Reflection of Truth
By Sheree Heindrich


You believe the lies
discard the truth
place faith in your life
despite your youth
you give the one thing
thats really your own
all from the fear
of being alone

Becky
Written for me by
Sheree Heindrich


Rebecca's such a caring girl
She's brighter than a sunny day
She'd brighten up the whole wide world
If she got her own way

She's always been there for me
Whenever i am down
She lifts up my unhappy face
Way up off the ground

She's got a heart of gold inside
Her spirits very high
Her friendship means so much to me
Without her here
I think i'd die.

Reflection of truth is about gettin raped.  I was raped 3 times bye 3 diff guys and Sheree was the first person i ever told.  She helped me get through the tuff time.  When i moved away i lost contact with Sheree and i lost control of my life.  I started taking drugs and was an alcoholic at 14, all this i did to try and ease the pain.  I tried to commit suicide 8 times in 2 years.

But now its been 8 years since the first time, and im not over it, but ive learnt to deal..ive cleaned myself up, kicked my alcoholism and drug habit and put the past to rest.  At the time when it happens it feels like life isnt worth living..but it is..i thank god everyday that he didnt let me die.
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