The
man at the rental car counter at the airport had
asked her if she needed a map or directions to
her destination, but Julia had just smiled and
shook her head no; she remembered how to get
where she was going. They had made the trip so
many times from home that she could have done it
with her eyes closed. She knew every curve, every
landmark. Traveling to the family farm in the
country had always seemed rather exotic to her as
a child; it was so different from the city where
she lived. The car ride had always seemed
intolerably long. She and Bobby would inevitably
chant, "Are we there yet?" as all
children are wont to do. Bobby
she
mustnt think of him. It was too painful; it
would always be too painful. And yet, her whole
life had been defined by Bobby. Why, she
wouldnt know Barnabas if it werent
for Bobby. Stop it! her mind screamed and the
familiar gates crashed down on her memories to
protect her from that which she could not face. Under control once again, Julia
concentrated on the drive. The day was calm here
so she wasnt concerned about driving in
inclement weather. She remembered winters up here
when the columns of snow towered so high that all
you could do was look up and see the sky. But
today was bright and clear, and it wasnt
difficult to negotiate the curves of the country
roads as she drove deeper into the farmland. She
smiled fondly at her memories of this place: the
crisp, clean air; the fresh-picked berries for
breakfast; catching frogs in the pond; jumping
off the rope swing into the frigid, crystalline
water of the river. Why had she lost touch with
these people? she wondered. She had fond memories
of this place and these people. But why was she
bothering to ask herself this question? She knew
the reason why, and the reason was named Barnabas
Collins. It was hard to visit when you have been
off in another century or time trying to help a
vampire and his family. How could she explain
what she had been doing?
But there was another reason
why she had avoided coming here the other
questions that her aunts would ask. Have you
found anyone yet? they would say. They had been
asking that since she had finished medical
school. They always managed to lay her life bare
with their questions, to open up for inspection
all that she tried not to confront. It was easier
to just stay away and not to have to listen as
they pointed out her failings in life. It was
almost easier to answer the supernatural
questions at Collinwood than to have to answer
those about everyday life because these were the
ones that cut her to the quick.
As she passed the many
dilapidated and collapsing barns on the winding
country road, she was glad that her aunts had
been able to keep up the family farm. The
farmhouse looked the same as always as she turned
down the long, narrow, dirt road that led to the
door. The barn still looked solid and had been
painted a rustic red within the past few years,
and plaintive moos seeped through the closed
doors. She negotiated the slippery walkway and
paused for a moment before turning the knob at
the front door. Her mind was flooded by memories
of coming here with her father, of having to
watch where she stepped and of wrinkling her nose
at the smell of the manure. Her father had always
laughed at the look on her face. Smiling, she
opened the door without knocking; she
couldnt remember anyone ever knocking on
this door. She glanced around at the simple
furnishings and felt as if she had stepped back
in time. Nothing had changed here except for the
new room at the end of the hall. So they had
finally installed a bathroom, she thought.
Hallelujah, no more chamber pots! Welcome to the
20th century, aunties, she chuckled to herself
before realizing that she herself had spent most
of her time lately with a man who had refused to
install modern plumbing in his own house!
"Aunt Ida? Aunt
Margaret? she called out when she saw no
sign of her aunts.
Julia heard shuffling on the
stairs, and smiled as a stooped, old woman
appeared carrying a tray in her gnarled,
workwomans hands. Despite her eighty-odd
years, she still sported a full head of black
hair, and Julia took that as a hopeful sign in
her own fight against the gray.
"Julia! Well, Im
certainly glad to see you, girl," the woman
exclaimed giving Julia the once over with ancient
but eagle eyes. "You look kind of thin,
Julia, and tired around the eyes. Aint sick
are ya?" she asked as she set the tray on
the table.
"No, Aunt Ida, Im
fine. It was just a long trip from Maine, and
Im rather tired and hungry. How is Aunt
Margaret?" Julia asked sinking into a worn
kitchen chair.
"Weak, but shell be
mighty glad to see you. Your cousin Mary
Janes been after her somethin awful
to go to the doctor down in the city."
"Thats why Im
here, Aunt Ida. I want to see if she really does
need more medical treatment than I can give her
here at home."
"Well, I sure hope she
aint got the cancer. Thats terrible
stuff. Eva Parsons got it, you know,"
she said, her voice falling to a whisper.
"They say she aint got long,
either." Ida looked at Julia and shook her
head. "I still cant believe our little
Julia is actually a doctor. Its really
something. Theyre still amazed in town when
we talk about it. Skinny little Julia Hoffman, an
important psychiatrist. Course, they
dont think much of head doctors, you know.
Folks around here figure you should be able to
fix your own mental problems without sittin
on some couch or takin some fancy medicine.
Oh well, you go up and see Margaret while I fix
you something to eat."
Julia nodded and headed up the
narrow stairs. It had taken Aunt Ida all of two
sentences before remarking on how thin she
looked. The other questions, the harder
questions, couldnt be too far behind.
She almost gasped as she
entered the tiny bedroom at the top of the
stairs. The figure that lay in the wrought iron
bed looked wasted and drawn and her breathing
sounded labored and wheezy. Unlike her sister,
Aunt Margarets hair, what little that
remained, had gone white and lay against the
pillow like a wispy halo around her shriveled
head.
"Hello, Julia," a
still strong voice called out from the bed.
"I hope you aint come to try to force
me to go to the hospital. Dont want to go
see a bunch of doctors, you know."
"Im going to examine
you, Aunt Margaret, and then I can tell you what
we need to do. Well just take this one step
at a time, okay?" She smiled at the fragile
woman who seemed to be swallowed up by the old,
feather mattress that sagged in more places than
Julia could count.
"Havent been up to
see us in quite a while, Julia," Margaret
said as Julia pulled out her stethoscope.
"They must keep you pretty busy up there in
Maine."
If you only knew, Julia thought
to herself with a wry smile. "Yes, I manage
to keep quite busy, Im afraid."
"Dont look like ya
eat much. Dont they feed ya there at
whats the name of that place where you
stay?"
"Collinwood, and yes, they
do feed me, Aunt Margaret," Julia answered
as she continued her examination.
"Why, Julia," her
aunt said watching her niece perform her
ministrations. "Youre just like the
old country doctor, comin right to the
house when youre needed, payin house
calls. These modern doctors dont do that
any more. Do you make house calls up there in
Maine?"
If you only knew the house
calls Ive made, Julia thought. It would
make your heart stop dead just like
Barnabas Aunt Abigail. Then again, maybe
not, she thought; these old broads might just be
tougher than that. "Oh, sometimes, I have to
make house calls. It all depends on the
case." Depends on whether there are vampires
or werewolves or Frankensteins monster
involved, she wanted to say.
Julia looked up as Ida entered
the room with a fresh tray of food. "Made
you a sandwich, Julia. Whats wrong with our
Margaret, can ya tell?"
"Yes," Julia answered
putting her instruments back in her medical bag
and extracting some medication. "She has
pneumonia. Ill give her some antibiotics
and that should take care of it."
"No hospital?"
Margaret asked in a hopeful voice.
"No, I dont think
that will be necessary as long as you take all of
the medication and continue to rest," she
said in a reassuring but forceful tone.
"Ill make sure of
that, Julia," Ida said as she fluffed her
sisters pillows. "Now, why dont
you tell us more of what youve been up to,
Julia. We dont hear from you much."
You always cut right to the
chase, dont you? she wanted to say but
didnt. "Oh, well, I run a private
hospital, Wyndcliffe, but you knew that. And I
have some private patients as well. Thats
what Ive been spending most of my time on
the past few years," she said vaguely,
settling down in a tattered overstuffed chair
next to the bed and biting into the sandwich.
"Well, what about your
personal life, Julia? You have to be in your
forties by now. Never married, just like Margaret
and me. Have you got a fella? Youre not
gettin any younger, you know."
She had thought she would be
prepared for this but now that it had finally
come, she knew that she had been fooling herself.
How could she explain Barnabas to them? How could
she explain him to herself?
"Uh, well, Im really
so busy with my work - " she began.
"Sounds like theres
somebody whos keepin you warm up
there, though, Julia, from the way youre
stammering about it," Margaret interrupted
her.
"Well, not really,"
Julia said quietly.
"Not really? Now what does
that mean?" Ida piped up. "Tell us
about him. Has he got money?"
"Of course, hes got
money, Ida!" Margaret interjected.
"Julias a doctor. Do you think
shed go out with some bum?"
"Im not going
out with him, Aunt Margaret," Julia
tried to explain. Oh, this was so awkward. What
were they going to say next?
The two old women exchanged a
glance. "So why not? Whats wrong with
him? Is he sick?" Ida asked with a frown.
"No, hes perfectly
healthy." At least she could answer that
honestly. What would they say if she had had to
tell them that up until recently he had been one
of the Undead?
"Well, thats good,
anyway. So what is it? Is he married,
divorced?"
"No, hes not
married." How could she explain
Barnabas marital status? Well, he was
married to a witch but she died several times so
I guess that makes him a widower?
"Is he good
lookin?" Margaret asked, always
concerned with how someone looked.
"Yes," Julia said
almost shyly. "Hes very
handsome."
"And it sounds like you
got it bad for him, missy," Ida said,
narrowing her eyes at her niece. "So why
aint ya married to this man?"
Julia sighed. What could she
say other than the truth? What indeed?
"Im not sure how he feels about
me," she said slowly, looking down at the
floor, and it was evident to even her aunts that
this statement was spoken with great pain.
The elderly sisters looked at
each other again with mutual understanding.
"Well, I guess Ill go get your room
ready, Julia," Ida said as she getting
slowly to her feet. "You just relax, dear.
Youve had a long trip."
Julia sat in awkward silence
for a moment after her aunt had left the room,
grateful that the inquisition was over, at least
for the moment. "Let me get you a fresh
pitcher of water, Aunt Margaret," she said
finally, seizing upon a reason to escape.
A hot, leathery hand caught her
own as she rose from the chair.
"Julia," her aunt whispered, with a
firm grip on her hand, "dont end up
like Ida and me, two old maids living out our
days alone. You deserve better than that a
husband, maybe a family. If this fella is what
you really want, find a way, Julia. Find a
way."
Julia looked at her aunt
quizzically for a moment. Margaret had never
spoken to her like this before- so earnestly, so
honestly and she did not know how to
respond. Finally, she nodded her head mutely,
gave the withered hand a squeeze and fled into
the hall before allowing the dam to break on the
flood of tears behind her eyes.
Twenty-four hours later, Julia
listened to her aunts lungs and shook her
head in amazement. "You sound much better,
Aunt Margaret. The antibiotics must really be
doing the trick. And I dont think it hurts
that you know you wont have to go to the
hospital," she said giving the woman a close
look. "Thank goodness for antibiotics,
anyway. It still amazes me that we havent
even had them that long."
"Sure wish they had
invented them back in the 20s when
your Uncle Donnie got so sick," Ida muttered
as she moved into the room. "Alls he
did is get hit by a rock, but the doctors
couldnt stop the infection. Eleven years
old, Julia, can you imagine that? It pret
near killed Papa when we lost Donnie; he was
never the same after that, was he,
Margaret?"
"No, he sure nough
wasnt," her sister answered.
"Now, Julia, I meant to ask you yesterday.
This fella of yours aint a lawyer, is
he?"
So the détente was over, Julia
thought to herself with a groan. Even her
tactless aunts had realized yesterday that
talking about "her fella" (how strange
to hear someone refer to him like that!) had been
difficult for her, and they had discontinued
their interrogation of her rather abruptly. But
she had known that it wouldnt last, and
twenty-four hours seemed to be the limit of their
endurance. She wondered what else they would ask
her and what answers she might yet have to
manufacture or finesse.
And how could she explain his
profession? Former vampire and erstwhile
paranormal investigator? Wouldnt that be
something to put on a business card! Maybe the
two of them could even open their own detective
business or star in their own television series.
"No, hes not a
lawyer," she heard herself saying.
"Hes, uh, hes a
businessman."
"Oh, good," Margaret
responded with a relieved sigh. "Because
that daughter of Mary Janes has up and gone
to the city and met herself some fancy lawyer.
And I know hes nothin but a
crook."
Julia stifled a chuckle and
turned away from her aunt. There was no use
arguing with them; she had learned that a long
time ago.
"I suppose youll be
leavin soon to get back to him," Ida
asked her pointblank.
"Well, Ill stay
until tomorrow to make sure that Aunt Margaret is
going to be okay, but she really is recovering
very well," Julia said with a smile. She
stopped and looked closely at Ida and realized
for the first time who the woman had always
reminded her of: Margaret Hamilton who played the
Wicked Witch of the West in THE WIZARD OF OZ!
Julia almost laughed out loud at the irony of it.
Her own harmless old aunt reminded her of one of
the most infamous witches of the 20th century, a
character who had scared millions of children
witless for decades. But Julia knew that real
witches were not necessarily ugly and warted on
the outside, that they sometimes came in very
pretty packages that hid their hideousness very
well. And she had faced down one of these
witches, one who had looked like Glinda, the Good
Witch of the North, but who had housed the soul
of the Witch of the West.
"Thank you for makin
this house call," Ida said earnestly,
reaching for Julias hand. "And I hope
that you bring your fella here to meet us real
soon."
"I hope so, too, Aunt
Ida," Julia said wistfully. "I hope so,
too."
TO BE CONTINUED
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