| POEMS BY A BROKEN HEART |
| LETTING YOU GO I will tear down your fake smile and fuck you up the way you've done me... Your a soreness to my eyes and a disease that sickens me... I crave that one day you will find that the one you left is the one you need... I want to shake off this feeling that tells me that I am still in love with you I want to blow it away... I go past the spot where we sat and were once friends. I know things will never be the same... It's taking some time to realize nothing was real and that you said it never should have been and that it was all A GAME... I just hope that one day you will crawl back to me but I will no longer need you. |
| NOTHINGNESS I don't remember how things used to be I can't recall how it was to feel Everything in me has become numb There isn't anything i can think of to do in assisting myself feel again. I would do anything to feel you again, but there is nothing there. Emotions have even begun to fade away from me. They build up so much when a memory of you is triggered but no tears fall nothing comes out just a ache in my heart and a blank stare on my face. |
| MIXED FEELINGS I never wanted to feel this way I didn't want to care Now the issue is I do. I feel for you in ways i tried not to. I look at you when your not aware And I fear that I am falling for you. I can't tell weither or not I like this feeling or not. If feelings like this come between us the risk of being hurt comes in. But then again being hurt isn't anything new. So maybe now is the time to consider what it is that I truely feel for you. |
| CHANGING Things are changing this time around I'm changing my mind Tonight I'm giving up on you You wanted to play You wanted things your way You never did think about me did you? Well don't come back because it's too late Did you honestly think i would hang around forever? Did you believe my love for you would last? Well whatever it is that you were thinking it doesn't matter this time around. I'm moving on and walking away from you. |
| NEVER LOVE AGAIN I need to closemy eyes just to stop the tears for awhile. In the darkness I find myself wanting to drift away. Behind these broken visions and demolishing images I can see a faded image of true pain. I can't make out what the pain is... I do know however that it is killing me inside. I'm sick of this demon hiding in my mind I open my eyes and the tears begin again I hate this feeling, I hate this taste of pain Why can't all of this just go away? Why can't you tear away the pain you caused? Break my heart again, push the pain deeper inside, break me down this time. I cried why couldn't you see my tears? I hurt, why couldn't you feel my pain? I left, why didn't you stop me? I never want to feel again, and I hope you never love again |
| FEELINGS FOR YOU ~Feeling like I am being held together with pins and thread. ~Feeling like my heart is pumping out boiling blood. ~Feeling that if another unjustified dissapointment would commence my brittle bones would splinter then shatter to the floor. ~Feeling that something inside of me is still not ready to let you go. ~Feeling that releasing you would bring me into a self inflicted war. ~Earning your distorted affextion is painstakingly draining. ~Every obscure endeavor feels like it's leading me into remission. ~You weren't there when i chose this jaded path. ~Now I've learned that to bend over backwards for you means i will have to bleed. |
| ONCE IN LOVE WITH YOU You knew I would never leave you You knew no matter what you did I would still come back. I knew your game I knew it all too well I was aware you were playing me but i chose to play along. I guess though I couldn't win at this game If you were to ask me why I didn't just walk away, I wouldn't be able to reply. I guess I hoped that throughout time you would change. That perhapse you would love me the way i loved you. But the truth is that no matter how much pain the game brings to me, I will by no means apologize for the love i felt for you. |
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