When we are confronted with such a unidentifed feeling with in, it is hard to understand the searching of one's soul, especially When our soul and identity is at odds with other facades.
so many of us that have felt this different side find that we always dealt with deeper moods, some unexplainable, pressures,influences, and one's meaning OF life as we partake to understand their meaning IN life.
Confusion comes as we sit and look at who we are and what we have, it activates a part of us we thought we knew. Confusion, and Unfair, sure it is, for we sometimes are placed where we have no choice but to deal with the many unreasonable conviction, our hearts of misunderstanding.. Scarey HELL yes, because it is a part of us, we lost before we realized it, and while following pressures, influences and moods we allowed them to trigger an emptier place.
Dammit! I say, at the time we partook in things it was of total meaning as we tried to uncover "their" meaning for life we then saw a horrendous and outrageous biographies, filled with ignorance and demeanor. and at that moment we thought it was cool and captivating, we didn't realize we were worth so much more, and life was a treasure not a carriage.
When never we give ourselves a chance to want anything else, it is easier to play the chase, it is easier for people like us to play the martyr..Being the one that suffers we always are surrendered by our principles,and suffers from the belief cause of anothers principle, we fall into a trap of another that has suffered for the sake of arousing sympathy... If we take that part of notible martyr, we may just gain through a sufferance and strengthen that lost self for a great personal adjustment.
Those that need desperatly to find mind and place, it comes at a time when we feed on the discovery of self, and it comes to us as we need to wake up and see the truth,So grab on to it for it was only lost temporarily; Don't let it be gone forever, it is our test in how we continue to discover self that lines that piece of our life...being proud of who we are and what we have discovered can permanently be embroider in our life so that we can teach and re-teach someone else that is where we were.."Only give to those that want to get by honorable means/Help those that help them selves"... Sometimes we don't like what we have laid out for us, in a hard learning lesson,but! there is a reason for everything that happens, positively we need to forsee that lesson as a chance to redo everything. Find the understanding of reason in why we are where we are, and whole heartedly open our eyes to fair understanding of it, then accept it as a future VALUABLE influence, you will touch base with the greatest of the truth as helpful influence lets you seek. Willingly learn, adust, re-learn, find your self.
When we lose the advantage it is difficult to admit and accept that we lost only because we were blinded from the truth of consequence. when the realization comes to light and we see which influenced us, and that we don't become blinded enough to let it happen again the ability to avoid is there but it is our choice of consequences if we don't , And "their" consequence if we do. |
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