PART 1

It all started out in this hospital room Mrs. Sinclair was having this baby and Mr. Sinclair was helping his wife with her breathing and coaching her through this labor. And then it happened. This beautiful and perfect baby came in the world and both parents were happy. They were crying with delight. The baby boy was so strong he was kicking his feet and hands in the air and crying very loud. The doctor looks at both parents and says "You both have a healthy son. The baby was still crying, so Mrs. Sinclair nurses him on her breast and the crying stop and when the baby finished feeding he'd stop drinking. The baby looks like he was smiling both parents was so proud that they name the baby Cameron. Baby Cameron also had a proud brother his name was Gary. When they brought the baby home, Gary was so proud of his little brother. His parents let Gary hold him and Cameron took to his brother well, Cameron made little noises and Gary was so proud to have a brother. He hugs his brother and told his little brother that he would look out for him and not letting anything happen to him. Gary was two at the time when his baby brother came home.

It was happy family until two years later Mr. Sinclair was out of work and he was very unhappy and the marriage wasn't good anymore because Mr. Sinclair started drinking and when he got mad his family would take the pain and hurt. Cameron and Mr. Sinclair wife would get the worse of it he used to belt them or smack them really hard across the face that would make them go flying. Sometimes Gary at four had to be like adult and try to help his brother and mom. Cameron and Mrs. Sinclair would get so hurt Gary would have to call ambulances to help them with their cuts and broken bones. The doctor always asks what happened but they where all scared to tell the truth because they thought they would get beaten again from Mr. Sinclair so they always said it was an accident. The doctors got to wonder though, because they were always at Emergency so often. I think the reason why Cameron and Mrs. Sinclair got the worse because Cameron came in the world at the time he lost his job and Mrs. Sinclair was the one who had Cameron. So that why they where the ones that got beaten the most he blames them both. Gary would get hit also if interfered with the fight so Gary hid most of the time, rocking back forth in his room trying to block his ears from the fighting. Little Cameron and Gary would see their mom get beaten so hard she would get knocked out the floor and then he took Cameron and would do the same thing. Then he looked at his son Gary and said if he ever tells he would kill him. So Gary would have to keep it to him self it was like he was leaving a night mare. Little Cameron didn't know how much more he can take. They had no friends over no birthdays and no Christmases they had to leave through this nightmare for their whole child hood. Cameron got lock up in the closet all the time, he would get so scared that he could hardly breathe when he is locked into things that are a small area. They lived through this whole childhood in pain and violence and hater. Cameron even tried to kill himself at the age of six this is how bad it got but his brother always stops him. They didn't even know what love is. Their dad was so strict they even didn't go to school to learn. So they didn't know how to read or write it was so bad. And watching other kids play was such a torture for them. They wish they knew what it was like to have friends. The kids used to make fun of them and told them that they were going to grow up by being bad people. Lot of kids where scared to go near them. This is the way they lived through their childhood days in hate and violence.

PART 2

Cameron now as a teenager is sitting with his brother on some rocks near the oceans they both listen to the waves comes in and having a serious talk. Cameron says "I don't know how much more I could take this my father hitting Mom." "We can't do anything or he will kill mom or one of us," says Gary. "I lived with these through my whole life I can't take this anymore Bro I mean it I am going to lose it." Gary says, "Bro we have each other and mom we will get through this." Cameron jumps from the rocks and kicks the sand and going away from Gary "Maybe you can control yourself Gary but I can't. It is too much." Gary goes after him and says "Bro where you going" "Going to do what I should have done in a long time" Cameron replies. "Cameron, don't do anything stupid." But Cameron doesn't listen and leaves his brother alone on the beach and hopes on a bus and goes to town. He is breathing heavily because he is so angry as he enters a store he buys a gun and he puts it in his coat pocket.

Meanwhile at home Gary comes in the house hearing his dad screaming at his mom. Mr. Sinclair was saying to his wife holding her hair and pulling on it and he has his other hand on her stomach. "Why in the name did you go against my wishes by sending them to school so they can learn. "Mrs. Sinclair says, "The kids have to learn they will need to get jobs when they're older." "I am tired of you going behind my back" and he takes a knife of the counter. "No" say's Gary and he runs up to his dad to stop what he is about to do. Cameron runs in the house and he sees his dad with the knife Getting closer to their mom's stomach. But there was nothing they could do it was like a nightmare is slow motion Mr. Sinclair stabs his wife and she falls to the floor blood rushing out everywhere. Both Brothers hold their ears and they fall to the floor yelling out mom. Their dad check the mother pulse "She's dead." He laughs. "Who's next," he takes the knife and goes towards Gary. "No" says Cameron and he takes the gun out his coat pocket and shoots his dad in the head. Their dad slowly falls to the floor and the knife drops out of his hand and he hits the floor hard. "No' Gary says he goes to his dad and listens to his heart beat. Gary takes one ugly look at his brother and yells "You killed our Dad. Cameron put his face in his hands and really started crying and says to Gary "Ya and he killed our mom." Gary yells at Cameron "Ya but that doesn't give you a reason to shot our Father." "What do you mean Bro? He killed our Mom. He is a maniac." "He just needed help man you didn't have to shoot him." Cameron couldn't believe his ears he then ran out of the house. Gary was yelling at him. "Don't leave me here alone with everything happening." But Cameron couldn't help it he had to get out of there.

His mind was buzzing, he couldn't believe that he actually killed his dad. He kept thinking in his mind why he did it. He did feel guilty because it was his dad but another part was saying but this maniac killed their mom and he deserves it. While he was trying to get over of what happened, he heard a noise in the bushes where he was and when he looks up he saw two policemen. "Mr. Cameron Sinclair" The police men asked. Cameron thought in his mind Gary must of told them that he shot his dad. "Yes" he said. You are under arrest for killing Mr. Sinclair and Mrs. Sinclair." And they took him by the arms and put hand cuffs on him. Cameron said very scared "I didn't" But they interrupted him and they read him his rights. Cameron said nothing but his whole world seems like it was coming down on him. Mean while Gary was in shock about his parent deaf he had to blame someone to get over this and that was his brother. He knew in his heart that Cameron could get through this. He was also upset that his brother killed his dad so he had to pay him back somehow.

PART 3

In jail it was like hell for Cameron he always had to watch over his shoulder so he wouldn't get hurt or killed. At meal times a lot of tough guys would kick his lunch right out of his hands and he would get angry and fight back and the guards would always stop them And Cameron would always pay the price for the fights, the guards never like Cameron. For the punishment he would have to be naked and place in a dark room with no Windows there was no Beds and blanket he had no meals except for bread and water. He did have a toilet but it wasn't private because the guards could see him. At times when he had to go to this room his face would fall in his hands and he wonders why his brother did this to him he was very angry inside. He thought he would get some letters from Gary explaining why he did this but he got nothing and never heard from his brother.

At nights in the punishment room he would really feel cold and shiver sometimes he gets so cold he thought he would die. When he was back at his regular jail cell. He would see other jail mates get stabbed to death or choke or beaten up until there where in so much pain they would be on the floor. That why he never shared with his Jail Mates why he was in jail for because if they ever knew they would kill him to. He would even see a woman die from other mates it was awful it would make him cry. He always got warning that he would be next and this scared him. A few times they had him up against the wall and hit his pretty face up to the wall and the guards would watch and not do anything so Cameron would fight back and the guards would send him to the Punishment room. For what other Jail mates started. Cameron would hate going there and he would try to get loose but he learnt that wouldn't help him because they did worse things to him so he went along with the guards.

About ten years later Cameron was getting out of jail. He didn't know how his life would be but he thought that it would be better then what he already went through. He got a One bedroom apartment for himself that was in Bay City. His lawyer helped him find a place. Cameron was sitting in his jail cell waiting for the time to go out. Each second that went by felt like a life time. His Jail mates tried to kill him one more time with a knife two of the jail mates had Cameron pinned down and another had a knife and Cut a bit of Cameron face one of the guards saw this that like Cameron and save him. Cameron put his face in his hands, he was in pain so the guard brought him to the first aid and they fixed him up he didn't need any stitches it was just cut very bad. After the first aid finished him his lawyer came and told Cameron that in a few minutes that he was going to be a free man. Cameron looks up at his lawyer and smiled and said that the best news he heard in a very long time. His lawyer asked him if he was ready and Cameron took his little knapsack bag with everything he owned in it and he said yes. And with that Cameron signed some papers that he had to sign before he went out. Then he and his lawyer walk down this very long hall that reach to a door that lead them out of the prison to outside. Cameron had to close his eyes a lot at first because he wasn't used to the light because he spent a lot of his jail time in punishment room. Once he could see right his breath in the nice fresh air and he put his arms up to feel the breeze go through him. He thanks his lawyer very much for getting him out. His lawyer said a welcome and the two went their different ways.

Cameron walks on a side walk and takes a bus that brings him to his apartment that is in Bay City. He goes to his landlord and he pays his first month rent. He gets the key s that the landlord has and he walks to his apartment and he goes into his apartment.

PART 4

Cameron reaches his apartment he opens his door and puts his luggage down. He sees that he has a balcony outside his window, so he goes over and open at the window and goes out. He breathes in some fresh air. He can't believe it that he is actually free and he has a new start. He was going to be this chauffeur that starts in about four weeks time for this rich family that is called the Cory's. He was looking at the stars how he loves the stars he likes how they twinkle in the sky. He goes in and he unpacks his bags and puts his little cloths in the drawers. He grabs something to eat and goes to bed for the night.

He has this dream about a blond lady but he doesn't know what her face looks like because it doesn't show it in the dream. But he knows she is beautiful for her body looked so perfect, he thinks when he woke up that he dreams this because he never had a woman. How he wishes that he can have a woman that he could love and hold and make love to but who will have him after they find out about his past. Cameron knocks that idea out of his head thinking he will always be alone. He gets up sadly and takes a shower and he goes to a small restaurant and has some breakfast.

He talks with a cop there name Joe. Joe says, " Hi there I always come to the restaurant I never saw you here before are you knew in town." Cameron answers back "Ya I am new here. It's pretty nice place." "It is nice place for people that don't mess around here and at me," replies Joe. Cameron just nods after what Joe said. Joe also tells him that he is a cop. Cameron eats his food down right away because he doesn't like cops that much and gets up and politely says he got to run. And he gets out of there soon as he can. Joe is thinking to himself there is something about that guy but he can't put his finger to it, but he will find out who he is and what he is doing here. Joe doesn't like any trouble in his town he will do anything to keep the bad guys out and making a safe place for his residents.

Meanwhile Cameron starts his jogging out near the park and scenic look out. He runs pretty fast and he pushes himself he likes doing a good work out. As he is work out is coming to end, he slows himself down and he looks over he sees a woman with long blond hair. Very cute actually he has seen her before them he remembers his dream yes that must be her, the one in his dream. He looks at her again she finally turns around he sees her face. She was so beautiful but she looks so sad. Cameron wonders if she has a home to go to and he wonders if she was all right. Cameron decides to run by her and he does.

Amanda looks up and sees him just for a second she wonders who he is and she feels an attraction to him. Then she tells herself that she shouldn't feel anything for this guy and she also tells herself that she hardly knows him. But the smile he gave her she couldn't help but wonder what this guy was like and she wishes she can get to know him better. Cameron can't believe how beautiful she looks up close he was going to talk to her but changes his mind because he feels inside that once she finds out what he did she would inject him just like his brother did. So instead Cameron runs back to his house and goes out and sits out on his balcony and thinks what would his life be like if he didn't have this rough life a tear came down his cheek.

Meanwhile Amanda was walking home back from the park she had a sweater on and she snuggles into it because she was a little chilly. Once she got to the mansion she found out everybody was out so she went to her room and thought of the man she saw in the park. There was something that draws her to him. She wasn't quite sure what it was. Was it his body or was it his smile whatever it was she like it so she said to herself that she was going to go back to that park again at the same time she was there today. Meanwhile Cameron was thinking the same thing there was something about the blond beauty that he had to get to know so he will return to that park and find out who she was. With that they both fell asleep at their different homes and they dream about one another.

PART 5

The next day around the same time that Cameron and Amanda bumped into each other. They both where at the same park. Amanda wearing tight short and halter top that showed her body of nicely. She also had running shoes on she forgot to tie them up. Amanda isn't the one that wears shorts outfit. She is always into dresses and skirts and nice blouses and high heals shoes. Cameron came in the park jogging he was wearing a nice muscle top and tear away pants. Amanda sees him and she starts running, Cameron notices her shoes untied and he runs up to her just in time she starts to trip over her shoes laces and Cameron catches her in his arms. Cameron was stunned with her beauty for a few seconds till Amanda asks him to put her down I am okay now. He says "sure and" he puts her down at the same time they both go to tie her shoes and they both knock heads and they apologize to one another. But Cameron doesn't stop there. Her lips were so close to his so he kisses her and he wraps her arms around her. She fights and slips out of his grip and says "What are you doing?" He says "he was sorry and he won't do it again." "You bet you wont" and them she tries to get up. But Cameron says "Not yet let me tie your shoe, Next time you want to jog you got to remember to tie your shoes or you might hurt this pretty little body of yours. She says thank you to him and she rushes out of there. What was she thinking about trying to get to know this guy she doesn't even know what he is about he could be a murder or something like that. But she thinks to herself but he is a great kisser but she knows that nothing can happen between the two because she doesn't know him.

For the next few weeks she doesn't come to that park. But he does, he looks for her each day. He misses her so much but he says how could he miss her and he doesn't even know her. He wonders if she is all right there was something about her that wants Cameron to get to know her. But he blew that chance he scared her away by kissing her how stupid he could be. Why did he do that and he thinks back on his kiss to her there was no way he could stop off . She was so adorable and it felt right to kiss her. Then when he gets home he looks through his Schedule book he starts work for the Cory's tomorrow. In his book he sees that he will be bringing Rachael Daughter to the Cory cabin for a two week vacation. Carl wants him to keep a good eye on her because she hasn't been happy lately. So that means he better pack his luggage up so that what he does. Them when everything is done he hits the sack.

Meanwhile at the Cory Mansion Amanda is brushing her hair before she goes to sleep. She thinks about her vacation away from home it will be good for her. She just hopes that the new Chauffeur driver wasn't as stupid as the last one she had she didn't like the other one he always got lost and never could find the places that she wanted to go to. But Carl insures her that this driver was good and he someone you can always rely on. She hopes that Carl is right because this vacation she really needed and she wanted to get away from things and her family. Amanda undresses and gets in her Pj's and she also hits that sack. Each night that Amanda goes to bed she can't get the stranger that she met at the park out of her head. That why she also wanted to go away. Maybe this trip will help her forget. The night seems like edges to go by for Amanda. She was having problems sleeping lately. The doctor told her that she had some depression that why she was having a hard time to sleep. The doctor did give her sleeping pills but she doesn't like taking pills. She feels pills aren't good for the body so she doesn't take them and she tosses and turns till she finally falls asleep. She had nice dreams of her vacation and after that her night seems to go faster and the morning just rang through like that.

PART 6

Cameron wakes up and he takes a shower, After his shower he shaves and he puts a nice suite on. He looks at himself in the mirror and he laughs this is the first time he ever wore a suit he didn't need it in jail but for this job Mr. Hutchins orders was wearing a suit and tie. Once he double check himself over and sees everything is okay he heads out for the limo and on his way he went to pick up Amanda.

Meanwhile Amanda at her place takes a shower and she decides to wear this nice flower dress and when she was putting her hair up in a bum she hears the doorbell. She says to herself this must be the chauffeur to pick her up. She hears Carl talking to someone when she was going down the stairs the young voice she heard sounded so familiar. When they were in range of seeing each other, they both said "oh my god it's you." Carl looks at both of them and asks them "if they knew one another" Cameron says something first "Ya I met her a few times in the park and she was jogging and she forgot to tie her shoes. She almost went flying. Lucky I was there to save her." Carol laughs "Jogging Amanda jogging Ha Ha Ha this can't be true." "Carl it is true I went jogging to try it out and see what it like." Carl was still laughing hard "There must be a better reason why you went jogging." But he changes the subject "so I guess you know each other names?" "No, we don't. We never ask one another names." Cameron and Amanda say together. Then Carl introduces them to one another "Amanda, this is Cameron. And Cameron, this is Amanda. They both say hello to one another and Cameron takes Amanda to the limo he carries her luggage and places it down and opens the door for her like a gentleman. "There you go, Miss or should I say Mrs. Cory. "It is Miss Cory, she replies. With that he makes sure she in all okay then he shuts her door and buts her luggage in the trunk. Then he goes to side of the limo and he goes in and starts the car.

He starts the car and says "Where to Miss Cory?" "Wait a minute," says Amanda. "I know what you have done after you seem me in the park you followed me home and you must have talk to Carl so you can work where you could be around me didn't you Cameron?" Cameron looks through his review mirror at her and starts Laughing and says. "Good thinking but I got the job before I ever met you." "Why did you take this job?" Amanda asks. "For like anybody would, it is a job and it pays good money Miss Cory." "Good Answer" says Amanda. Now will you please give me the directions to where you want me to go to because I don't make my money by sitting here," he asks Amanda. Amanda laughs to her self and gives Cameron the direction to where she was going. She thought that he would be like the last driver and get lost he was no chauffeur she says to her self. Cameron takes the direction and he reads it slowly and them he drives off and looks at Amanda and says "thanks." Amanda says "Welcome and she shut the window in between them so he can't see her. He reopens it with a push of a button and asks Amanda "you jog that one day so that you can impress me didn't you Amanda? "What makes you say that Cameron? She answers back. "Because of what Carl says about you, You are not the jogging type you're just a princess," Cameron replies. "OOOOOH" says Amanda and she closes the window between them angrily again. He reopens it and says "I guess that is my answer I am right." She angrily again shuts the door.

Cameron is sitting back driving her to where she wants to go and tells himself it is going to be a very nice two weeks. Amanda looking out her window, she is very amazed that Cameron got her where she wanted to go. All the other Chauffeur that they had always got lost when they took her to the cabin. But not Cameron he got them there in one piece and with that she wasn't mad at him anymore.

PART 7

At the cabin there was a lot of snow Cameron gets out the car and opens Amanda's car door. She doesn't move and Cameron says, "Aren't you going to come out?" Amanda looks at herself she is only in high hills and skimpy dress and says to Cameron "I forgot my winter stuff I didn't know we will have snow here and I am just wearing high hills. Cameron laughs and tells her to hold on he goes in the cabin he comes back to her and wraps a blanket around her and picks her up in his arms Cameron smiles down at her she looks so adorable in that blanket. He wanted to kiss her right there and bad but he remembers what happens in the park so he doesn't so he brings her in the cabin and places her on the couch. Amanda was shivering because she was cold and Mentions to Cameron "It is really cold in here can you put a fire on. Cameron does just that and he puts another blanket around her he was going to take away his hand from putting the blanket around her but Amanda holds it for second and she kisses his hand and she "thank you." He Says "You welcome" and takes his hand away from her. He was also thinking how he was going to do his job without wanting her.

The fire was blazing for a few hours and Amanda was getting hot so she tells Cameron she will return and goes in the bedroom and puts this nice silk Nighty on with a silk house coat. Them she returns in the living room and he looks her over and Amanda says it was getting hot so I thought I get something comfy on. Cameron had to agree with her but he was talking about something else and he says to her "It is getting hot and he takes of his shirt and turns to Amanda "I hope you don't mind but I am hot to." She says "No, she didn't." Actually she loves looking at his bare chest and seeing his nice strong mussels. Cameron goes to the kitchen and makes Amanda and himself a hot chocolate. He walks back to the living room and offers her drink and he sits near the floor near her and drinks his hot chocolate. She takes a sip of her hot chocolate and tells Cameron "thank you" she says "You're welcome" he tells her. Amanda Just wants to touch his back so much so she asks Cameron in innocent voice "I was wondering if I can give you a back rub for you since you been carrying me all around all over the place?" Cameron smiles at her and says "that will be nice." So Amanda puts her hands on his shoulders and she starts massaging his neck and shoulders Cameron is sighing with each move she makes and tells her that it feels good. Amanda realizes how strong Cameron feels his mussels where busting out in his arms. She always wanted a strong man for a boyfriend. Then all of sudden, she stops and shakes her head what was she thinking she couldn't love him she didn't even know him and he was someone that works for her and her family. Cameron turns around and smiles at her and says. "Why did you stop it was just starting to feel nice." I'm tired. It has been a long day, the drive and that." "Ya you must be tired let me take you to bed Amanda,' he says teasing. "What" She says nervously." "Take it easy princess. I wasn't going to try anything I was just going to tuck you in." "OH that okay I mean you can tuck me in." So he follows her in the bedroom and she takes off her house coat and Cameron couldn't help it but stare at her she looks good in her blue nighty it matches her eyes." "What are you staring at" she says Cameron comes out of his trance and says "nothing' and he tucks her in and says "do I get a good night kiss" "I guess it won't hurt to kiss you good night" Amanda says. Them she sees his lips coming so close to her lips he kisses her so nicely but it was a short kiss. She longs for him to kiss her more, but he respects her and whispers in her ear sleep tight my little princess and he gets up and slowly he shuts her door and Amanda still can feel his kiss on her lips and she turns over and falls in a nice sleep.

By Donna

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