her -- scooping her up in his big,
strong arms, regardless of her muddy fingers or
frock, he'd said she'd make a fine engineer
someday. His twinkling eyes, as blue as her
own... she would never see them laughing at her
again... not ever. Her head bent, and the tears
came, rolling as silently down her face as did
the raindrops on the other side of the glass.
". . . really wish you
wouldn't go, Quentin."
Voices from the foyer, clear
across the long room, did not make her turn her
head. Maybe, if she kept very still, they
wouldn't find her crying there and try to give
her the kind sympathy that would only make her
cry harder and harder until she couldn't stop...
"... searched the entire
East Wing several times a day," Elizabeth
was saying, her normally warm voice becoming
edgy. "They're gone, Quentin, gone
permanently. It isn't any use to go there again.
They're dead - - I'm sure they're dead."
"Now, now." Quentin's
voice was unusually gentle and there was a soft
sound, as if he had put a comforting arm around
the distraught Elizabeth. "Of course they're
all right. Why they've pulled through some tough
situations before this, you know. I'm sure a fire
wouldn't keep them from --"
"But -- no word -- nothing
-- not even a message! You haven't even heard any
of those people in that room -- that world --
whatever it is -- mentioning their names for days
now! And no one has mentioned Julia at all, even
from the beginning--"
"Well, I haven't been able
to camp out by the door, you know!" Quentin
gave a little chuckle.
"What if something did
happen to Barnabas, and Julia's been alone in
there all this time?"
"Don't you worry. Barnabas
was alive when she first went through, or else
she would've returned?"
"What if she couldn't?
What if they discovered her, and she's a
prisoner, or the fire--"
"Now, Liz, you're letting
your imagination run away with you. Listen,"
another faint chuckle touched his voice, "I
pity anyone who tries to harm Barnabas while
she's around. She's got enough nerve and brains
to get anyone through anything."
"Yes, but a fire! And
anyway, Barnabas must have been in danger -- real
danger -- the way she was acting that last
day," Elizabeth returned. "I've never
seen her that way before. She was so pale... so
determined. I begged her to come away from that
awful room with me, but she declared she was
going to stand right there on that spot and wait
until it changed, no matter how long it took. I
tried to reason with her, of course, but she
wouldn't listen. I went away to get Roger. And
when we came back, she... was gone... the room
was... empty." Her voice broke, shattering
into silence.
"She loves him, you
know," Quentin said at last, very softly.
"God knows, I wish I were fortunate enough
to have a woman that loved me like that. I'd have
a lot more sense than he does. "
There was another silence, but
this time it was a companionable one; a mutual
opinion about the ungrateful Barnabas Collins
that did not need to be aired out loud.
Elizabeth was the first to
speak, and her voice had returned to something
like normal. "I do wish you would not go
back again tonight, Quentin. I know you're
fascinated with the place, and that we might hear
-- something -- but I keep thinking that you
might somehow be tempted to... to go in..."
"Now, don't you
worry," he said again, with a hint of a
smile in his voice. "I promise you solemnly
that I won't, not for anything in the world.
After all, who'd help Maggie take care of
David?"
Elizabeth made a sound that
could have been a laugh; Hallie wasn't sure. She
could hear Quentin's footsteps ascending the
stairs; Elizabeth seemed to be standing still for
a moment, probably watching until Quentin opened
the connecting door to the inner hall. Then the
study door closed softly as Elizabeth went
inside.
After a moment, Hallie pulled
out from behind the concealing draperies,
thankful that neither of them had entered the
room to see her standing there. She hadn't meant
to listen, but perhaps they would've been
annoyed. It wasn't the first time she'd heard
people discussing the disturbing disappearance of
their friends from Collinwood, but it was the
first time she'd heard them speak so candidly.
Now it began to sound as if David's strange tale
might be true after all... she thought of her
own, more normal version and hesitantly began to
reject it. An elopement might be more usual, it
was true, but if that were really what had
happened, then why would Mrs. Stoddard and
Quentin discuss the "strange-room"
version when they thought they were alone?
Hallie stood irresolutely, a
small frown settling between her eyes. Suddenly,
this house didn't seem like a very pleasant place
any more. In this house was a strange room, that
people went into and disappeared forever. That
room, and the mysterious Voice that had called to
her, combined to frighten her more than she had
ever been frightened in her life. Even now, the
mere memory of that Voice was enough to send
fresh chills down her spine.
... maybe it was connected
somehow... maybe the missing people had heard the
Voice, too, and maybe that's why they'd gone to
the Room... and disappeared. Maybe... maybe
Hallie was next, and she, too, was going to
disappear into a strange world and never come
back...
Panic assailed her. She had to
leave Collinwood. She had to leave right now.
Her frantic glance fell on the
telephone by the door. Uncle Elliot... she had to
call him, to ask him to come and take her away
from here. He would understand. He knew all about
strange, mysterious happenings. He'd even been
pleased when she'd told him about the strange
"feelings" she sometimes had, and
suggested she could learn to use them. But she
wasn't so sure that she did want to learn to use
them ... not if it meant hearing Voices.
Especially that one.
For a full minute, she stood
there, debating with herself. Maybe she was all
wrong about the Room; maybe it had no connection
with the Voice at all. If so, then she was in no
danger of disappearing.
But what other dangers did the
Voice hold for her? She had felt its Evilness;
had felt it as clearly as if it had been right in
the room with her... had tasted it and smelled
it. It wanted to Get her.
But it didn't have her yet.
She could escape.
It would only take a minute to
phone. Perhaps Uncle Elliot would come to
Collinwood tonight to get her, now that the storm
was nearly over. If nothing else, he could at
least maybe explain things to her, and help her
to understand what was happening. There was
always a chance that there wasn't as much to fear
as she now thought. If only he'd be at home
tonight, instead of at the University, giving
another one of those lectures that he professed
to hate.
Moving to the telephone, she
wondered what she'd do if he did not answer.
Maybe she could call a taxi, and ride out to his
place in Rockport to wait for him. She had begun
to dial, when a voice behind her made her nearly
drop the receiver.
"You'll never be able to
get a date on a night like this."
Hallie whirled, meeting
Carolyn's laughing eyes with some confusion.
"A date? I wasn't--"
"Of course, the storm has
died down," Carolyn observed, drifting to
the French window to gaze out in to the blackness
of the night, untouched by lightning now.
"It was quite a storm, wasn't it.. even for
Collinwood."
"You mean... you get them
often?"
Carolyn's laugh was both amused
and sympathetic "Do we? Are you in for a
surprise."
Hallie replaced the phone
receiver. She glanced uneasily at Carolyn,
wondering if she had come into the room to stay.
Carolyn was odd... she could seem so withdrawn at
times... almost even unfriendly. And then she'd
suddenly turn around and behave perfectly normal,
even making overtures of friendliness as she
appeared to be doing now. One could never be sure
what kind of mood she'd be in... although tonight
she seemed to want some kind of company. Even
Hallie's.
Then Carolyn turned away, and
Hallie watched as her small, slender form pressed
against the glass, as Hallie herself had done
earlier. Carolyn's head was half-turned from her,
but Hallie could see her eyes clouding over with
the mist of some distant thought, as if her mind
were traveling far beyond the place where her
body stood, out across the garden and into the
night beyond. Without realizing that she was
doing so, Hallie allowed her own mind to reach
out, and sensed a loneliness in the other; an
acutely overwhelming sense of loss similar to the
loss she herself had felt only minutes before.
Slowly, she moved closer to the
other blonde, and stood beside her looking out
onto the deserted terrace. She felt no surprise
when Carolyn's arm suddenly went around her
shoulders, pulling her closer.
"I know it's tough on
you," Carolyn said softly. "'But I want
you to know I think you're doing very well.. I
couldn't have done nearly as well, when I was
your age. I lost my father--" her voice
faltered momentarily, then regained strength,
"I lost my father only this spring. I'm not
over it yet, and I'm older than you are."
Hallie nodded silently,
fighting an urge to cry.
"Only, for you it's even
worse," Carolyn went on as if in wonder.
"I don't know what I'd do if my--"She
stopped before saying the word
"mother," as if realizing how tactless
she was being. "Well, anyway, I think you're
a great kid. This place must seem awfully strange
to you.
"A little. "
"A little! Look, you don't
have to hide anything from me. Collinwood often
feels strange to me, and I've had the misfortune
to have lived here all my life."
Hallie was silent for a long
moment.
"Carolyn..."
"Hmmmm?"
"Did you ever hear... ever
think you heard... voices calling?"
"I hear voices all the
time," Carolyn replied gaily . "My
mother, uncle Roger--"
"No, I mean... voices that
aren't ... that aren't really there."
Carolyn tensed. "A man's
or a woman's voice... or was it both? What did
they say?"
"I don't know ... a man's
voice. He said "Carrie."
" 'Carrie?'" Carolyn
was frowning, biting her lower lip. "There
isn't any Carrie here... anything else?"
"I don't know... I just
keep hearing things."
"That's cryptic
enough."
Hallie was forced to laugh.
"No, I just keep hearing things, like a
music-box."
"Was it Maggie's?"
"Oh, no. I had a dream...
"
"You heard the music-box
in a dream," Carolyn's voice was frankly
skeptical now.
"But you never heard
it?" Hallie persisted. "Not even once?
I've heard it before I had the dream."
"Not even once,"
Carolyn laughed, giving her a quick squeeze.
"I can assure you, the only music- box in
this house that is ever played is Maggie's."
"It wasn't that one.
"
"Let's get back to the
voice you heard. Did it sound like the man was
calling for help?"
"If you mean, do I think
it was your cousin Barnabas, no I don't,"
Hallie replied shrewdly.
"But you've never heard
his voice," Carolyn persisted. "How do
you know?"
Hallie thought back to the
white-faced man she had seen in her dream, and
compared the image to the one of the gentle, sad
face in the portrait in the hall. "No, it
wasn't, " she said positively. "He was
just... just talking. I must have dreamed him,
too."
Carolyn gave a sigh of relief.
"Oh, Hallie, you really had me going there
for a minute. It's just we're all so concerned
about them."
Hallie nodded silently. She'd
found out what she wanted to know. No one could
hear the sounds except her. Not David... not
Carolyn. Well, maybe someone else could...?
They fell into a companionable
silence, looking out into the night. A faint
flicker of lightning showed occasionally through
the trees, as the storm raged in someone else's
sky. The rain had drizzled out, and the quietude
of silence had fallen over the great house.
Silence crept into every corner of the room
around them, even as they stood there. Thick,
heavy silence. It seemed to increase with each
tick of the clock out in the foyer, and it wasn't
until the clock suddenly struck the quarter-hour
that Hallie realized she had been listening for
something... straining to listen... listening
along with the silence of the house.
"Carolyn," she
whispered. "Do you feel it?"
Dreamily, Carolyn nodded.
"Yes.. it's so quiet. It's as if the whole
world were waiting for something to happen."
"It isn't the world,"
Hallie answered softly. "It's the
house."
Carolyn listened, slowly
nodding her head in agreement. Then, abruptly,
she gave herself a little shake. "Oh, what a
pair we are," she laughed nervously, drawing
Hallie away from the window. "The common
affect of Collinwood on a stormy night. I used to
get it all the time. I thought I'd outgrown it. I
guess one never does, do they? You're just bored.
Why don't you got David to give you some lessons
in photography?"
In spite of herself, Hallie
couldn't help making a little face. Then she
laughed; the peculiar sensation was gone,
banished with the prosaic light of everyday
things like photography. She let Carolyn steer
her out into the foyer and up the stairs, feeling
slightly light-headed with relief .
"I think we both need a
rest," Carolyn declared as they went up.
"I know it's kind of early, but I'm going to
turn in. I got a new book in town yesterday and
I'd like to finish it tonight. Want to borrow it
tomorrow? It's awfully good."
"Sure. Thanks,
Carolyn."
"Don't mention it."
They arrived at Carolyn's door,
the former atmosphere completely destroyed.
Hallie said goodnight and moved slowly on toward
her own door, listening as Carolyn's latch
clicked into place with a soft whisper of sound.
And with that sound, the old feeling returned,
more strongly than before. That soft little click
had been as the clanging of an iron gateway,
cutting her off from the normalcy of other
people... from friendship and laughter. Once
again, she was all alone...
The hall was dark, the little
shaded wall lamps barely penetrated the gloom.
Hallie paused to look carefully at one of them,
struck all at once by the incongruity of it. It
didn't seem to belong here; not this tiny,
inefficient thing with a low-watt lightbulb
inside it... A burning yellow light -- a large
flame behind a flowered china shade... the sharp
swell of kerosene. That was what should be
here... but no one really liked the swell of
kerosene... and the lamps were such a bother to
clean...
Her own door was as she had
left it, slightly ajar, with an electric light
left on in the room inside. Welcoming...
... what had she been going to
do? Oh, yes -- telephone her uncle about the
strange events. She needed his advice. But did
she want to go back alone through the silent
house, downstairs to the telephone? Would Mrs.
Stoddard mind if she went into her room and used
her phone? Would Maggie mind if she went in to
use hers?
Hesitating there in the
hallway, one small hand lightly grasping the worn
china doorknob of her own door, she gradually
became aware of a coolness against her cheek... a
cold draft, ebbing, strengthening, brushing
lightly against her face and stirring the
feathery tips of her long hair... a draft that
was delicately scented with a sweet, flower-like
scent. Faintly surprised, she turned her head and
was astonished to see that the door to the West
Wing -- the one that was always kept locked --
was now open. She wondered for a moment if Mrs.
Johnson had perhaps gone in for something while
the family was at dinner, but of course that was
silly since everything in there was no longer in
use.
Hallie stepped to the entrance,
reaching out to pull the ancient door shut. A
black sliver of darkness showed beyond it... the
darkness of the unknown. Almost without realizing
it, she opened the door a little more, staring
curiously into the uncharted depths as the scent
of flowers grew stronger.
Lilacs.
She did not even attempt to
fight against the compulsion that swept over her.
* * * * * * * *
* *
The darkness surrounded him
like an enveloping shroud. familiar, serene. He
flexed his mind. testing his strengths, measuring
his weaknesses. It would not be long now before
he would grow to his full potential. It was so
easy... and he was no longer alone. Daphne's
presence pleased him -- the presence of another
who, like himself, had needed to draw strength
from one of the Living. She had shared in his
dreams, his plans... he had planned them partly
for her. And together, they would soon rule over
Collinwood...
... as they had been meant
to do.
Awareness -- the girl was
approaching, brought on by Their bidding. Each
step increased his own power, fed him, sated him.
Bit by bit. he drew life from her; her own
natural power... her strength... all, all were
his. His, and Daphne's.
The Present -- the Past --
the Future -- he could see them all now: could
see where the bands of time met and blended and
separated again... he watched the Future, where
even at this moment he was victorious. He could
see what was happening with the man and woman who
had dared to think they could defeat him in that
time... the Fools. Did they not know he was
all-powerful in the Future?
They knew it now. The Future
was his.
And so was the woman. The
man could not save her now... they would be
separated. Separated. their mission would fail.
They would not be able to fight against him,
alone. He was invincible.
Suddenly he felt the
disturbance: he realized they were escaping his
power... they were free of him! They had managed
to slip back...
Fury soon turned to calm. It
did not matter. He would have his chance in the
Present instead. And soon. 7'hey would not escape
him a second time.
And the girl. He sailed in
the darkness, observing as the girl moved in
identical spaces in both the Present and the
Future... all unaware... So ironic. Identical
spaces, but different forms: one flesh, one
spirit. Flesh in the Present, but spirit in the
Future. They almost moved as one... neither aware
of the other.
Soon. they would be as
one... when he had accomplished his goal... a
future in which only spirits would roam the halls
of Collinwood. The Collins line destroyed
forever. And he -- he would be Collinwood's
unequaled ruler... forever.
He watched within his mind
as the girl moved on, unconscious of the bands of
time shifting around her; unconscious of the two
approaching who had escaped. Let them have their
little meeting. It did not matter. They could not
stop him now. They would not be free for long.
Nor would the girl . It was too late for her.
It was too late for all of
them.
* * * * * * * *
* *
The sound of her footsteps was
muffled in soft mounds of dust, where no one had
walked for many a month. Outdoors, the moon had
emerged through the clouds, and enough silvery
light filtered in through the cobweb-encrusted
windows to enable her to see the way. Cobwebs
clung to the walls and the abandoned pieces of
furniture, and slung themselves tauntingly in her
path, wrapping around her hair and slapping
against her face. But it was as if she neither
could see nor feel them... moving forward
entranced, as if in a dream, she could think only
of the Door... the special Door she searched
for...
All at once, her groping
fingers brushed against something that moved, and
that toppled to the floor with a startling crash.
The sound brought awareness back to her clouded
mind, and suddenly, blinking, she looked around
and realized what she was doing.
Why was she here?
Panicked, she struggled to remember. But it was
no use. The last thing she remembered was
standing at the entrance to the West Wing, and
the clinging fragrance of lilac perfume. She
couldn't remember wanting to come here, she
couldn't even remember how to go back. Turning,
she saw that there were several corridors behind
her, and she had no idea which one to choose.
- It was an odd feeling; she
reflected, to be lost inside of a house. But
there was no one to be afraid of here... she was
all alone.
And it was there, while
standing irresolutely in the musty corridor, that
she heard the sound of voices... voices coming
from somewhere just ahead of her, around a
corner. Two voices, a man's and a woman's... the
woman's moaning faintly, the man's crying out,
urging, pleading.
Two voices, in this deserted
part of the house. Were they, too, part of the
unknown forces that had been frightening her?
Moving forward, Hallie
cautiously approached the corner. Holding her
breath, she peered around its edge, ready to draw
back in a flash if the man should prove to be the
one from her dream. Heart pounding, she peered
farther... and farther...
... and he was not.
The face that bent over the
woman who lay limply in his arms, was a gentle,
stricken one; deep-set brown eyes burning with
fear and love fixed on the woman's pale face. His
dark hair fell in craggy bangs over his
aristocratic forehead, and his sad mouth trembled
as he begged the woman not to leave him...
...which she did not. Large,
luminous brown eyes opened, and color began to
seep slowly back into her gaunt but attractive
face. Soon she was able to sit up; not long after
that she was recovered; and then they both looked
up and saw Hallie as she approached.
"Who -- who are you?"
Hallie asked. But she already knew the answer...
there was only one.
- It was odd, she reflected,
scampering after them as they hurried down the
corridor after making quick introductions, that
even though she had never met either of them
before, they had somehow seemed to recognize her.
It was only an impression, but she'd found she
was seldom wrong about such things. Both had, in
fact, stared at her as if they'd seen a ghost.
And always whispering to each other...
Suddenly, the woman, Julia,
turned around and waited for her to catch up.
"You should stay with us," she said,
taking the girl's hand in hers with a smile,
although her odd, exotic eyes were troubled.
Hallie looked seriously at the
woman, sensing her kindness and concern... and
her fear. "Can you feel it, too?" she
whispered. For suddenly she felt it, the same
feeling of Evil she'd felt in her dream. And it
was somewhere in the corridor... waiting.
Julia flashed a quick smile
"Feel what, Hallie?"
"Nothing," Hallie
murmured, feeling a sudden need to protect this
kind woman from what she knew was there. "I
imagined something, I guess."
Barnabas called, and they both
hurried to catch up with him. And so, neither was
there to hear the delicate, tinkling strains of
the music-box, as it began to play in the
rain-washed summer night.
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